im going under ect and i need positivity from the cases who undergone that, im bedridden and im dreaming of being functional again after one year of being non functional, please guys thank you
please give me a hope im severely anhedonic after a year of psychosis and i trialed 18 meds and i just got worse to the point i cant feel subtances, anybody got better with ect? please i need your help guys
Hi everyone, i have been dealing with severe anhedonia and severe insomnia and severe earworm persisting everyday, i tried every medication on earth and i only got worse, im at my wits, now psych suggested ECT, would you do it? any pssd sufferers who got relief with ect? my case is so severe to the point i dont feel subtances and even 2 zopicolon or lorazepam make me even calm or drowsy, brain is completely shut down to anything
imagine i have pssd, and out of desperation im trying serteraline, dont judge, im trying whatever the hell i can do to feel a bit, i tried tms , maoi, different ads and this is the only thing i havent tried, severe anhedonia ,severe pssd, severe insomnia
am i making a mistake?
hi guys, im actually suffering from post ap and medication induced anhedonia, i tried 9 different ads in short span of time like 8 months, i tried parnate for 2 weeks, it made me more blunt but i wasnt suicidal and felt neutral and tried up to 20 mg
i stopped it and i got persistent earworm from it, i was wondering if i had to give it more time? also i got substance blockage from it, i dont know if i had to give it more time
i cant take this anymore, like how do i have to cope? i cant even watch tv, i cant do anything whole day, i cant even sleep to pass the day, no subtances work, im at end of my rope, its been a fucking year!! and keep getting worse just tell me what to do in this situation how do you guys really cope? just watching walls for whole day is miserable and i rather to not be on earth i need solution
i tried parnate made me worse
all the ssris,
wellbutrin
nothing worked! is ECT last resort?
hi guys i was on lamictal 25 mg for 3 weeks, i went to 12.5 for 3 days and then stopped, now i have a severe Si thoughts , non functional, no sleep, lose the effect of benzos and subtances
worst and most weird thing is severe eye and skin that doesnt even get better with eye drop! constantly super dry eyes. does it go away? im at loss
imagine , severe anhedonia that i barely function, emotional numbness, pssd, head pressure akhatasia , no sleeping feeling even with sedatives, subtances blockage, cant even watch tv and staring at wall all the time because i got shot by invega sustena and i got 10 different anti depressents in 10 months thank to my doctor!
now im dealing with PAWS, PSSD, Post AP syndrome,etc...
im at the end of the rope, just tell me it gets better or how do you cope?
hi guys, i got two shot of invega sustena 10 months ago, and after that i went to deep depression fully anhedonic, emotional numbness, sleep disturbance and not feeling sleepiness or tiredness, it was getting better after 4 month but i kept trying different ads! to the point that i tried 10 different ads in 10 months!
every time two week to month, every time i CT, i got worse and worse to the point that i cant sleep without sedatives and they dont even sedate me anymore, im losing my mind and i want to end it all because people after one ad get Paws and takes so much time to recover
do you think i messed up my self? or trying them for low amount of time its actually easier to heal?
my symptoms
Intense DPDR
intense insomnia
severe anhedonia
severe pssd
numb brain
no concentrate
bedbound
last year at this time i was partying with my GF and friends, now its been 10 months ive been bedbound and having no emotion to family and my pet:) guys im losing it
has anyone started lamictal and got dpdr symptoms? i already had dpdr but with lamictal is worse im only on 25 for 2 weeks. should i push it or it means its not a right drug for me?
hi everyone, i got two shot of invega because of misdiagnosed by hospital , i had a manic episode due to my mania, it was a first time, anyway after that im severely bedbound anhedonia and body and emotional numbness
i tried every medication ssri only one month or 2 weeks, 9 different ones! and stopped all of them cold turkey and now on lamictal and i wanna cold turkey that too after 11 days and try to washout medically and raw dog that since i had no mental issues before any of these, my question is , did i damage my brain? i took every pill only 2 weeks or a month and after each i got worse and worse
hi everyone, i got two shot of invega because of misdiagnosed by hospital , i had a manic episode due to my mania, it was a first time, anyway after that im severely bedbound anhedonia and body and emotional numbness
i tried every medication ssri only one month or 2 weeks, 9 different ones! and stopped all of them cold turkey and now on lamictal and i wanna cold turkey that too after 11 days and try to washout medically and raw dog that since i had no mental issues before any of these, my question is , did i damage my brain? i took every pill only 2 weeks or a month and after each i got worse and worse
Guys i need help of you
hi everyone, i got two shot of invega 10 months ago because of misdiagnosed by hospital , i had a manic episode due to my weed and shrooms, it was a first time, anyway after 10 months im still severely bedbound anhedonia and body and emotional numbness to the point that im super flat and bodywise barely can feel the cold or hot air in the room.
i tried every medication ssri only one month or 2 weeks, 9 different ones in 10 month! and stopped all of them cold turkey and developed pssd!( i know literally most hellish thing could happen)
now on lamictal and i wanna cold turkey that too after 11 days(6days on 12.5 and only 5 days on 25) my brainfog is way worse and in the morning i feel so bad to the point that i dont wanna be alive and in afternoon i get little better (i take it in the morning)
do i try to washout the medication and go cold turkey see what happens? or i have to be patient with this one? anyone had anhedonia and got better with this?
every respond is appreciate it im in the DARK
hi everyone, i got two shot of invega because of misdiagnosed by hospital , i had a manic episode due to my mania, it was a first time, anyway after that im severely bedbound anhedonia and body and emotional numbness
i tried every medication ssri only one month or 2 weeks, 9 different ones! and stopped all of them cold turkey and now on lamictal and i wanna cold turkey that too after 11 days and try to washout medically and raw dog that since i had no mental issues before any of these, my question is , did i damage my brain? i took every pill only 2 weeks or a month and after each i got worse and worse
do i try to washout and see what happens? or i need a push of a drug to help me?
hi everyone, i got two shot of invega because of misdiagnosed by hospital , i had a manic episode due to my mania, it was a first time, anyway after that im severely bedbound anhedonia and body and emotional numbness
i tried every medication ssri only one month or 2 weeks, 9 different ones! and stopped all of them cold turkey and now on lamictal and i wanna cold turkey that too after 11 days and try to washout medically and raw dog that since i had no mental issues before any of these, my question is , did i damage my brain? i took every pill only 2 weeks or a month and after each i got worse and worse
For months I've had a very strange symptom that has gotten much worse recently.
When I close my eyes, especially in the morning or afternoon, I don't fall asleep. Instead, my mind starts generating completely random, nonsensical mini-scenarios and conversations back to back. They're not related to my worries or anything I'm thinking about. For example, a random scene about a bicycle on a car, then something completely different a few seconds later.
The weird part is that I'm still aware I'm lying in bed. I don't think the scenarios are real, but I have absolutely no control over them. It's like my brain is automatically producing dream-like thoughts while I'm still awake.
If I open my eyes or someone talks to me, it stops almost immediately. Then I often can't even remember what the previous scenario was 10 seconds earlier.
This doesn't usually happen when I go to sleep at night. It mostly happens when I try to nap or rest during the morning or afternoon. It has become so intense that I'm afraid to close my eyes because I know the random thoughts will start.
Has anyone experienced something similar? Did you find out what it was?
its been 9 months post psychosis and my invega shot(twice) from first day, i have insomnia and i wake up every 30 minutes and since i developed pssd too and tried many anti depressent and lastly parnate which ruined me and made me more depressed, i cant have any emotion or sexually response to anything, severe anhedonia, still severe akathisia, im dying, literally everyday.
im losing hope, should i be realistic that i never get better and face the truth?
please give me realestic response , i just wanna know if there is any chance still
is it normal? im just 25 and had high test my whole life, after many medications for my depression it got worse and worse, do i need to increase it?
Hi Everyone i really need help, i want to know if my Testestrone which is 149ng/dl and 110 free T and im 25 and 8 months ago my T was 1100, is playing role in my anhedonia and sexual disfunction ? even if partially helps it helps me alot , is there any relation to it? my doctor suggest HCG what do you guys think?
i only took parnate 20mg then 10mg for 2 weeks and i stopped since it fried my reward system and made me emotionally numb and insomnic, but after stopping it ,
its been 2 weeks that i struggle with severe sleep problems, i barely can sleep, my reward system is fried i cant get buzz from anything, its like my brain is numb, is it part of the withdrawal or i crashed from this medication and it was too heavy for me?
