26 M liked a girl a lot then she broke my heart
So there was a girl in my college. Let's call her Sush....(ofcourse I won't reveal her real name here). Sush was incredibly nice and sweet girl. Always helpful and nice to everyone. And I liked her a lot for that. Whenever I needed some help regarding anything she helped me everytime. And that's the reason I never confessed to her probably because my head takes priority over my heart. But I always thought I one day I will confess to her. We used to talk sometimes about our common interests. And a lot of it actually matched her. It felt like she was the one for me.
We both liked metal and rock. Vibed over linkin Park and SlipKnot. It was nice. But I never had that courage to confess because of the fear of ruining the friendship. I was also selfish because she used to help me for my studies and assignments and everything and that played a role in not confessing to her. What if the friendship gets ruined she would block me and never talk to me and I won't get any help which I am getting now. Yes I was selfish back then regarding my studies.
So I just never confessed. But then comes the twist. I thought of confessing her during the final exams. College would end anyway. Even if she says no it would be alright for me because we would part anyways. And then when I was just going confess I saw her wearing sindoor and she was with a man. She got married just before the exams. It was a big shock for me and I was sad about it for some time. Really sad.
It took me some time to move on. But I moved on fairly quickly(maybe because of my ADHD). Later I came to know she was in a long term relationship for 6 years before marriage. I am happy for her. She is happily married. And I am glad that I didn't confess. But some of my friends who knew about this probably informed her as her whatsapp statuses are no longer visible to me.
But I am happy where she is and I wish her well in her life as a wellwisher.