u/Eastern-Coast2437

So I had a dream of watching awesome animations created using simple drawings and I couldn’t tell I was dreaming in a dream 3 times before I finally woke up. In each of the inner dream, I “woke up” to draw on paper whatever I can remember from the last dream. When I finally woke up in real life and tried to draw the characters, my real life drawing skills sucks so much more than my skills in my dreams.

So because of this, I was wondering if other intp also has dreams that look super cool which inspires you to try to create into real life.

I used to anxiously overthink everything till I meditated for years and convinced myself all the fun things I felt were boring. Now I don't know what to think about. Mind just goes silent.

So I spent my entire childhood seemingly 24/7 engrossed with playing MapleStory and Phantasy Star Online 2 all the time. Even when I am on vacation and while studying. My mind would just spending all my empty moments thinking and feeling excited about those games.

I gotten rid of those computer addictions in order to focus on my studies and reduce distractions. But because of that, I now contemplate how to get back those feelings on demand to feel nothing else matters in life while enjoying myself gaming.

So I want to ask if that’s a normal way of experiencing every day life.

So I listened to this video Introduction to Programming and Computer Science - Full Course for four times. And finally comprehending what is being said in the fourth loop just made me feel learning is dangerous o.o

All I can say is I am a turbulent INTP who went for 3 years information technology diploma before. Finally understanding how programming is done with this video makes me feel learning is dangerous. I doubt the age 11 severe traumatic brain injury has anything to do with "feeling learning is dangerous" but just putting this here too.

I don't get it. Hoping someone understand this feeling.

I just feel I might be too in my own head and wondered how other people see their own day-to-day life.

I am currently studying an AI Foundation course online that has project assignments later on. My study routine is to spend 3 hours daily writing down everything I read pen and paper to retain the information. A bit of information about me is I suffered a severe traumatic brain injury at age 11. Might be the cause for why I struggle with information retention by only reading. When I write down I can recall and comprehend the information better. Only reading or listening or watching and I can’t remember anything.

I’m wondering if this is the best learning retention strategy to take.

1 year estrogen hormone therapy, full transgender woman attire, spent one hour walking around vivocity and i stil get sir'd by ntuc cashier. what to do?

for extra context. i wore a ponytail, woman short tights and woman silver wolf cut t-shirt. worn bra too. how many more years of estrogen do i need to be recognized as a woman by default?

Suffering from gender dysphoria causes my intellectual capacity to be nerfed and on top of that I had a brain injury at 11 years old. Had to go for brain surgery to remove the blood clot.

SIM student life will be a terrific obstacle to overcome!!

Edit: forgot to ask my question. How to enjoy student life when I think slower than everyone else?

Since young, I was always told to live a certain way. Since I was naturally silent. I abided. Now I am confused why I kept being told me how to live.

Not creating problem and speaking politely feels like enough. I wasn’t aware I was silently angry at being told to act a certain way in one time events.

Naturally nothing to say. Just standing in the background.

I am confused why there seems to be a need to tell others how to live socially when nothing is happening.

Just a huge sigh of agony.

SIGH……………………………….

Hi, I am 28MTF. Looking to start wlw lesbian dating.

I would really like to know who or which platform to go to.

I am looking for a girl around the same age. Hopefully Japanese. Love anime and cosplaying as me. And I will see how everything else goes in the relationship to see if we really match and want to be together for all eternity.

Thanks in advance.

I think everyone lives differently and I want to challenge my own understanding. Because I struggle living a solitary life.

By default, I live on desiring peace, fun and happiness by watching anime and eating good food. I keep feeling against doing self studying during university life. Watching many YouTube videos to override this thinking didn’t help.

Ideally trying to understand how to feel grateful towards studying instead of feeling is nonsense activity to my brain. I know studying well is good for future life. The process of studying computer science for web and mobile development feels very stupid to my brain in my layman terms.

I think everyone lives differently and I want to challenge my own understanding. Because I struggle living a solitary life.

By default, I live on desiring peace, fun and happiness by watching anime and eating good food. I keep feeling against doing self studying during university life. Watching many YouTube videos to override this thinking didn’t help.

Ideally trying to understand how to feel grateful towards studying instead of feeling is nonsense activity to my brain. I know studying well is good for future life. The process of studying computer science for web and mobile development feels very stupid to my brain in my layman terms.