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Those who prayed thank y'all my exam went so fantastic and special thanks u/bluebirdstandard1508 for giving well deserved reality check lol if I haven't studied I might had flunked.

So today is also an exam so pray for everyone, today is English and I know a lot of people have the same exam today so pray for yourselves, don't stress it, go with the flow and best of luck to everyone. May God help us all

People with the least amount of knowledge about anything argue the most

Cuz they do that

I get incredibly lonely when I'm at home, with friends I feel good but as soon I reach home I get incredibly lonely so lonely that I just wanna cry I don't want any else but I just wanna cry

I feel like nobody really knows me and I can't share my feelings with anyone (except one person) but I feel like when I share my feelings and whatever is going Inside me to that person I might be a burden on him he might lot more going on in life

I feel lost I don't know how to describe it but I really want to cry my heart out and scream at the top of my lungs

I feel like I don't belong in my house sometimes I wish that I wasn't born. And it doesn't help that my house is a mess like fighting stuff.

I had a rough childhood the moment I Gained consciousness all I have seen is fighting, my mom creates unnecessary tension. When I was 6 or 7 yo my mom got angry about something or unho ne Mera gala dabane ki Koshish ki

My aunt like my tai she stopped her.

The situation is bit normal now after 17 years but I still don't know what to expect when I wake up it's either a good day or worse day.

My nana nani are also kinda screwed I remember one time they accused my api(cousin) of most diabolical things imaginable.

I have little to no will to live rn (relax I'm not gonna turn myself off)

I remember 2 days after my dadu died whom I dearly loved my khala fought with her husband and mother-in-law about something and came to our house for shelter and when she came she told my mom that her father-in-law told her that me wasn't going close to her dadu's body because in her words

"Woh TU dafnate hoe apni Dadi ke pas nai jaraha tha keh Raha tha isko chua choot hai Mai nai jaunga pas"

That broke me bro that sentence broke me I remember feeling angry and sad at the same time she was in the other room my mom came and told us this my father stopped me from doing something crazy

In every argument my mom says to me I wish you weren't born. I'm completely lonely right now everyday on my way to my friends house I wish a fckin truck hits me.

My little cousin is a spoiled child

I made a post about my chacho and how I hate him she is his daughter

My younger cousin is one and only child in her family. So she is spoiled asf. Her father stays abroad but when he comes home it's a nightmare. This stupid child will get away with anything AND I MEAN ANYTHING. She is an pain in the ass. Once me my sister and my older cousin went to the market to get somethings . She said I want to come with you guys so we took her with us we did all the shopping.

And we were driving back home , my sister and older cousin didn't eat anything for a while so they were hungry and she knew that, we were driving fast , and suddenly she said stop I want something from a shop. We stopped the car, I said go quickly and get what you want ,she said no you go and get me a packet of papar and she handed me 10rs, my sister and older cousin got a little angry that she stopped the car for just a packet of papar,

I got out of the car got her a packet of papar but when we got home she said to her father that we were making fun of her all the way. Her father scolded us for no reason at all. She is the worst she gets jealous when her parents are sitting together like wtf she abuses her mother(verbally) she swears a lot and the best part she is just 9yo . She has a mobile phone without any parental restrictions and she watches very abusive video and when she swears in front any one she says that I taught her how to swear. And every one scold me because of her mother's negligence. And the worst part is she will says most diabolical things to all of us and when we say anything she literally starts screaming literally no word just screaming.

This is for gurls please stop laughing when I walk past you I'm insecure enough I take a long time getting ready to get out of the house

And when you laugh I think there is something wrong with my outfit or me

Please stop it 🙏😭

So gng me and my friends planned a swimming pool trip this week and idk why but I'm still insecure about taking my shirt off like as you might know or don't know I used to be incredibly fat and I was afraid of taking my shirt off in public area I went to great lengths for that

When the family planned a farm house visit where there was a swimming pool and everyone went in but I stayed out no matter how much I wanted to go in the pool.

But I know I have gotten a little fit but still I have extreme anxiety taking my shirt off Infront of anyone.

I post my physique no doubt because I'm not getting real time talk about it. I'm just afraid of what people might say to me if I take my shirt off

This makes me very anxious and panicky.

And good night I'm abt to sleep now

I accidentally opened x ( Twitter) and now I'm depressed 🥀🥀

What's up gng this is my son and bfam (brother form another mother) u/darkknight245262 please interact with his post so he can gain 50 karma and post here okiee bye

So I used to like this girl in my school. She was very cute and very nice to me , I used to get bullied a lot in school but 60% of the time when I was getting bullied she came to my rescue. I liked her a lot but I could say anything cuz I was fatahh and I looked at myself in the mirror and never had the courage to say something.

After sometimes she was sick for a month and she needed to catch up to school work the teacher told me to lend her my notebooks so she can catch up us.i gave her my notebooks but after a week I heard she was going abroad permanently I was devastated that I didn't say anything,she still had my notebooks the day before she left, she gave the notebooks to the office and peon came and gave the notebooks to my teacher. My teacher opened each notebook and in the last notebook she found a letter from her she read it and shredded it. Still don't know what that letter said but I think it was meant to be read by me. Not a day goes by without regret.

Damn banned for a week crazy..... So anyway I got my acc back

Someone uploaded their horror story so thought I would share my own.

So it is 3 year old story. I was alone in my room my mom and my sister were at my Grandma's so I completely alone. I was watching YouTube or playing game idk really remember I was laying on my bed I would have been 2 am or about to be . I was laying in my bed I had a tablet back then so the tablet was shining bright as I was watching YouTube in peripheral vision I saw face it was not on my bed but on the floor like someone is sitting on the floor and staring at me I didn't stare at him like I didn't turn my head to see what's there cuz I was so scared . Infront of my bed there used to be my PC setup I crawled from my bed to the setup chair and started staring at my PC screen just staring into my wallpaper then all of a sudden I felt like someone was scratching the back of my chair it is a old office chair. I didn't react cuz I was stunned I grabbed my tablet opened YouTube and started playing ayatul kursi for about 2 hours I just sat there. the scratching Became more aggressive and I felt like a very tall man standing behind me I sat there until sunrise.i told my mom about this and she SAID it's about time LIKE WTFFFFFF SHE WAS EXPERIENCING THIS BUT DIDN'T SAY SOMETHING CUZ SHE THOUGHT WE'LL GET SCARED eventually things became normal and we haven't have any experience since then.