u/Huskeyzforever

Ok I don’t have anyone to tell this to but I’m feeling really giddy rn!! so I’m a beginner, and It’s been around a month and some days/weeks since I started (rough estimate). At the beginning I went full on saturation with robotic affirmations but I kind of tapered off after a while, not because I didn’t believe but it felt redundant at some point plus I got a bit lazy/forgetful. I recently started using subs for lists of stuff and using Pinterest as a tool cause i have a bunch of desires lol. Anyways fast forward to today and I randomly decided to manifest that “I will get a 100 dollars in the next three days”. Idk if this is a real thing but I’ve seen online that you shouldn’t say you “will” do or have something, you have to say you already have it, but I know the baseline rule is don’t contradict yourself or waver and that seemed like a limiting belief especially cause I tend to get hung up about language so I just decided that whatever way I say, it’d still work. So I repeated a few times earlier today: I will get a 100 dollars in the next three days and forgot about it til this evening when I checked my credit card cause my mom was saying we should get take out AND LO AND BEHOLD THERES 100 DOLLARS SITTING IN MY DEBIT CARD, FROM MY DAD. COMPLETELY UNPROMPTED. I’m sooo happy rn IT WORKEDD. This is the first thing that’s ’worked’ when it comes to manifesting so I’m pretty excited I’m thinking of manifesting more small things like free ice cream and stuff, can’t wait till my big desires come in 😛 Yea that’s all :)

hello all,

i am a beginner manifestor and i only started last week. before i start my problem, I would like any advice in manifesting stuff like friends. me and my friends are very different on the surface: theyre filipino, i'm black, they're straight, i'm lesbian, they're religious (some are questioning themselves tho) and i'm agnostic atheist. one of my desires that i have not affirmed for yet is a group of black queer non religious girls that i can relate to at least on those topics. i'm currently manifesting for money, a full ride scholarship, and something huge for my birthday (an all expense paid/free birthday trip in business class). being a beginner i am unsure if i should take it easy or just go for it. so far i have just been robotically affirming, using subliminals when i can, and persisting even when the 3d proves me wrong sometimes. i still can't shake the feeling of anxiety/panic that happens when something contradicts my affirmations. I am also struggling being patient, i affirm that all my desires are here instantly but i have not seen it reflected in the 3d yet. on to the main thing:

for some quick context i left partway through grade 11 and was out of country for two years. i went back for a couple of months from november to march but now i am in Mexico. i *potentially* will go back to canada for uni (this is a different problem actually, my parents had chosen a school that i do not want to go to, and i am manifesting that they change their mind to a better sounding option in that country and that i simultaneoulsy get a full ride scholarship to one of the schools i already applied for in canada. except they don't offer that but i'm persisting anyways). anyways my main problem is that due to the distance i feel like i have sort of drifted a bit from my friends. i don't really bring it up often but sometimes i see a relatable tiktok and i comment that exact sentiment. and i fear i may have affirmed that unintentionally? nowadays i feel a tad idk ignored? this is a trivial thing but they do not really react to or acknowledge my messages these days. they just go unliked and someone else brings up another topic like a game or something and they all start talking. i will admit that sometimes i do not reply but i do at least react to their messages. I am also rarely online these days too i pop in like a couple of times a day. this isn't only me though another one of my friends is also barely online due to work and school. I don't know if this is me projecting but yeah. we still have good/funny interactions and stuff and liike when they saw me off a couple of months ago i didn't really feel any shift in the vibe (except for the fact that one of them wasn't there and none of them said anything until i asked another one why. so yeah i need help figuring out if i manifested this or if it's just the amount of time away or me being worried over nothing or whatever. when i think of our one-on-one interactions, those seem good so maybe it's just the group dynamic lately? idk. sorry for the wall of text.

Edit: today might have just been an off day but I’d still like a group of friends that I relate to with certain things, I love my friends but I feel a bit lonely sometimes.