u/Final-Bus-6127

I was thinking of talking to random ppl when I go cuz im going solo ,and I need new friends. Have yall had any success?

These are hyper specific but ive heard people say they feel these things during sex with cis men ,and i might want phallo.

Can you feel his dick flexing/twitching inside your body after he orgasms? or feel him flex his dick inside in general

Can you feel him throbbing/pulsating inside or only by touching it with your hand?

Do old people die with friends by their side?

The friends I make never reach out, never have anything to talk about, they reach out to hangout and thats about it. I just dont see the use in getting emotionally attached despite how fun, beneficial ,and good feeling it could be knowing how hard I could be crushed in the future by another one sided friendship fade out. I only lost a bestfriend of 4 years ,but if i have to be told another time by someone I gave my whole heart “ we just dont really click anymore” , “ I feel apathetic about this” ,or just dealing with low effort from people who ACCTUALLY LIKE ME BUT ARE JUST THAT WAY im going to lose my mind. Where are the high energy ,talkative people at who wanna spend time with me more than just sending a stupid spotify song over imessage ,and deciding thats good enough as their weekly quota for conversation with me.

For me finding people I truly connect to that also put in effort feels like gambling 24/7.

My ex friend said they cared about racism and homophobia ,but cared less for gay ppl since it wasnt their priority. I think its fair emotionally ,but logically you can care for both equally. I think its rude to say u care less ab sm1s issues ,and selfish. He only cares most about the issues that affect him directly, when other minority’s experience similar shit. Is he a mean person for saying this ,or am i wrong? Our friendship ended over this because my moral hounding “icked” him out.

Yen has proven to be hella versatile n experimental in his albums b4 this ,so what’s different now?

For me its how 4 years of friendship was wiped away ina month. They laughed in my face coldly like i was nothing to them after I expressed my suicidal feelings on their abrupt ghosting. They said i “icked them out” ,and our “personalitys dont click anymore” All because i morally hounded them. We talked everyday and they still said “ i didnt think youd be that attached to me”. Id have died for this friend and they said they only “sometimes” cared about me.

How do you get icked out by your bestfriend? How can you be cruel to someone so loving so easy? He giggled n said mabye he is evil ,and he doesn’t wanna change. it keeps me up thinking about how messed up he secretly was.