u/Dark_Horse25

I am 32M' cancer moon in 12H, nothing special happened back then during the last transit that i could remember...i don't even remember when was the last time i felt good.

in fact i have been feeling really low for the past few days.

anyways i am still hopeful for the transit.

btw if you would assume i am lazy and all like jupiter doesn't bless everyone..

infact i am opposite of that..i have always run around here and there for solutions..and tried my best to live a meaningful life..read books..non fiction, fiction, spiritual, astrology...do meditation, yoga, physical activity.

and i had always felt the need of a guide(jupiter) who could give me direction..who could channelise my energy in right direction especially in college years..but for the past few years that feeling of needing a guru faded away.

But this feeling of loneliness is hitting the peak these days. This feeling is literally burning me inside.

You all know cancerians feel things intensely.

I have Saturn DK in 7H Aquarius..

just wanted to share feelings..your thoughts are welcome.

I am a 32M Dalit.

First of all, I’m a calm person, artistic, emotionally aware, and someone who tends to see things deeply.

You know what? Writing about myself like this sometimes feels like marketing myself as a product. I’ve explored matrimony apps for months and probably wasted more than ₹20k on subscriptions.

But anyway, the hope of finding a soulmate is what brings me here.

I don’t want a compromised relationship. My family and I have gone through a lot in life, so I no longer have the energy for constant arguments over small things. Compatibility is extremely important to me.

My music taste is ambient, psychedelic, psybient, soundtracks, techno(deep,acid)..i usually don't listen romantic lyrical music.

Profession: Level 7 Central Government job in Delhi

Height: 5'8"

Weight: 70 kg

Complexion: Brown

Here’s what I’m looking for in a partner:

Someone who is self aware, peaceful, emotionally intelligent, cooperative, appreciative of art, and reasonably good looking.

One important thing: I’m not drawn to people who carry excessive pride about their looks, intelligence, or achievements. There’s a difference between self awareness and arrogance. Confidence is good, but humility matters a lot to me.

At the end of the day, we are all tiny and insignificant beings in a vast cosmos.

Also, I’ve spent quite a bit of time exploring Vedic astrology and can read kundli to check compatibility and i am not rigid about it.

Rashi & Nakshatra: Cancer, Pushya.

Every funny, stupid or any post seems like performative act to seek partner...like look at me !! look at me !!! i am so humorous !!!

how else anyone will know you ??

you think you want to be noticed..what if no one cares ??

and even if one comment gets you attention that gives you a bad hope.

why can't we straightforward about our priorities and have clarity and seek through it.

this community style shit posting seems bollywood style drama..like you have fantasy in your mind some woman/man will notice you.

stop reading met on threads idiots..this is real world.

think and solve the problem.

even if some rare couple may have met on reddit..

that is a rare luck and it gives you bad hope.

you don’t wanna play a game where chances of getting a partner is 0.01%

just a rant..take it seriously.