Idk guyss
Well I deactivated my insta before 12th boards and now that Ill start my uni ive created a account which literally has just 20 followers idk I feel low nd ashamed Ive low self esteem..and basically a guy who broke my heart in 8th grade and a gurl who broke my heart in 10th grade impacted me alot I started self loathing I was ambivert but then i turned out to be so much pessimistic and I was literally isolating myself it was my defense mechanism Inorder to guard myself from further traumas so in my 11th nd 12th I was introvert nd I felt lonely I used to cry sometimes like why I cant be a normal teen with good social life nd now that all my social life in aspect of friendship was so worse nd Ill be moving out to new city Im shit scared because My mind is preoccupied with the fact what ppl are gonna think of me ,the previuos version me as Unsocial.btw Im 17 F I need help from girlies out there.
And Nen most random shit ki aggam aitunna thats what it seems to others maybe Im just being Dumb but all these thoughts are just so much like a big cloud