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When you come to a point in life when you realise life was nothing but a constant struggle to belong somewhere, a community, a family, those who have a family, maybe all of the family including myself going through mental issues, or have certain rigid moral values, then you observe yourself or your family slowly gradually being faded out, ostracised eventually being made to forget you are human being. Life is a constant struggle so that your community doesn't dehumanise you, because once they do, and you can't afford to shift from there, then you die a slow death, a cruel one, nobody will bat an eyelid if you or anyone or your family doesn't exist, dehumanizing a human being is one of the worst thing that a human can face, but that's it. Life is that struggle where you try to cope up with that pain for that long, till you can't, then nobody will care,

Hello everyone, I'm helpless but I need serious help , my wife has been suffering from MDR Tuberculosis and Heart issues, she is undergoing treatment. My parents, both suffering from health conditions. I'm working in T C S , 5+YoE, Java Spring Boot Developer, worked in Insurance clients in US, UK and a leading Bank Credit Card company of India. The salary is extremely meagre, due to family health issues, and my own personal mental health issues I could not switch from TCS since joined, but family medical emergencies it is getting extremely difficult to carry on. I'm requesting everyone kind enough to provide me leads as a Java Spring Boot Dev with atleast comparable market salary as a 5+YoE, if you know any suitable leads please let me know.

NOTE : I'm currently in bench (RMG) so I can join with 2-4 weeks if they release early, but RMG is pressurising to join project early then I may have a chance of not getting release before 90 days.

Hello everyone, I'm helpless but I need serious help , my wife has been suffering from MDR Tuberculosis and Heart issues, she is undergoing treatment. My parents, both suffering from health conditions. I'm working in T C S , 5+YoE, Java Spring Boot Developer, worked in Insurance clients in US, UK and a leading Bank Credit Card company of India. The salary is extremely meagre, due to family health issues, and my own personal mental health issues I could not switch from TCS since joined, but family medical emergencies it is getting extremely difficult to carry on. I'm requesting everyone kind enough to provide me leads as a Java Spring Boot Dev with atleast comparable market salary as a 5+YoE, if you know any suitable leads please let me know.

NOTE : I'm currently in bench (RMG) so I can join with 2-4 weeks if they release early, but RMG is pressurising to join project early then I may have a chance of not getting release before 90 days.

Hello everyone, I'm helpless but I need serious help , my wife has been suffering from MDR Tuberculosis and Heart issues, she is undergoing treatment. My parents, both suffering from health conditions. I'm working in T C S , 5+YoE, Java Spring Boot Developer, worked in Insurance clients in US, UK and a leading Bank Credit Card company of India. The salary is extremely meagre, due to family health issues, and my own personal mental health issues I could not switch from TCS since joined, but family medical emergencies it is getting extremely difficult to carry on. I'm requesting everyone kind enough to provide me leads as a Java Spring Boot Dev with atleast comparable market salary as a 5+YoE, if you know any suitable leads please let me know.

NOTE : I'm currently in bench (RMG) so I can join with 2-4 weeks if they release early, but RMG is pressurising to join project early then I may have a chance of not getting release before 90 days.

Hello everyone, I'm helpless but I need serious help , my wife has been suffering from MDR Tuberculosis and Heart issues, she is undergoing treatment. My parents, both suffering from health conditions. I'm working in T C S , 5+YoE, Java Spring Boot Developer, worked in Insurance clients in US, UK and a leading Bank Credit Card company of India. The salary is extremely meagre, due to family health issues, and my own personal mental health issues I could not switch from TCS since joined, but family medical emergencies it is getting extremely difficult to carry on. I'm requesting everyone kind enough to provide me leads as a Java Spring Boot Dev with atleast comparable market salary as a 5+YoE, if you know any suitable leads please let me know.

NOTE : I'm currently in bench (RMG) so I can join with 2-4 weeks if they release early, but RMG is pressurising to join project early then I may have a chance of not getting release before 90 days.

Hello everyone, I'm helpless but I need serious help , my wife has been suffering from MDR Tuberculosis and Heart issues, she is undergoing treatment. My parents, both suffering from health conditions. I'm working in T C S , 5+YoE, Java Spring Boot Developer, worked in Insurance clients in US, UK and a leading Bank Credit Card company of India. The salary is extremely meagre, due to family health issues, and my own personal mental health issues I could not switch from TCS since joined, but family medical emergencies it is getting extremely difficult to carry on. I'm requesting everyone kind enough to provide me leads as a Java Spring Boot Dev with atleast comparable market salary as a 5+YoE, if you know any suitable leads please let me know.

NOTE : I'm currently in bench (RMG) so I can join with 2-4 weeks if they release early, but RMG is pressurising to join project early then I may have a chance of not getting release before 90 days.

Same as title, I am 5+ YoE Java backend developer working in TCS, most of my career I have been allocated to shite projects, old techstack (Java 8, most didn't use microservices too). No exposure in cloud deployment and development like AWS or Azure integration. No exposure to message queues like RabbitMQ, broker like Kafka, cache like Redis, DevOps was a totally isolated from us mostly since there was seperate department for that, so didn't have exposure working in CI/CD pipelines and other functions like creating jenkinsfile, no exposure to logging and monitoring, like ELK stack. I seriously need to upskill and switch since the salary is pss poor worse than most freshers at 5 YoE here. Question is how to get prod level type exposure when I'm learning about these and practising and building, since most backend developers ask these for bare minimum for Java spring boot devs

Same as title, I am 5+ YoE Java backend developer working in TCS, most of my career I have been allocated to shite projects, old techstack (Java 8, most didn't use microservices too). No exposure in cloud deployment and development like AWS or Azure integration. No exposure to message queues like RabbitMQ, broker like Kafka, cache like Redis, DevOps was a totally isolated from us mostly since there was seperate department for that, so didn't have exposure working in CI/CD pipelines and other functions like creating jenkinsfile, no exposure to logging and monitoring, like ELK stack. I seriously need to upskill and switch since the salary is pss poor worse than most freshers at 5 YoE here. Question is how to get prod level type exposure when I'm learning about these and practising and building, since most backend developers ask these for bare minimum for Java spring boot devs

Same as title, I am 5+ YoE Java backend developer working in TCS, most of my career I have been allocated to shite projects, old techstack (Java 8, most didn't use microservices too). No exposure in cloud deployment and development like AWS or Azure integration. No exposure to message queues like RabbitMQ, broker like Kafka, cache like Redis, DevOps was a totally isolated from us mostly since there was seperate department for that, so didn't have exposure working in CI/CD pipelines and other functions like creating jenkinsfile, no exposure to logging and monitoring, like ELK stack. I seriously need to upskill and switch since the salary is pss poor worse than most freshers at 5 YoE here. Question is how to get prod level type exposure when I'm learning about these and practising and building, since most backend developers ask these for bare minimum for Java spring boot devs

I'm not in a mental state to explain the condition, and circumstances, since my mental state is already in shambles for various reasons, including family health issues, but me and my family have been gradually pushed and totally ostracised from nearly most in neighbourhood, and nearly most I know (tbh not me, those my family knows, I don't know most since I have been mostly a recluse most of my life), my parents are mostly no nonsense, we do not indulge in gossips, backbitching like nearly most people in our neighborhood, and nearly all people we see around does. My father held respected position as government high school teacher retired, my mom head of primary school, she in her later years had been suffering from several health issues, including nerve issues, which have contributed to maybe some eccentricity on her side, which made her a subject of cruel gossip among neighbourhood and people, to utter indirect disrespect, which is heartbreaking. But atleast it kind of felt decent people non indulging people had a safe space in society, it doesn't feel anymore. Brutal level of ostracisation, exchanging cynical sarcastic glances towards us, feels aggressivenes without direct, kind of have a feeling if get a chance they won't hesitate to put their hands on us. My parents kind of want to have a delusional outlook on whole of it, thinking I'm overthinking it too much, but I know even now they can feel how badly we are alone and we are totally cut off from any support. For me specifically, going through several mental health issues and cptsd, especially in my direct neighbourhood. Those neighbouring fakkers don't even spare us giving ridiculing glances when we are going out with my sick family members. It is too much to take at this moment.

Hello all, I want to ask assistance from all of this subreddit regarding contributing your recommendations , and even if not recommended, tell us about all the standard companies, be it startup, service based MNC, PBC or anything, who are either actively hiring (PAN India), or the elite ones, specifically for experienced backend developer, preferably Java Spring Boot, but it can be of other tech stacks also. You can also add you recommendations on basis of the working environment and compensation. I will update this post with a list from all the recommendations from the comments.

Edited (05-05-26) :

• Amazon
• Microsoft
• Adobe
• Meta
• Paytm
• Ericsson
• Visa
• PhonePe
• Freecharge
• Salesforce
• Expedia
• Walmart
• OLX
• Swiggy
• EPAM
• Persistent Systems

Will add more, please contribute to this list

Hello all, I want to ask assistance from all of this subreddit regarding contributing your recommendations , and even if not recommended, tell us about all the standard companies, be it startup, service based MNC, PBC or anything, who are either actively hiring (PAN India), or the elite ones, specifically for experienced backend developer, preferably Java Spring Boot, but it can be of other tech stacks also. You can also add you recommendations on basis of the working environment and compensation. I will update this post with a list from all the recommendations from the comments.

Hello all, I want to ask assistance from all of this subreddit regarding contributing your recommendations , and even if not recommended, tell us about all the standard companies, be it startup, service based MNC, PBC or anything, who are either actively hiring (PAN India), or the elite ones, specifically for experienced backend developer, preferably Java Spring Boot, but it can be of other tech stacks also. You can also add you recommendations on basis of the working environment and compensation. I will update this post with a list from all the recommendations from the comments.

Hello all, I want to ask assistance from all of this subreddit regarding contributing your recommendations , and even if not recommended, tell us about all the standard companies, be it startup, service based MNC, PBC or anything, who are either actively hiring (PAN India), or the elite ones, specifically for experienced backend developer, preferably Java Spring Boot, but it can be of other tech stacks also. You can also add you recommendations on basis of the working environment and compensation. I will update this post with a list from all the recommendations from the comments.

C1 (5 YoE) Hello TCSer, I needed some clarity regarding the policy of Health Insurance (New India Assurance & Medibuddy) about their policy regarding premium deduction post resignation. I'm planning to place resignation soon, this month. I haven't yet taken or used any benefit from HIS for FY 26-27 (starting from April 1 2026). What happens post resignation, will they continue deducting premium? I heard they deduct from FnF, how much is that true?

Hi all, enquiring everyone what is the condition rn in RMG in Kolkata, specifically for Growth Market BFSI or in general BFSI all units (SGB, all) and other units too? Is it mandatory to go to RMG everyday. I will place my resignation this Monday. Had just been released from project on 30th April. Also, if I give resignation within how much time are they going to release? Are there chance they going to retain me or tag me in short term project in np?

My life had been through all sorts of executive dysfunction against which all aspects of my life is in shambles. My professional career as backend developer is all down the drain, due to excessive lack of motivation, procrastination to learn and upgrade and excessive lack of motivation. I direly need to make one last stand else idk what should be my next step in life. Working in a service based company in india (WITCH sweatshop) extremely meagre pay much lesser than median salary of many freshers get, even as 5 YoE Java developer. I'm dying to switch, but I dread I will be rejected everywhere left and right provided my unimpressive resume and my interpersonal skills and communication issues. I had managed work in large scale projects of Insurance domains, but the tech stack in most is outdated (Java 8) , very rarely in recent project managed to work in Spring boot microservices, but seriously lack exposure to tech like Kafka, Rabbit mq, any cloud and many more. Also very little knowledge in frontend aspects where in each interview they are asking as Full stack developer with knowledge in React or Next.js or Angular, where I have very basic knowledge no working or personal project experience. Dreading over the prospect of my extremely poor portfolio, I'm getting paralysed of even creating a resume which is the first step for even applying for job. I have extreme rejection sensitivity, and kind of extreme unrequired perfectionism, where my mind screams I should create the most perfect resume or else its not even worth applying. To the point I haven't yet created a resume now, I have to resign very soon (I have to leave here or else my career will doom more), but I don't know what should I do next. I don't know what should I ask from this community, maybe some light to get rid of this extreme unwanted perfectionism.

My life had been through all sorts of executive dysfunction against which all aspects of my life is in shambles. My professional career as backend developer is all down the drain, due to excessive lack of motivation, procrastination to learn and upgrade and excessive lack of motivation. I direly need to make one last stand else idk what should be my next step in life. Working in a service based company in india (WITCH sweatshop) extremely meagre pay much lesser than median salary of many freshers get, even as 5 YoE Java developer. I'm dying to switch, but I dread I will be rejected everywhere left and right provided my unimpressive resume and my interpersonal skills and communication issues. I had managed work in large scale projects of Insurance domains, but the tech stack in most is outdated (Java 8) , very rarely in recent project managed to work in Spring boot microservices, but seriously lack exposure to tech like Kafka, Rabbit mq, any cloud and many more. Also very little knowledge in frontend aspects where in each interview they are asking as Full stack developer with knowledge in React or Next.js or Angular, where I have very basic knowledge no working or personal project experience. Dreading over the prospect of my extremely poor portfolio, I'm getting paralysed of even creating a resume which is the first step for even applying for job. I have extreme rejection sensitivity, and kind of extreme unrequired perfectionism, where my mind screams I should create the most perfect resume or else its not even worth applying. To the point I haven't yet created a resume now, I have to resign very soon (I have to leave here or else my career will doom more), but I don't know what should I do next. I don't know what should I ask from this community, maybe some light to get rid of this extreme unwanted perfectionism.

My life had been through all sorts of executive dysfunction against which all aspects of my life is in shambles. My professional career as backend developer is all down the drain, due to excessive lack of motivation, procrastination to learn and upgrade and excessive lack of motivation. I direly need to make one last stand else idk what should be my next step in life. Working in a service based company in india (WITCH sweatshop) extremely meagre pay much lesser than median salary of many freshers get, even as 5 YoE Java developer. I'm dying to switch, but I dread I will be rejected everywhere left and right provided my unimpressive resume and my interpersonal skills and communication issues. I had managed work in large scale projects of Insurance domains, but the tech stack in most is outdated (Java 8) , very rarely in recent project managed to work in Spring boot microservices, but seriously lack exposure to tech like Kafka, Rabbit mq, any cloud and many more. Also very little knowledge in frontend aspects where in each interview they are asking as Full stack developer with knowledge in React or Next.js or Angular, where I have very basic knowledge no working or personal project experience. Dreading over the prospect of my extremely poor portfolio, I'm getting paralysed of even creating a resume which is the first step for even applying for job. I have extreme rejection sensitivity, and kind of extreme unrequired perfectionism, where my mind screams I should create the most perfect resume or else its not even worth applying. To the point I haven't yet created a resume now, I have to resign very soon (I have to leave here or else my career will doom more), but I don't know what should I do next. I don't know what should I ask from this community, maybe some light to get rid of this extreme unwanted perfectionism.