u/Chemical-Self-8254

So to start this off i (17 trans mtf) have an online friend (18m) , we have a 5 month age gap and i first met them nearly a year ago now, i found out about a few months ago about an alt account of theirs on discord (they told me and a few other friends about it) on this account they are represented as female, i assume is likely a tactic to make it har for people tell who they are.

Well recently this alt account of theirs has joined a new discord server that me and a few friends including their main account are in, they have been using this alt account in this server more often than their main and for the most part and acts like a completely different person (i do suspect partially that some of how they act may just be how they would want to act typically but for whatever reason may not be able to), anyways i have since had conversations with this alt account.

We have had nice talks about topics we find interesting not to mention outside of the whole alt account buisness they have accidentally revealed to me about some of the shows and things we may have in common, but i have realised that whenever they send chats using this alt account or sometimes even on their main account i get a bit giggly and have started to find i am enjoying their presense.

Not to mention i have also today had a converstion with them on their alt account, but this was in dms and they werent hiding who they were or anything they were just being themself and talking about things that they typically would on their main account (NBL and such) and i dont particularly like the thing they were talking about or atleast havent watched any of it yet i still enjoyed their presense and enjoyed talking to them more than i enjoy talking with any other average person aswell in conversations they haven’t failed to put a smile on my face, so here im left wondering if maybe just maybe i have wound up growing a crush on my friend?

TLDR: my friend makes a female alt account, i like their alt ALOT, start to like them not as their alt (uncertain on whether was always the case or not), left wondering if i have a crush on them.

So to start this off i (17 trans mtf) have an online friend (18m) , we have a 5 month age gap and i first met them nearly a year ago now, i found out about a few months ago about an alt account of theirs on discord (they told me and a few other friends about it) on this account they are represented as female, i assume is likely a tactic to make it har for people tell who they are.

Well recently this alt account of theirs has joined a new discord server that me and a few friends including their main account are in, they have been using this alt account in this server more often than their main and for the most part and acts like a completely different person (i do suspect partially that some of how they act may just be how they would want to act typically but for whatever reason may not be able to), anyways i have since had conversations with this alt account.

We have had nice talks about topics we find interesting not to mention outside of the whole alt account buisness they have accidentally revealed to me about some of the shows and things we may have in common, but i have realised that whenever they send chats using this alt account or sometimes even on their main account i get a bit giggly and have started to find i am enjoying their presense.

Not to mention i have also today had a converstion with them on their alt account, but this was in dms and they werent hiding who they were or anything they were just being themself and talking about things that they typically would on their main account (NBL and such) and i dont particularly like the thing they were talking about or atleast havent watched any of it yet i still enjoyed their presense and enjoyed talking to them more than i enjoy talking with any other average person aswell in conversations they haven’t failed to put a smile on my face, so here im left wondering if maybe just maybe i have wound up growing a crush on my friend?

TLDR: my friend makes a female alt account, i like their alt ALOT, start to like them not as their alt (uncertain on whether was always the case or not), left wondering if i have a crush on them.

So to start this off i (17 trans mtf) have an online friend (18m) , we have a 5 month age gap and i first met them nearly a year ago now, i found out about a few months ago about an alt account of theirs on discord (they told me and a few other friends about it) on this account they are represented as female, i assume is likely a tactic to make it har for people tell who they are.

Well recently this alt account of theirs has joined a new discord server that me and a few friends including their main account are in, they have been using this alt account in this server more often than their main and for the most part and acts like a completely different person (i do suspect partially that some of how they act may just be how they would want to act typically but for whatever reason may not be able to), anyways i have since had conversations with this alt account.

We have had nice talks about topics we find interesting not to mention outside of the whole alt account buisness they have accidentally revealed to me about some of the shows and things we may have in common, but i have realised that whenever they send chats using this alt account or sometimes even on their main account i get a bit giggly and have started to find i am enjoying their presense.

Not to mention i have also today had a converstion with them on their alt account, but this was in dms and they werent hiding who they were or anything they were just being themself and talking about things that they typically would on their main account (NBL and such) and i dont particularly like the thing they were talking about or atleast havent watched any of it yet i still enjoyed their presense and enjoyed talking to them more than i enjoy talking with any other average person aswell in conversations they haven’t failed to put a smile on my face, so here im left wondering if maybe just maybe i have wound up growing a crush on my friend?

TLDR: my friend makes a female alt account, i like their alt ALOT, start to like them not as their alt (uncertain on whether was always the case or not), left wondering if i have a crush on them.

So to start this off i (17 trans mtf) have an online friend (18m) , we have a 5 month age gap and i first met them nearly a year ago now, i found out about a few months ago about an alt account of theirs on discord (they told me and a few other friends about it) on this account they are represented as female, i assume is likely a tactic to make it har for people tell who they are.

Well recently this alt account of theirs has joined a new discord server that me and a few friends including their main account are in, they have been using this alt account in this server more often than their main and for the most part and acts like a completely different person (i do suspect partially that some of how they act may just be how they would want to act typically but for whatever reason may not be able to), anyways i have since had conversations with this alt account.

We have had nice talks about topics we find interesting not to mention outside of the whole alt account buisness they have accidentally revealed to me about some of the shows and things we may have in common, but i have realised that whenever they send chats using this alt account or sometimes even on their main account i get a bit giggly and have started to find i am enjoying their presense.

Not to mention i have also today had a converstion with them on their alt account, but this was in dms and they werent hiding who they were or anything they were just being themself and talking about things that they typically would on their main account (NBL and such) and i dont particularly like the thing they were talking about or atleast havent watched any of it yet i still enjoyed their presense and enjoyed talking to them more than i enjoy talking with any other average person aswell in conversations they haven’t failed to put a smile on my face, so here im left wondering if maybe just maybe i have wound up growing a crush on my friend?

TLDR: my friend makes a female alt account, i like their alt ALOT, start to like them not as their alt (uncertain on whether was always the case or not), left wondering if i have a crush on them.

So to start this off i (17 trans mtf) have an online friend (18m) , we have a 5 month age gap and i first met them nearly a year ago now, i found out about a few months ago about an alt account of theirs on discord (they told me and a few other friends about it) on this account they are represented as female, i assume is likely a tactic to make it har for people tell who they are.

Well recently this alt account of theirs has joined a new discord server that me and a few friends including their main account are in, they have been using this alt account in this server more often than their main and for the most part and acts like a completely different person (i do suspect partially that some of how they act may just be how they would want to act typically but for whatever reason may not be able to), anyways i have since had conversations with this alt account.

We have had nice talks about topics we find interesting not to mention outside of the whole alt account buisness they have accidentally revealed to me about some of the shows and things we may have in common, but i have realised that whenever they send chats using this alt account or sometimes even on their main account i get a bit giggly and have started to find i am enjoying their presense.

Not to mention i have also today had a converstion with them on their alt account, but this was in dms and they werent hiding who they were or anything they were just being themself and talking about things that they typically would on their main account (NBL and such) and i dont particularly like the thing they were talking about or atleast havent watched any of it yet i still enjoyed their presense and enjoyed talking to them more than i enjoy talking with any other average person aswell in conversations they haven’t failed to put a smile on my face, so here im left wondering if maybe just maybe i have wound up growing a crush on my friend?

TLDR: my friend makes a female alt account, i like their alt ALOT, start to like them not as their alt (uncertain on whether was always the case or not), left wondering if i have a crush on them.