u/CorpseNoir

Temper's rising, take a fit.

I feel fucked tbh. Without my meds i can't focus, they severely started supressing my appetite and now it's amplifying x10. I can't go off of them again, things got way too messy the last several months. Anyone with ADHD deal with this, how do you even work around something like it.

I found a few vids but without english subtitles. Anyone know a link?

Honestly i just need support. If you're severely attached like me, then you'll know how destructive it is to the heart to finally leave the person you're obssesed with. This person spent a year and a half taking advantage of my loyal tendencies and downright abusing my nature by making me feel like.. I'm the only crazy one despite my "unhealthy" yandere tendencies, when they were nothing but an abuser themself that got off on manipulating my mind and making me feel like I'm the crazy one ( i honestly hate calling myself yandere but it's the only term in modern times that i can relate with where others might understand when said) So yes even a yandere can be abused. You can wind up with somebody who makes you feel crazy, confuses you to no degree, and takes advantage of your loyal and obsessive nature. DON'T stay.

Saw this as a kid. It featured a giant squid or octopus eating a bridge. It was a black and white film. Oh, any ideas? 😅

I sit here again tonight, feeling like i have to try harder to blend in with society when my mind is anything but further from the "normal standards" that have been imposed on all of us in terms of mental health. It's become so taxing. I'm going numb.

I have gotten much better at blending in, but then i feel like i am closer to snapping back. I take new medications to help me stay "sound". I play video games excessively on steam and have become obsessed lately with achievement grinding just as a way to transfer my obsessive tendencies into something else. It's been working for now, yet it brings a lonely feeling from time to time.

Sincerely-

"One of those yandere women".