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my fwb and I were out drinking last night. this morning she asked if we had sex last night and she said she didn't remember anything. I was a little drunk still but I was way more sober than she was. I didn't realize she was as drunk as she was. I feel absolutely horrible about it. She said it was okay but it wasn't but she accepts my apology.

for context, we've only been seeing each other for a few weeks and have had sex fairly regularly. we've also had sex while drunk before and it wasn't an issue on either side. however, this time she was significantly more trashed then I was.

I'm a SA survivor and never wanted to do that to anybody. the guilt im feeling is crushing. I want to run from this situation and her and never talk to her again because of how bad I feel.

what are your thoughts? I don't know what to do or how to feel and how to move forward.

Visited brisbane and was amazed on how green the city looked.