u/Floury_King

Does anyone else have a fear of being poisoned? It sounds psychotic I know but a couple years back a co worker of mine made me some coffee and I drink some and had a full blown panic attack. I ended up in er where they told me I just had too much caffeine that day (did have about 3 cups before my co worker made me a cup" but my first thought was that I was poisoned for some reason. Now I never leave my food or drinks unintended. Its become a fear of mine.

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Anxiety has always been a part of my life. Around 18 I started having what I now know as intrusive thoughts. At this time of my life thought I was going crazy. Was having inappropriate thoughts that I didn't want to think. The more I tried to stop thinking about them the more I became obsessed with these thoughts. Eventually these obsessions became me worrying about future events or obsessing over a crush in unhealthy ways. It just became a part of my life. Recently however, the OCD has become external like what people see as mainstream OCD. It started last year at age 28 when I had about 6 cups of coffee and had a panic attack and rushed myself to the hospital... My co.worker made the coffee and I was convinced she poisoned it. I had no proof of this just jumped to the conclusion.. they told me at ER I just had too much caffeine..since then I don't eat anything that I walk.away from or drink anything from anyone. I'm always scared my food is containment if it's not sealed food. Now the OCD is manifesting to germs because I got a bad stomach virus the other week. I wash my hands anytime I touch something that's contaminated.. if my dog gets on my bed after he gets down the bed must be spread with Lysol..this is causing distress in my life. It's manageable but difficult..what's some advice?

29 year old male here from Florida. The story starts with me wanting to quit drinking so much beer every night. Ive been diagnosed with type 1 bi polar and anxiety disorders so I decided to try the medical marijuana program we have here in Florida. The memories of hitting the pipe back in high school came back to me and I was real excited. I loved weed growing up but I put it down to get my life together at 21. Super stoked to get weed from a dispensary now. I got me some blue lobster from curleaf first weed in 7 or 8 years. Then bam.. had a full blown panic attack. Heart was beating fast, tunnel vision, thought I was dying. I was in denial that it was the weed because I spend a good amount of money getting my medical card so I gave some other strians a try and I was ok. To make a long story story in a 2 month span of smoking this medical weed I stopped getting hungry. I was maybe eating a small snack a day. All I craved was bong hits.. I didn't think much of it since I wanted to lose some weight. One day at work my arms started cramping up like I could not move them. And I started to panic and went to hospital. They put me on IV and ran blood work. Everything came back fine other than I was SERVERLY dehydrated.. also around this time I had constant diarrhea.. I told them about the weed and they told me this has been happening to people that it could be the pesticides these companies use on the herb... I stopped smoking that day after smoking 30 percent THC weed all day every day for 2 months. I slowly regained my appetite but had chills and sweats for 2 weeks after the hospital visit. I also still feel nauseous for no reason sometime I wake up and feel myself dry heathe..it's been 3 weeks since that hospital visit and I'm slowing starting to feel myself again. But I promise you guys. That weed is not the same as it used to be... Thees something in it or just something different in general about it. Weed never made me sick like this when I was a teenager.

First time taken test was in high school where I got isfj... Got so fascinated with pop depth psychology I spend the next 10 years researching different types watching guys like CS Joseph break down cognitive functions. I tested myself for years. Infp. Infj. Intj. I could literally manipulate any test because I understood the functions so well I knew what the test was wanting to be answered.. finally at 28 I found out I'm actually this whole time a ENTP. A jack of all trades. Im athletic but also nerdy. I play the guitar and I just have a knack for knowing useless information that gets me no where I life. I love playing the devil advocate just to get someone on the other end of argument to see there views from another perspective even if my own personal beliefs don't validate the argument. I'm eccentric and even tho I get alone with everyone in life I have a problem maintaining interpersonal relationships with people. A true acquaintance to all and loved by many... But when it comes to actual personal in depth relationships I fell hard because I lack tactfulness and I'm told I'm insensitive... I've tried to learn emotional intelligence and empathy but it's a learning process does not come naturally. A classic true.. entp