u/Connect-Tailor-2280

I have many things I need to be diagnosed with, but my mother does not believe in illnesses or ignores it. For example, I had symptoms of a heart attack at school and my mom just said it was from a fever. I searched it up and it’s possible to have some chest pain from a fever, but it was not what I was having. The symptoms were so bad that the principal had to get involved. Because of the law, they couldn’t do anything. They recommended me to go to the doctors, but my mother refuses to. I also have symptoms of multiple disorders, but she doesn’t care. I have symptoms of low iron and it’s really taking an impact on my physical health, but she doesn’t care. She says “you don’t have it” before I even have time to explain myself. My father is emotionally absent to the point where he doesn’t know when my birthday is. I’ve been having really bad suicidal thoughts for a year now. I’ve planned it out incase I ever want to do it.

My mother hasn’t been diagnosed with NPD and I don’t think she ever will be because she believes that she’s perfect. So I was sleeping naked because I wanted to (mind you the blanket is all the way up so no one can see my body) and she starts whipping me with a charger in my sleep. I obviously wake up and I’m so confused. She thinks I was doing something bad because I fell asleep to a movie on my computer. That makes no sense what. She kept whipping me and just beating me. Now I have some bruises. Then she went and attacked my brother because his privates were itching. He didn’t even do anything bad. He just stated that his privates hurt cause he’s 11 and doesn’t understand. Then she went and terrorized my 7 year old brother and just slapped him. My 7 year old brother did absolutely nothing wrong? We were all asleep until she came and attacked us. I am so confused.