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Sometimes I’ll feel like split in half and I convince myself the other side of my half that is not actually the real me is like my subconscious or something. And it stays suppressed but there’s like a part of you that takes a lot to reach and it’s full of your demons and you’re numb to it most of the time like it can’t hurt you. But I also am not sure what if I made it all up? And I just really fucked my brain up with THC I can’t figure out my mind idk what’s wrong with me

Like it can be really intense for me and cause intense emotions and sometimes I tend to go on Reddit and write nonstop and I feel like I’m the smartest person in the world and my thoughts get really loud like I can almost hear them and I have this weird OCD delusion type thing that I start to think of again when I get high. And I also get visions of geometric patterns and they are actually really beautiful. But then it just passes when I’m sober but I feel like I can reach an alternate reality when I’m high and I just feel really unstable like I’m gonna pass some sort of boundary in my mind and not come back but I also feel really creative like idk man

I’m high listening to classical piano music I think there might be something wrong with my brain

Or is it just me?

Edit: now I’m getting some reply notifications but still nothing showing up on this thread. And multiple people have messaged me confirming they’re having this issue too. Good to know

Edit 2: now I can see you all!

Hello everyone,

I see the broken education system and I want to try to fix it. I am wondering what degrees, qualifications, or jobs I could obtain to be most useful? I am thinking about getting an MSW and going into social work. Is this a good way to go?What could I do to help disadvantaged students at either the micro or macro level? Would it be better to go into education administration or something like that?

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She is a Psychiatry APRN and she has honestly helped me understand myself more than any therapist I’ve gone to. I’ve been to many therapists because I kept feeling misunderstood. She has helped me understand my neurodivergence in the way it interacts with the meds I take and it just makes more sense this way.

I’m very sensitive to my internal state and very in tune with my body, and I feel like she makes me understand things better. Cause I also have tics and weird symptoms like suddenly having trouble talking or dissociation that I feel like other therapists don’t understand that. They try to dig through my past and find trauma, but the truth is, I don’t have much trauma I’m just very hella neurodivergent and do things like rewatching the same video over and over again or always counting when I go down the stairs or suddenly feeling paranoid that I’m perceiving reality wrong. And I have bad OCD.

Is this making any sense? I’m slightly stoned and when I get stoned I start to write long things on Reddit like this

I think I’m asexual but then sometimes I get really worried that I don’t think about sex normally? Like I masturbate but I don’t really find people attractive and it’s hard to get me horny. I pretty much need weed to become horny at all and getting high makes me feel like something has connected in my brain about sex and it feels more natural. But most the time sex just weirds me out even though I like to masturbate for the endorphins but then I feel really weird. My last and only two relationships really messed up my mind about sex but I’m not sure how but all I know is I had sex with them even though I wasn’t sure I was horny or attracted to them. I also am neurodivergent and have OCD and OCD related thoughts about sex. I’m just very confused

It’s a wild time to be in the workforce right now, with AI, this administration and everything. How are you holding up? Do you like the job you have now? If you are unemployed, how is the job hunt? It seems brutal tbh. I’m glad I’m not unemployed right now. As for me, I’m going back to grad school part time this fall to get my MSW and just hoping for the best.

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I’m a teacher’s aide at an elementary school in the United States. I help to teach English as a Second Language and I work with a lot of kids from immigrant families. I’ve only been working here for one year, but it’s been an interesting experience

In today’s world, it’s hard for something to grab everyone’s attention at the same time. However, I think this has been the most monocultural thing that’s happened in at least a few years (besides politics). I’m hearing MJ’s music playing everywhere. Lots of people are suddenly talking about him again. I’m a teacher and kids at my school all have an opinion on it. I think MJ is one of the only people powerful enough to grab everyone’s attention in the year of our lord, 2026. Thoughts?

When I take an edible and I’m moderately high I get visions. Often they are so beautiful and intricate with a lot of fractals. It’s not like I hallucinate them it’s like my mind’s eye takes over and sometimes there’s amazing music. Again I don’t think I’m hallucinating this I know it’s not real but I feels so resonant in my mind and I feel like I know the answers to the universe and my thoughts are like poetry

Cause holy fuck. I can feel every muscle fiber in my body stretch and it feels orgasmic