It will be funniest thing ever to me because Philomena will ask over and over nonsense questions about Borat country and he would give the most shocking and embarrassing answer and Philomena still have ‘smart face’?
I draw two my favourite things and spent 2 hour on it so say something nice please ( Chuck-Goddes Bunny, Red-Devine, Bomb-RuPaul)
Ok i baby genderfluid right i sky friends , can sha call me she/him and she agree.
And also I want tell my friend to use it too , I kinda afraid but i will do it . Do you have for me other tips for me it will be good for me
Ok i baby genderfluid right i sky friends , can sha call me she/him and she agree.
And also I want tell my friend to use it too , I kinda afraid but i will do it . Do you have for me other tips for me it will be good for me
Hello there it’s me , and I got new. I done making my kin list recently and I focus my attention on Roger from America Dad, the reason why I like him it’s because he changes his personality no matter male or female, as a baby drag ( I’m drag king) I like it ( also it made me be give suspect about my sexuality because in drag I’m dreaming of girls who will fall in love in me and myself being flirty & pleasure with them ). After that I stars digging about genderfluidity and I was ‘I guess it looks like me’ - in girl of course but I didn’t pay so much attention to i, also I liked to be gentleman with people and many of them saying I ‘feel more like a man ‘. One time I give my school students a roses for graduation ( thouse roses for teachers) and I was so happy when they say ‘im better that man ‘. So I think I might be genderfluid …but still feel unconfident and I rather may like to hear your opinion on it.
Hello there it’s me , and I got new. I done making my kin list recently and I focus my attention on Roger from America Dad, the reason why I like him it’s because he changes his personality no matter male or female, as a baby drag ( I’m drag king) I like it ( also it made me be give suspect about my sexuality because in drag I’m dreaming of girls who will fall in love in me and myself being flirty & pleasure with them ). After that I stars digging about genderfluidity and I was ‘I guess it looks like me’ - in girl of course but I didn’t pay so much attention to i, also I liked to be gentleman with people and many of them saying I ‘feel more like a man ‘. One time I give my school students a roses for graduation ( thouse roses for teachers) and I was so happy when they say ‘im better that man ‘. So I think I might be genderfluid …but still feel unconfident and I rather may like to hear your opinion on it.
Is it normal being annoyed of lesbian music when you grow up ?
Hello everyone, now I have the nickname Mouldy cake (a little insulting about me, but that's how I see myself). Thinking about my past and looking for a clue, I remembered that I liked a one specific song about lesbians VERY much when I was 12 , ( including katy perry, and ‘boy bi’ )in there type I know myself as a bisexual and polyamory ( actually I always was loner just want realiationship with a boy who accepts my realiationship with a girl)The Russian Band "maybe Baby- ‘bottle " (I'll leave the text under the post). It was the only song by a band that I liked, I didn't like the band itself, it was too "slick" and flat for me, I was more into foreign songs. I don't want to listen to it now because I'm sure it's going to be a cringe, but I thought about it again. Look, if I get tired of a song, I take a break from it and listen to it again after 1-2 years, but songs with LGBT overtones (especially with lesbians ) I get a kind of cringe, as if I'm listening to something ‘predictable’ or ‘fake‘, something done for approval. Have you ever had similar feelings? How did you fight them? I'm too biased, to be honest, I don't understand why I'm writing this, it's just that all my closest friends are offline and I have no one to talk to except AI, and I don't want to.
Is it normal being annoyed of lesbian music when you grow up ?
Hello everyone, now I have the nickname Mouldy cake (a little insulting about me, but that's how I see myself). Thinking about my past and looking for a clue, I remembered that I liked a one specific song about lesbians VERY much when I was 12 , ( including katy perry, and ‘boy bi’ )in there type I know myself as a bisexual and polyamory ( actually I always was loner just want realiationship with a boy who accepts my realiationship with a girl)The Russian Band "maybe Baby- ‘bottle " (I'll leave the text under the post). It was the only song by a band that I liked, I didn't like the band itself, it was too "slick" and flat for me, I was more into foreign songs. I don't want to listen to it now because I'm sure it's going to be a cringe, but I thought about it again. Look, if I get tired of a song, I take a break from it and listen to it again after 1-2 years, but songs with LGBT overtones (especially with lesbians ) I get a kind of cringe, as if I'm listening to something ‘predictable’ or ‘fake‘, something done for approval. Have you ever had similar feelings? How did you fight them? I'm too biased, to be honest, I don't understand why I'm writing this, it's just that all my closest friends are offline and I have no one to talk to except AI, and I don't want to.
Hello everyone, now I have the nickname Mouldy cake (a little insulting about me, but that's how I see myself). Thinking about my past and looking for a clue, I remembered that I liked a one specific song about lesbians VERY much when I was 12 , ( including katy perry, and ‘boy bi’ )in there type I know myself as a bisexual and polyamory ( actually I always was loner just want realiationship with a boy who accepts my realiationship with a girl)The Russian Band "maybe Baby- ‘bottle " (I'll leave the text under the post). It was the only song by a band that I liked, I didn't like the band itself, it was too "slick" and flat for me, I was more into foreign songs. I don't want to listen to it now because I'm sure it's going to be a cringe, but I thought about it again. Look, if I get tired of a song, I take a break from it and listen to it again after 1-2 years, but songs with LGBT overtones (especially with lesbians ) I get a kind of cringe, as if I'm listening to something ‘predictable’ or ‘fake‘, something done for approval. Have you ever had similar feelings? How did you fight them? I'm too biased, to be honest, I don't understand why I'm writing this, it's just that all my closest friends are offline and I have no one to talk to except AI, and I don't want to.
I noticed that when I think about my orientation ( I’m queer but still figuring it out), I start to cry, there were many factors involved: physical sensuality and obscene touching, parents, living in boring town, harsh confessions to my friends, my mother's anger when I did not match her expectations, my gender , memories when the head of my college group bullied me, relationships with guys in which I sent naked photos to make them love me , my drag interests. Everything is piling on top of me and I start crying at night, at such moments I feel like a moldy cake and wish I had amnesia. I'm writing this because I have no one to share it with, even in correspondence, this is a difficult topic for me.
I noticed that when I think about my orientation ( I’m queer but still figuring it out), I start to cry, there were many factors involved: physical sensuality and obscene touching, parents, living in boring town, harsh confessions to my friends, my mother's anger when I did not match her expectations, memories when the head of my college group bullied me, relationships with guys in which I sent naked photos to make them love me . Everything is piling on top of me and I start crying at night, at such moments I feel like a moldy cake and wish I had amnesia. I'm writing this because I have no one to share it with, even in correspondence, this is a difficult topic for me.
Hi everyone, I recently had a question and I need your opinion on it. To begin with, I've never been particularly masculine, and you can't call me feminine, I didn't consciously look like a guy (broad shoulders, character, hormonal mustache, gait like a boxer. And in childhood, in addition to dolls and drawing, my place was fishing with my dad and carrying weights was my passion, I could even give flowers to a girl as a sign of attention) even my work colleague noticed that I had more masculine energy (she did not offend, she is quite an intelligent and pleasant person). But I have a problem with my inner homophobia, I don't like the way butch lesbians look because of their appearance, (I do not know why, I guess I'm just finding fault) at such moments, I have questions. Can they not look too manly? No, I know about ‘soft butch’ and stuff, but here we are talking about the appearance of a specific type of guys that I left pictures under post. Can butch look like that? Can they be called ‘peacock butch’ in theory, or does it have its own term?
Hi everyone, I recently had a question and I need your opinion on it. To begin with, I've never been particularly masculine, and you can't call me feminine, I didn't consciously look like a guy (broad shoulders, character, hormonal mustache, gait like a boxer. And in childhood, in addition to dolls and drawing, my place was fishing with my dad and carrying weights was my passion, I could even give flowers to a girl as a sign of attention) even my work colleague noticed that I had more masculine energy (she did not offend, she is quite an intelligent and pleasant person). But I have a problem with my inner homophobia, I don't like the way butch lesbians look because of their appearance, (I do not know why, I guess I'm just finding fault) at such moments, I have questions. Can they not look too manly? No, I know about ‘soft butch’ and stuff, but here we are talking about the appearance of a specific type of guys that I left pictures under post. Can butch look like that? Can they be called ‘peacock butch’ in theory, or does it have its own term?
Hello everyone. I have good news, this month I'm going to Thailand ( Pattaya) with my mom for my birthday, I’m very excited because this is not just my first time traveling in another country, but also the first time I get to meet with friendly queer atmospheres. As you may have realized, I want to explore ‘places’ and have a good time. However, despite the advantages, I have 2 problems. 1) Mom. She doesn't know or suspect anything about my "sexuality” She may be overly curious (well, only in cases where I don't need it right now) and she's ‘scared‘ to let me go for a walk alone (although she may relent and let me go for a walk) . 2) the time of day, all the fun in Pattaya, as I understand it, happens in the evening / at night, and I'm not really into night fun. I'm afraid that something terrible will happen to me in the evening, so I'll look for simple daytime establishments. I also plan to visit some kind of institution with drag performances, I've always dreamed of seeing it live. In the prince, this is all I can tell you, if you have any questions or tips, you can share them in the comments.
Hello everyone. I have good news, this month I'm going to Thailand with my mom for my birthday (Pattaya) I am very excited because this is not just my first time traveling in another country, but also the first time I get to meet with friendly queer atmospheres. As you may have realized, I want to explore places and have a good time. However, despite the advantages, I have 2 problems. 1) Mom. She doesn't know or suspect anything about my "suspicions about orientation." She may be overly curious (well, only in cases where I don't need it right now) and she's ‘scared‘ to let me go for a walk alone (although she may relent and let me go for a walk) . 2) the time of day, all the fun in Pattaya, as I understand it, happens in the evening / at night, and I'm not really into night fun. I'm afraid that something terrible will happen to me in the evening, so I'll look for simple daytime establishments. I also plan to visit some kind of place with drag performances, I've always dreamed of seeing it live. In the end, this is all I can tell you, if you have any questions or tips, you can share them in the comments.
Hello everyone. I have good news, this month I'm going to Thailand ( Pattaya) with my mom for my birthday, I’m very excited because this is not just my first time traveling in another country, but also the first time I get to meet with friendly queer atmospheres. As you may have realized, I want to explore ‘places’ and have a good time. However, despite the advantages, I have 2 problems. 1) Mom. She doesn't know or suspect anything about my "sexuality” She may be overly curious (well, only in cases where I don't need it right now) and she's ‘scared‘ to let me go for a walk alone (although she may relent and let me go for a walk) . 2) the time of day, all the fun in Pattaya, as I understand it, happens in the evening / at night, and I'm not really into night fun. I'm afraid that something terrible will happen to me in the evening, so I'll look for simple daytime establishments. I also plan to visit some kind of institution with drag performances, I've always dreamed of seeing it live. In the prince, this is all I can tell you, if you have any questions or tips, you can share them in the comments.
I am 19 years old, I live in Russia, in a region far from the capitals. I'm very confused about my orientation and would like to hear an opinion from the outside, because I have absolutely no one to talk to about it — even with a psychologist or a psychotherapist, I can't yet.
I have a very difficult attitude towards women and lesbian/gay topics in general. On the one hand, I'm attracted to girls, on the other, I'm embarrassed, ashamed, and sometimes even disgusted by the thought. Everything is very complicated and confusing.
A bit of context:
4 I also confessed my love to a friend (we still communicate, but I won't go into details).
What confuses me:
\- The idea is in my head that all lesbians and bisexuals are either traumatized or unpleasant people. Because I have a friend who was harassed (many times) by a girl from my college (she was the head of our group), she slapped my ass while I was washing dishes, and when I decided to experiment with my style, she called me an "invalid", and she also called herself a comfortable and "mom of the group’but I've talked to creatures like her. We also have a well-known scandalous Russian blogger Kaplan (who dated a girl and has a circle of such immoral girls), who also left a very unpleasant impression in my head.
Most of the lesbian content makes me feel embarrassed or emotionally depressed, not warm. (I'm fighting my fears now)
At the same time:
I had a little interest in guys. I had an unsuccessful experience of a virtual relationship with a pen pal, he was the first to suggest dating, and I agreed in order not to be alone and get attention (I was paranoid and didn't trust because I'd heard about love scams). I can mention an attractive guy and sometimes even think about him sexually, but emotionally my reactions to men seem more "pleasant" and superficial, and in truth I didn't think guys liked me, and if someone told me or I heard it out of the corner of my ear, I took it as a joke.
I've never really fallen in love with a guy. And recently I found a post on Reddit in which a person had a similar situation as me, and when I read it, it gave me some insight about myself.
I have a relatively low libido and a weak ability to visualize fantasies, so sometimes it's difficult for me to understand whether this is a real attraction or just aesthetic admiration. The only way for me to check is through real dates.
Now I'm talking to a girl (I found her dating app), so far my task is to get rid of negative associations and spend time with her rather than dating. I also sent a message to my therapist about all this (I did not read what she replied to me because I am afraid, but I understand that sooner or later I will have to)
What do you think? Am I weird? Is she a bisexual with a strong bias or is she more of a lesbian? I will be grateful for honest opinions.
I am 19 years old, I live in Russia (in the region realy away from capital cities )and I'm genuinely confused about my orientation and I want to hear the opinions of others, because I can't talk to anyone about it, even with a psychiatrist/psychotherapist.
I have a difficult relationship with women and with lesbian/gay issues in general. Part of me is attracted to women, but another part of me is uncomfortable, ashamed, or even resistant to it, but it's all a very complicated and long story.
A bit of context:
3)One day I also got attached to a girl on the Internet who was dating a guy I was in a relationship with (I was like a lover and I was 13-15 years old, if I remember correctly, but he was two years older than me). I caught myself thinking that she was beautiful and I didn't mind polyamory or anything, but I had such thoughts because I was all alone at the time and I wanted to have someone.(by the way, she broke up with that guy because of her cheating, but it's a long story) I also once confessed my love to a friend (now we are still friends and communicate, but I won't go into too much detail)
I have a strong distinct reaction to this video with the category lesbian sq01rt (trembling, twitching, arousal ) That's what I watched most of the time to ‘have fun’.
What confuses me is that:
1)there is a statement in my brain that all lesbians or bisexuals or pansexuals are either traumatized or assholes (because I have a friend who was harassed by some bastard, and in college I had a class leader who once slapped my ass as a whole rotten personality. She called me ‘retarded’ for experimenting with images and being friends with girls who treated me like a ‘fool' at the same time, she presented herself as a "mom" for a group or something, and she is either a representative or supports LGBT people. We also have a blogger in Russia named Kaplan (a very immoral person, she sold her animals when they became "uninteresting" to her, constantly manipulating the audience with her fake prl for drugs, and her haters have more than fans, so much so that their group in tg is the largest in the Russian Internet in terms of hate) and she met with a girl (also not a particularly decent person, but there 's a long story here) and she made herself look so gentle and comfortable that she made me puke.
Something I think about loving girl not in the ‘lesbian way’ like in the ‘gay way ‘ with power and control ( like leather man or smt )
2)Most lesbian content makes me feel embarrassed or emotionally depressed instead of feeling comforted.
At the same time:
I've had an interest in men before. (I had an unsuccessful relationship with a pen pal, but then I was paranoid and distrustful of him because it was a virtual relationship, he suggested dating first and I heard about love scams, but I used it to practice English and not feel lonely)
\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\* I can recognize attractive men and sometimes even think about them sexually.
But emotionally, my reactions often seem more flattering compared to women.
I also have a relatively low libido and weak visualization/fantasy abilities, so sometimes I can't tell if I'm really attracted to someone or if I'm just aesthetically fascinated by them. The only way to find out is for me to date and contact, but I'm sociophobic and misanthropic (but I'm working on it). What do you think about me? Am I weird?
Hello everyone, I came with the news. Remember that girl from Zoya, (let's call her Lisa) We went to the cinema with her, the idea to watch the movie was mine, initially I wanted to go with her to the very scary movie 6, but it wasn't shown in my city, and Lisa suggested Michael, I agreed. We packed up quickly and arrived on time (I even managed to get a milk cocktail for her and myself) . After taking the nachos, we drove to the gym, Lisa managed to take ‘kirieshki’ (like crackers) with her, she mentioned that she would take them, but I somehow forgot this, she gave me two packages (she shared 4 packages with moba with different flavors) And I gave her nachos. In the end, we watched a movie and I walked her to the parking lot, Lisa also asked me if her quietness annoyed me.’Since she previously went to a quiz where she was told that she was too quiet, she was shy in her own right, she mentioned it in the questionnaire, although I didn't notice it, she's just a nice girl.' I don't care, I was more worried, but she didn't hate my talkativeness, she said no, and when her bus arrived, we hugged and said goodbye. I rate the walk 7/10. It's been 5 days since the movie and we're still sending each other tik tok aideos with Michael Jackson.
Hello everyone, I came with the news. Remember that girl from Zoe, (let's call her Lisa)
We went to the cinema with her, the idea to watch the movie was mine, initially I wanted to go with her to the very scary movie 6, but it wasn't shown in my city, and Lisa suggested Michael, I agreed. We packed up quickly and arrived on time (I even managed to get a milk cocktail for her and myself) . After taking the nachos, we drove to the gym, Lisa managed to take ‘kirieshki’ (like crackers) with her, she mentioned that she would take them, but I somehow forgot this, she gave me two packages (she shared 4 packages with moba with different flavors) And I gave her nachos. In the end, we watched a movie and I walked her to the parking lot, Lisa also asked me if her quietness annoyed me.’Since she previously went to a quiz where she was told that she was too quiet, she was shy in her own right, she mentioned it in the questionnaire, although I didn't notice it, she's just a nice girl.' I don't care, I was more worried, but she didn't hate my talkativeness, she said no, and when her bus arrived, we hugged and said goodbye. I rate the walk 7/10. It's been 5 days since the movie and we're still sending each other tik tok aideos with Michael Jackson.