u/Icy-Particular-6015

Eveyday I wake up and it’s the same feelings that hit me and I’ve been trying to ignore them but I can’t anymore no matter how much I work out or smoke or do anything they won’t go away and I just can’t stop thinking about my mom she left me a few years ago after she stopped loving me and she was so abusive but I miss her so much and that fake love she have i know it was bad but I miss it and I hate how much I feel like I need love or reassurance it feels so pathetic I just need to talk to somebody and if you read this thank you sm

Eveyday I wake up and it’s the same feelings that hit me and I’ve been trying to ignore them but I can’t anymore no matter how much I work out or smoke or do anything they won’t go away and I just can’t stop thinking about my mom she left me a few years ago after she stopped loving me and she was so abusive but I miss her so much and that fake love she have i know it was bad but I miss it and I hate how much I feel like I need love or reassurance it feels so pathetic I just need to talk to somebody and if you read this thank you sm

Eveyday I wake up and it’s the same feelings that hit me and I’ve been trying to ignore them but I can’t anymore no matter how much I work out or smoke or do anything they won’t go away and I just can’t stop thinking about my mom she left me a few years ago after she stopped loving me and she was so abusive but I miss her so much and that fake love she have i know it was bad but I miss it and I hate how much I feel like I need love or reassurance it feels so pathetic I just need to talk to somebody and if you read this thank you sm

I’ve posted here before so sorry for posting agin but im so lonley right now and i dont want to be alone i hate how much i feel the want to be cared for and needing re assurance and it’s just been so hard holding evrything in for so long and just keep going and i just want to talk to somebody

I just want to talk to somebody and for them to just act like they care im 17 if you wanted to know and im sorry I just feel so terrible and alone right now

Every day for the past few months I’ve just been waking up and feel so exasperated and pathetic because I just crave so much to be cared about and re assured and I know I shouldn’t want it as much as I do but it’s genuinely just hurt so much feeling so alone for so many years it’s just so hard im 17 and it’s just so tiring i wish I had parents

17 m im js lonley and want to talk if anyone needs to vent ill listen

I’m just feeling so alone right now and I think im prettty easy to talk to if anyone needs to vent or js wanted to talk about something I workout , play the game , and do mma

17 m my mom left me a few years ago and I’m just feeling so alone right now and pathetic and I just want to let it it out im sorry

Eveyday I wake up and it’s the same feelings that hit me and I’ve been trying to ignore them but I can’t anymore no matter how much I work out or smoke or do anything they won’t go away and I’ve posted on here a few times already so I’m sorry about that if your reading this agin but it’s just so hard and I hate how much I feel I want to be cared about or needing re assurance I just wish I wasant like this and that I felt like somebody cared about me fuck im pathetic

I’ve been waking up every morning feeling the same horrible sense of loneliness and I feel so pathetic for craving to be cared about and I usualy don’t need to talk about how I feel but it’s like nothing else is working for me at all no matter how much I isolate myself or go to the gym or smoke nothings helping anymore I feel so depressed I just don’t know how much more I have left

I’ve been feeling so terrible these last few months lower then I usually am and It’s just getting so exhausting worse then that and it’s like nobody cares and eveyone thinks im just doing good but in reality im doing worse then I ever usualy am and I just want to talk to someone about it im sorry about this

I’m sorry I know it’s pathetic I’ve posted on here before but I feel so fucking bad it’s just eating me up Its so hard for me to talk about how I feel but I just can’t keep keeping it in I just want someone to care

My birthdays coming up soon but I’ve felt so terrible recently and I hate my birthday I don’t usually celebrate it I’ve stopped the past few years and I know that’s common for a lot of people but I told my friends to not worry about it and I’ve just been feeling so fucking depressed it’s like the closer it gets the worse I feel and im just not sure how much more of this I can take it’s so hard to feel this bad and pathetic everyday

I’m sorry ik im pathetic but I’ve been feeling like I don’t even know what’s my point in being here anymore I’ve been trying so hard and I still just feel so fucking lonley and I just wanted someone to ltaljvto about how I’ve felt

I’m sorry im so fucking pathetic but I’ve been having really bad thoughts and just a harder time then I usually already have and I feel so fucking alone I just wanted to talk about it with somebody im sorry

I’m so sorry im having such a hard day and i just feel so alone and needed to talk to someone

I just feel super alone and I’ve been feeling terrible all day like I just want to cry so fucking bad I hate this feeling so much of being alone

I’m so exhausted ive been just goofing and going and it’s hitting me all at once and I feel like I’ve lost energy for everything and I just don’t know how much more of this I’m going to be able to take before I just say fuck it it dosent matter anymore not that it does now

I don’t know how much more I have and if there really is any point in even going much more