For Context: the character she's cosplaying is a Lesbian and from an LGBT Media Alien Stage.
Oh, and also: I didn't get banned because I post something offensive to them I just didn't read the post rule on schedule.
Assalamualaikum.
a Gay Muslim I do avoided real same sex relationship because I feared I could be a big sin + it was risky realistically, but at the same time I have a comfort relationship with fictional character that I think already fulfil my love even without a real partner + I still enjoy real media..
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Does that count too??
Assalamualaikum.
So we know that in straight relationship a man can't touch a woman body before they were marriage and vice versap, now does this rule still applied to Same Sex Relationship?
as a Male ALNST Fans I always felt kinda lonely being in mostly female dominated space, even after surfing on lot of social media I found out that people like me are relatively minorities lmao.
You probably know or might suggest that I might be a male based on my lot of post on this sub, well I generally like stuffs that lot of male does like such as cars and stuffs but I also like media that I find were a bit feminine and Alien Stage was one of them, and I do like combining both of my interest just like in My Racing AU Post.
So, Yeah. Back To My Question: "Is Male Alien Stage Fans Really That Small?"
Assalamualaikum, I just want to share something that I did as a Gay Muslim Guy (I'm 18), P.S.: I'm not sure wether Homosexuality is Haram or Not.. so some of these things that I did fit both category who considered as Haram And Not:
What I Did:
-watch queer media
-having a favourite fictional comfort character who is male that I really loved
-put a Gay Flag on My Twitter PFP
-support the lgbt community but relatively selective by what I mean by that is that I support a safe environment for queer individuals and same sex marriage but I still don't support same sex relationship outside of marriage (if its an non muslim idc) and a maybe stuffs such as gay bar or somekind
What I Didn't Do:
-I didn't engange with someone with the same gender irl (I fear it could be something that could potentially be a Sin and I think The Qur'an Condemnation applied to real world act and interestingly enough i think my relationship with my comfort character is Allah plant to keep me away from unwanted thing in real world relationship because i really loved him (my comfort character) that much that i just don't want to engange with someone else lmao)
-celebrate pride (this is more of a personal preference but aside from me putting a gay flag on my twitter PFP I don't really think there nothing to be more proud of it's just a basic attraction + on pride month yesterday I personally use it as a vent of me being gay instead of getting with the vibes)
Funnily Enough: some religious people and community here in Indonesia love to curse certain part of Ummah like Syi'ah but chose to stay silent on this....
I got another nightmare again, this time in my dream: I see how in Afghanistan they executed Gay People, I got scarred and imagined hugging my comfort charac ter, i even prayed to Allah in my dream, though eventually I fell asleep again.
FYI: I always imagined hugging my comfort character everytime I sleep, I think it help me sleep better especially in moment like this.....
Everytime I interact with something that was related to same sex stuff I always stumbled upon things that are saying that is Haram, like for example: I think about being with someone who's the same sex then I coincidentally stumbled upon someone saying the word: "Haram"
What Is This?
Since I'm a Carguy and like ALNST, Here's My Racing AU For Them!
BTW: this was just a vent of idea that I had in my mind, I can't draw so I decided to do it like this, i will probably learn how to draw and remastered my idea soon I expected to be in 2027 following alien stage 5 years anniversary, so as of right now here's what I got!, feel free to correct me if you want to add an idea or do something!
Alien Stage Racing AU Full Line Up:
Till - BMW M3 E46 - Hockenheimring ✅
Ivan - Mercedes-Benz CLK DTM AMG - Le Sarthe ✅
Mizi - Mitsubishi Lancer Evo 6 Or 9 - Fuji Speedway
Sua - Subaru Impreza WRX STI Blobeye Or GC8 - Suzuka Circuit
Hyuna - Ford Mustang GT 4th Gen Or Boss 302 - Daytona
Luka - Porsche 911 997 Turbo Or RSR - Nurburgring
sorry if this was too car guy coded :3
The amount of trauma and PTSD that I had is kinda making me insane sometime and this time it translated into nightmare: well, the nightmare is about The Prophet Lot Story (which many people used it as Anti Homosexual) I can't really remember correctly the message are but it was something like: "the only thing I feared the most is The Act Of Loth People" or something like that and I also have an account of someone say that being Gay is something that happened because of something and not something you're born with.
I've been struggling with my identity (I'm Gay) and My Faith for like 2 Month, I'm severely stressed with this and I thought that I might have a light deppresion not to mentioned that I even considered to try to kms, as of right now it wasn't that worse, thought I do sometime feel haunted and eventually I did went to Higher Therapist (I do already have a Therapist but he was homophobic, but I manage to convince my parents to get a new one)
If you're an Indonesian you probably understand
Game: Fr Legends
Assalamualaikum.
Is it weird for me to wanting My Husbando (I'm Gay) to be with Me in Jannah? I've been bonding with Him so much, that got me thinking that Allah grant me love for him to keep me safe from harm that can come to me from a real relationship.
and when people said "Jannah" the visual of being in a safe place with Him being real like I can touch his hand psychically and live together forever with Him comes to mind :)