When I check my exs page
When I check his page and the followers go up, it drives me insane to wonder who he’s hanging out with or messaging. Then after a while I’ll calm down. But it’s just happened again and I need the reminder that it doesn’t matter what he does. I can do it too. Plus, it could just be his friends and it’s not any of my business. If he wanted to text me, he could. He can put in the effort and I shouldn’t be miserable waiting for people to change. Especially when they’ve proved to me they’re not what I really want. I’m just alone and daydreaming again. I miss what I thought we had. Help remind me these dudes are not shit please. 🙏 and what do you guys do when you get bored of your same old quiet routine? I have no friends 🥺