u/Flashy_Adeptness3101

So firstly, who Tatsuhiko Shibusawa is? Why did he tortured atsushi? How did he use his ability even after his death and why? What is EXCACLY his ability.

Why did an masive dragon appear after all of the abillities mixed up?

Why did Dazai call Tatsuhiko Shibusawa in the first place to come into town?

Why did some black abys appear when Tatsuhiko Shibusawa tried to take dazai ability?

Vent about being an loser

Since 1st grade of elementary school my social life preaty much sucked. Not many friends etc. Later when i got older i couldnt go out do to my parenrs fearing what may happen to me. Do to this and the fact that i stayed with the group of losers(only there i fitted) i couldnt find any other friends. Since i wasnt let out that much wellll i didbt met any people and even if i did i still stayed too closoe to one instead of making many friends.

Because of all of these factors i didnt know how to act in new class in high school. And it focked everyrhing up there too.

Not long ago at theraphy i learned that my father was kinda looserish during teen years(unless he wasnt lying) that he mostly spend his days doing smth w electronics etc, occasionaly going out to play football. I knew my mom was a bit loserish for the longerrrr time. She didnt go to any parties, havent dated till adulthood and doesnt want me to do it till then too, had overly good grades.

It probably mix of gennes and how they raised me.

Pls dont say smtj like:"Accept yourself" cause it is bullshit and not an advice

Since 1st grade of elementary school my social life preaty much sucked. Not many friends etc. Later when i got older i couldnt go out do to my parenrs fearing what may happen to me. Do to this and the fact that i stayed with the group of losers(only there i fitted) i couldnt find any other friends. Since i wasnt let out that much wellll i didbt met any people and even if i did i still stayed too closoe to one instead of making many friends.

Because of all of these factors i didnt know how to act in new class in high school. And it focked everyrhing up there too.

Not long ago at theraphy i learned that my father was kinda looserish during teen years(unless he wasnt lying) that he mostly spend his days doing smth w electronics etc, occasionaly going out to play football. I knew my mom was a bit loserish for the longerrrr time. She didnt go to any parties, havent dated till adulthood and doesnt want me to do it till then too, had overly good grades.

It probably mix of gennes and how they raised me.

Pls dont say smtj like:"Accept yourself" cause it is bullshit and not an advice

What do yall think Light was doing in his everyday life before he picked up death note?

What hobbies did he do, what shows did he watch, what books was he reading with who did he hang out with etc?

Pls dont give some borring ah answer like: " He probably self developed" or "anything that guaranteened his status"

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I REALYY love dazai character but i cant think of any headcannon that would suit him, nothinf comes to my mind

For example it comes naturaly to my head that Ranpo would probably have gresy ipad but with Dazai , nothing.

Any of ya suspect why?

What do yall think he would be watching/posting/comenting/playing/reading

As the title says. I was too sensitive as a child and sometimes still am, i was too weak as a child and my friend that weightd 53kg presses 57 on triceps in gym while I press 50kg on triceps while weighting 65kg, in past i was bad in social interactions, now its better but not the best, i am also not exceptionaly smart

What are yours untypical light headcannons? Preferably smth from everyday life, like hobby, friends, games he plays, showa he watches, books he reads etc.

So it is what it says

I am a loser and always were. Since elemenrary school i was an bullying material. Weak, bad at sports, naive, sensitive. Looking at it from now on I am not supprised that i was bullied, I even took some

jokes for bullying. In past two years I started changing to become more cool and i think it has been going well, although in september last year i went to high school and got a new class, looking at what i did and how o reacted to certain things no supprise I started to be dissliked again. I will change classes but thats not important, the point is that i always was a loser and i may always be one. My last shot at not being it is after i turn 18 and go to studied, i will have wayyy more freedoom to do what i want.

Sometimes i even wish that my parents didnt raise me to be so good and instrad taugh me how to actualy be like those who bully others.

How do yall think dazai would do in school? I dont mean academicly but rather socialy.

Do you think that he would be an popular kid, an emo kid, an quiet kid? How do you think he would deal with bullying

Hi i realy need to vent to someone about sadistic thoughts, bullying and lack of meaning