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In these states I’m liminal

Insanely criminal

Criminally Insane

My wife’s refrain

My lover’s bane

Even though they are one and the same

Good god why do I feel so lame

Caught in love

Like some wounded dove

Needing to feel healed

By time annealed

Friendship First
Love & Intimacy
Kept at arms reach
Bodies deeply Intwined
In his own house
Lives irrevocably combined
Lips apart
Tongues intertwined
Small words spoken
In heartfelt genuine communication
Digestible portions
Raw and fragrant
Occasional Interactions
On a minute by minute basis
Somewhere in the ground middle
No other man’s land
We may just find what’s acceptable
To live happily together for evermore

Sometimes what makes life bright
Doesn’t make it right
Neutered emotion
Kept in check by devotion
Consider a rewrite
To end the blight
Communication no longer the minority
Determined by ecclesiastical authority
No longer derivatus
Change the term of anathemas
As the weight of being excommunicate
Would be shared on the shoulders of my soulmate
From where we can build a future
Gently remove each suture
A path drawn starry and luminous
Before my love we become posthumous

Nobody wants you
Somebody wants me to be their friend
Each and every day
But as heartless as I am
Can you tell me I’m ruining it when I say
That Nobody really loves them
He lives in my mind
Adding forgotten lines
Watching intently
He stares
To catch the signs
Do they know Nobody really cares
Not worrying about anybody intensely
Only loving somebody with intensity
Chattering incessantly
About Somebody who’s love they say isn’t mine
Yet Nobody can see in their eye
A love that makes them cry
And wonders if they can see
Nobody is me

True love
It hurts
But is the truth what it seems?
I want you to love me
Ever so deeply
And you just want a friend
Take me
Throw me in
Press the button blend
Watch as my heart does rend
Round and round it goes
Making it forever more tender
Will you please remember
All the good times together
It’s past time to mend
Tell me you love me
Hit the next button send

It may just be because I’m distilling moonshine

But this evenings upside down cupped moon

Appears to be twinned

Prenumbral in identity

I’ve allowed you to absorb some of my light

But not enough to make me less bright

Only enough to make you shine

Hopefully all you need to make you mine

So as this living heavenly body passes by yours

We reach for the stars

Erasing all of our hard earned scars

Bonded Love

Souls Intertwined

Unspoken confirmation

Of all that passed

This life won’t play in rewind

We wont rehash

The mind mash

But feed anew our lost family culture

On the silver linings

That are given to both combined

Hard days build futures

Better days build dreams from shattered diamond shards

Commitment in Love can only succeed

While adding guarantees to the Lessons we’ve learnt

Lessons which we‘ve found so hard

Now we’ve reached the end of games

The infinite energy feeds internal twin Flames

May I make a promise to you

My little poo

If you spin one way

I’ll spin the other

Withholding orbital decay

without any bother

Loves gravity shan’t throw you away

Not in any great winding palaver

Instead I ask you to parlay

Let‘s not get worked into a lather

But speak thoughts and feelings without belay

I won’t piss all over this so hold your bladder

So together we do meet each and every next day

And if we ever find ourselves a little bit madder

Best answer is to just go take a roll in the hay

You know me

and I know you

But I’m not sure

You know you

or I know me

We work together

because we complete each other

The feelings I feel don’t exist for other people,

their meanings don’t mean anything to them either

Words can’t describe them

Poems can’t do them justice

Yet still I try and find them, but all I come up with are silly words.

Silly words like Sparks and Eectricity

Lost in concepts like molecular chemistry

Immersed in the physics of heavenly bodies, their orbits and gravity

But what I see to image these is the fireworks resulting from the earth shattering force of an atom splitting

The soundtrack of rolling thunder and boulders being flung across the ocean floor by the tempest into which you turn my mind

All bound together by the strings with which you bound your heart to mine

All just silly words which can’t possibly come near, to explaining, what you do and mean to me. <3

To U

With Love

From Me

The invisible hand

Hides inside

Its so cruel

Grappling thoughts

Grasping minds

Squeezing hearts

Punching lungs

Causing pain needlessly

Yet its kind

Holding sweet memories

Stroking desire

Supporting all you admire

Pushing gently

Pulling us back together heedlessly

Again

Gently I hold a memory

Cupped in hands that remember

The softness of your skin

The colour of your eyes

The light of your laugh

It speaks to me if the depth of your mind

The size of your heart

The heaviness it holds

You deserve to be loved

To be happy

Tenderly held

Quietly admired

Feelings longingly felt

I want to be the one

To give you your want

Feel your desire

Return it with mine

Hold you

Fold you

In my arms

And never let go again

Baby please be mine

Again

Woman! My love

that’s you

Not one of a few

heavens above

you know your the only one for me

Im completely unconvinced you’re here

yet always near

Even if you were , I’m definitely not convinced you still have love for me

Although if you do

it’s time you showed it in real life

I want my fucking wife

I want to hold her tight

Make things right

The time in nigh

to put this to bed

with my body pressed against your thigh

I’d say this weekend is as good as any

And probably better than many

Small rituals
Is what makes us human
The smallest things
Carried out with consistency
Call them habitual
Like my use of cumin
Might seem I’m obscuring things
Although they are ever applied without hesitancy

Every post points to the end
So I’ll take the hint
I’ll delete the app
And leave you to be happy
Since you hate me
I never really thought you wanted me back
But I did hope, but as time goes on it’s clearly not you trying to bring me home
I mourn the loss of you.
I wish I could go back to December and do things properly
Never have left, let you know how important you were to me
But as you point out I’m your history
I’ll leave you be now
And just sadly go
I miss you, I always have
Have fun