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Finally got my hands on a variegated Angela, and my true unicorn, my variegated Red Congo

And chopped some of my babies

White Knight Aurea

Persimmon Princess

Fire Princess

The color on the newest leaf on my variegated Yellow Congo

In my variegated Yellow Congo

My original one in the last photo

Apologies for the vague context, my family laid my oldest brother to rest on Tuesday, and when I lost my youngest brother ten months ago, I couldn't muster up any strength and had to have friends come help take plants away and help me water.

This time, it was rough, but I did split up watering starting the early morning and the evening after resting my brain and body.

I wanted to share some of those photos with you.

White Knight Aurea

Persimmon Princess

Fire Princess

Variegated Mayoi

Silver Splash Aurea Scindapsus

Burle Marx Silver Lava

Philodendron Yellow Congo variegated

Philodendron Cardinal mutation

Variegated Philodendron Gloriosum

Aglaonema Morodoklok

Monstera Yellow Marilyn

Philodendron Shady Lady

Variegated Money tree

Philodendron Green Congo variegated

Philodendron Quadricolor White Knight

Philodendron Panduriforme variegated

Variegated Philodendron Squamiferum

Philodendron Billietiae variegated

White Knight tricolor

And.... My basic ass Mayoi top cut, because it's amazing.

Was asked to share here.

Newest leaf is almost half moon

Newest leaf, almost half moon

Newest leaf on my Quadricolor White Knight and White Knight Aurea

White Knight Aurea

First few leaves were wonky, but it's coming back!

Okay maybe a large toast.

After losing my youngest brother in June of last year, I was hoping I would be loss free for at least a year, but alas the universe has other plans.

We lost my oldest brother on 4/14, and I found out I also lost a close friend the day after.

My car also decided to start falling apart at the seams by having to replace the alternator, then the battery, and how the alternator again because the one I ended up getting first was defective.

I have been really put through the ringer and I'm fearing for the day we bury my brother. I'm not ready, I'm overwhelmed and just need a break. I'm tired... So very tired.

At least behind me is my sidekick who hasn't left my side since that unfortunate day, I'm so lucky to have my dog. (she may be hard to see)

A kind word right now, would go an extremely long way to help me keep going, because I feel like I've lost my way right now.