u/Gabanamatt

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Been playing for a while but everytime i go in the main shop with my car and take wires by the time i want to place them on the counter i can’t pick them up anymore

I think i speak good english but it's still not my first languange so some things might be written wrong

Aslo as i said english is not my first languangue i'm 100% french but most my thought and narration are in english and it's not only in my head a lot of the time i narrate out loud

This happens like 95% of the time i'm always narrating what i do, see and think about and i can be litterally anything like if i'm making pasta (can’t really cook much esle) during the whole process i'm gonna narrate the recipe and everything i do

Example: "ok so now i put the pasta in the water""wait actually do i put them it in now is that considered boilling""did i salt the water?"

But it's not only about that it's aslo about what i did wrong like i'm gonna think "shit i should’ve done this instead of that now im gonna have to dk this this and that"

I sometimes even find myself arguing to myself but i can’t think of an example for that

I aslo re-think about agrument i had with other people and think about what i shoul’ve said the argue better sometime i even make completly made up arguement in my made

Also i didn’t really know if this is related or just a normal thought but when i find a fact i think is cool or usefull or whatever else and i wanna tell it to the people i know i think to myself that i can’t just randomly say that fact i think of something esle like a conversation subject that could lead to me naturally saying that fact

When i was a kid like a lot of other kids i wanted to be a youtuber and well i didn’t become one i still kinda like that idea tho but what i'm trying to say here is that when j narrate everything i think it might feel like being a youtuber or maybe more a streamer that is just talking to his audience

I feel like i had more to say about this but i don’t remember what so if you have question go ahead that might remind me of things i didn’t think to say

Sh/suicide

&gt;!I'm not sure that’s relevent but at some point i was said to be in a deppresion but i never felt crazy saddest i did atempt taking my life multiple time iin multiple different ways and did some kinda crazy self harm!< That i am not going to discuss here but if that’s relevent i can discuss sh and suicide in private what i can say is that i was in the mental hospital and i did get diagnosed with alexythimia that the only thing i was diagnosed

It’s 03:42am as i'm writting

I gennuenly but know what i should do and what would be the "good" or "smart" choice

I can’t sleep not in a way that i'm not allowed to but more in a way that i am unable to and i know i can’t it's not the first time it happens it's just the first time i tought about it that way

So i'm wondering should i play on my pc or stay in my bed on youtube

I want to play but i'm thinking that if i go and play even tho i'm already unlikely to fall asleep i will be even less likely to if i'm sitting on my unconfortable chair but i still want to get to my pc and play but if i stay in bed i still have low chances of falling asleep but the chances are higher

I don’t want to force myself awake by staying on my pc but i also don’t want to stay in bed while wanting to get on my games

And it feels like i got 2 choice and both are bad choices

I have to choose gambling away my sleep schedule by playing and not know when i actually need to sleep

Or

By sentenced to hours of boredom but be in the right conditions to fall asleep

🤔

So honestly i don’t even remember if i saw that movie or if it was a dream but basically it was 2 persons (i think) they stopped on a long straight road and there were some buildings i'm not 100% sure about that but i aslo think and at the back of one of the building there a small maze made of bushes and there was a monster too i've been looking for that movie for a long time and can’t find it so that’s why i said that it might just be a dream i made also i think i was at least under 12yo so the movie would be at least from 2018

does anyone know a site were i can find Hunter x Hunter themes for psp?

I would like to inform myself on the world of pencils