u/Eastern-Coast2437

I think everyone lives differently and I want to challenge my own understanding. Because I struggle living a solitary life.

By default, I live on desiring peace, fun and happiness by watching anime and eating good food. I keep feeling against doing self studying during university life. Watching many YouTube videos to override this thinking didn’t help.

Ideally trying to understand how to feel grateful towards studying instead of feeling is nonsense activity to my brain. I know studying well is good for future life. The process of studying computer science for web and mobile development feels very stupid to my brain in my layman terms.

I think everyone lives differently and I want to challenge my own understanding. Because I struggle living a solitary life.

By default, I live on desiring peace, fun and happiness by watching anime and eating good food. I keep feeling against doing self studying during university life. Watching many YouTube videos to override this thinking didn’t help.

Ideally trying to understand how to feel grateful towards studying instead of feeling is nonsense activity to my brain. I know studying well is good for future life. The process of studying computer science for web and mobile development feels very stupid to my brain in my layman terms.