u/ComprehensiveDog3594

PM ka itni mann ki baat sunte ho, thoda meri bhi sunlo.

Amar ichhe achhe Kolkata te settle korar. Kolkata e ug kore bhalobeshe felechhi shohor ta ke. Ekhon chesta korchhi jaate pg o okhanei korte paari.

Ekta bike kinbo, late night rides e jaabo new town e. Oi dhaba area ta te, corporate building gulo r saamne. Biryani and sandwich khaabo, tarpor last e ekta indie mint fuke flat e firbo.

Tomra o bolo...

(Ei group er jonno ektu beshi i shit posting hoye gelo na toh?)

I'm(24,f) going through a moderately difficult time in my life(read: preparing for a competitive entrance exam).(Pata Hai Aaj Kya Hua)

Naturally, I'm functioning while in a constant mode of stress. My improvement of scores in my mock tests is present, although slight and not as fast I'd like it to be.

You would guess that I need support and reassurance from my own birthgivers during this time, seems logical right? Nope, I'm being mentally condemned everyday for not scoring enough, without any actual advice on how to do so.

A few days ago, i literally got scolded so hard just for wanting to have an early dinner.

"Marks nhi aar rhe, aur inko time to time khana chaiye"

("She's not even scoring enough, but she wants timely meals")

I stay in my room all day, and have minimised interaction with my parents as much as possible. Meal times mein i don't utter a single word. If I'm lucky they'll ignore me and concentrate on their tv serial or their own conversation. I'll literally gobble my food as fast as possible and come back upstairs to my room.

Sometimes I feel that's good, since the perpetual reminder of their hatred for me serves as motivation.

Oh God, just 2 months more, after that I'll be free to leave this toxic house.

I'm(24,f) going through a moderately difficult time in my life(read: preparing for a competitive entrance exam).

Naturally, I'm functioning while in a constant mode of stress. My improvement of scores in my mock tests is present, although slight and not as fast I'd like it to be.

You would guess that I need support and reassurance from my own birthgivers during this time, seems logical right? Nope, I'm being mentally condemned everyday for not scoring enough, without any actual advice on how to do so.

A few days ago, i literally got scolded so hard just for wanting to have an early dinner.

"Marks nhi aar rhe, aur inko time to time khana chaiye"

("She's not even scoring enough, but she wants timely meals")

I stay in my room all day, and have minimised interaction with my parents as much as possible. Meal times mein i don't utter a single word. If I'm lucky they'll ignore me and concentrate on their tv serial or their own conversation. I'll literally gobble my food as fast as possible and come back upstairs to my room.

Sometimes I feel that's good, since the perpetual reminder of their hatred for me serves as motivation.

Oh God, just 2 months more, after that I'll be free to leave this toxic house.

I've got to lock in for the next 45 days....13-14 hrs per day. I've been doing the same for the last 45 days as well(but they were more like 8-10 hrs)

Recently I got myself a big jar of coffee.

Any tips or advice on how to fully use my coffee potential.(This is the second most important exam of my life...so i don't want to do all nighters, but I do want to maximize my awake hours).

I've got to lock in for the next 45 days....13-14 hrs per day. I've been doing the same for the last 45 days as well(but they were more like 8-10 hrs)

Recently I got myself a big jar of coffee.

Any tips or advice on how to fully use my coffee potential.(This is the second most important exam of my life...so i don't want to do all nighters, but I do want to maximize my awake hours).

I(24 f) am looking for a decent two wheeler(preferably bike)for my transport. I'm quite short(5'2") so height appropriate suggestions please. My budget is 2.5 lacs.

Recently I(24F single)saw a post on this group asking as to why nurses, lawyers, cabin crew or policewomen are not preferred in AM because of the infidelity stereotype.

honestly, i too believe that marriage partners should be of personal choice and preferences.

I'm curious....do men view female doctors as the same way? Genuinely asking because I'm a doctor and I wanna know what people usually think of us. Like, would my chances of AM increase?