u/GreyBoy23

As the title says, I think I might be bi, but I’m not totally sure. The reason being is that I’ve always disagreed with being called straight ever since I started learning abt sexualities (I think I first started learning abt them in Kindergarten and really started becoming more aware of them around 4th grade) bc I’ve always known I was really attracted to girls, but then I started to see some guys as attractive asw. I’m now a freshman in high school and there are a few guys in my school who kinda stand out to me as attractive to me. So idfk what would consider myself. Srry if this makes no sense in the slightest, I’m not the best at explaining.

For some background information, I go to a technical high school. It’s basically a regular high school, but instead of electives, you have a career program or “shop” as the colloquial term for it. I’m in one of my school’s engineering shops and I really like it, but half the class are just a bunch of chuckle fucks who make fun of me and call me unfunny and disrespectful names almost every fucking day and I’m just fucking done with them. I’ve emailed my counselor about them, thinking of switching my shop, and asking if I could tour a few shops to see if I would want to switch to them. I’ve been thinking it over the past few months and especially the past few hours because I just want to get away from them and in reality, idrk if I actually want to do what I do in my current shop as a job when I graduate. What I’m thinking of switching to is the Computer Science shop because I find computers really interesting and I could see myself becoming a software engineer when I’m older. So should I change my shop or not?

Tl;Dr: A bunch of chuckle fucks in my shop make fun of and disrespect me almost everyday and it’s really making me want to switch and idrk if I want to actually do what I do as an actual job.