I'm not sure where to find the due date to take/schedule the exam. Is the CIS-DF due after I finished the CMDB Fundamentals course or when is that 90 days counting down from?
Haven’t tried therapy since middle school and never opened up so I stopped going. I really want these dreams to end.
They’re different dreams but always has the same person who ruins my life in them. IRL, I don’t feel that way. They’re the polar opposite of me and sometimes I feel jealous but we’re not close and I’m fine with that. I don’t know if I schedule an appointment if it’ll be stupid to my therapist or pointless since it’s a dream. I’ve had dozens of these though.
How do you know if a guy likes you or finds you attractive? I am absolutely clueless and can’t tell. I know everyone is different.
He and I work together but not often and I rarely see him because we work opposite schedules. He is always very nice to me and starts conversations and offers to help me out whenever he can and asks me for help.
I’m not going to ask him out and idk if he’s even single but I do enjoy his company and am curious if he’s just being a gentleman or if he has an attraction. I don’t think of myself as being cute though. I’m average or below average.
I saw a clip of the show so I googled the actor because he reminds me of a comedian. Wasn’t the same guy but I have multiple obits for guys of the same name and I have no clue if he passed or if it’s other people because his credits are minimal. One of them had passed June 1 of this year.
I’m pretty sure that my older coworker is only calling me “kid”. I don’t remember her using my name AT ALL. I am 30. I have always felt insecure about my age and looks because I look much younger than I am and that’s affected my self image. I’ve had other coworkers who use my name most of the time but sometimes use endearments which I’m fine with but I’ve known them longer and have a better relationship with them. It feels so belittling and she’s a higher position than me so I feel powerless.
Overheard a mom shaming her daughter about how she couldn’t wear a top due to “how her chest is”. It was a form fitting top but I just remembered how my mom would say similar stuff to me even in adulthood. I hope it didn’t hurt her too much. She was young and I know what that does to you deep down.
People are nice to me but I feel like I’m never going to be someone’s favorite or go-to person. I don’t mean in romance but just friendships. I’ve always struggled with that and it doesn’t help that I feel that people just are nice to me because they like me but not enough to want to hang out or have longer conversations where they know something about me. If I’m very quiet then that’s when they’ll talk more to me. I hate it. It feels like a pity conversation. “Oh, So-and-so isn’t herself today”. I don’t have friends and doubt that’ll change. Maybe I just need to stop thinking other people are more important to me than they think of me? Idk.