After a year of unemployment and unstable housing, I finally have a job again! I begin next week! [OC]
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After a year of unemployment and unstable housing, I finally have a job again! I begin next week! [OC]

The picture is from my sister taking me to dinner to celebrate. My 4 yr old nephew gave me the hat, and I've never felt so cool! I was let go over a year ago and only received $125 a week in unemployment benefits, so I couldn't afford rent and eventually had to stay at a shelter. I did find a temporary gig for a little bit. It helped me find a place to stay, but I was still needing for something stable.

 

Now I've finally landed a long-term job as a hotel night auditor! I'm genuinely so happy. This past year has been one of the hardest of my life, but I made it through, and things are finally looking up!

*Edit: I genuinely wasn't expecting this response! Thank you to everyone commenting, it means so much!

u/IcyAd8672 — 2 months ago

"Wonderland Gardens: Where Every Dream Finds Its Queue" - this is a surreal and dreamlike book about a man who works at a theme park that has no rides, only lines

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u/IcyAd8672 — 2 months ago

The Transatlantic Café - In 1927, the Transatlantic Café sat on the ocean in the northern part of the Atlantic exactly halfway between Europe and America. It is widely known as the worst restaurant in the Atlantic Ocean.

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u/IcyAd8672 — 2 months ago

An Enigma Trapped Inside a Dream Story

What if the nightmare you were living wasn't the real world? An Enigma Trapped Inside a Dream Story is a surrealist story about a man at the edge of everything — financial ruin, social collapse, global war — who steps through a mirror and into a dreamlike apocalyptic revelation. Woven with poetry and steeped in Kabbalistic and mystical imagery, it asks: what does it mean to truly wake up?

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u/IcyAd8672 — 2 months ago

Life is the House of Language: A Phenomenological Inquiry Into Occult Philosophy

What if everything modern philosophy has told us about language, selfhood, and meaning is backwards?

In this work, I begin where Descartes, Husserl, and Heidegger left off and attempt to push past them. Drawing on Michel Henry's radical phenomenology of Life, I argue that language does not shape who we are. Rather, it is our shared, invisible, felt subjectivity, the inner reality of being alive, that makes language possible in the first place.

Weaving together phenomenology, Neoplatonism, Gilbert Durand, Hermeticism, and Kabbalah, Life Is the House of Language builds a case that the fundamental error of the Western tradition is its obsession with what appears, the visible, the exterior, the object, at the expense of what cannot appear at all: the autoaffective, pre-reflective Life that each of us lives from the inside, before the first word is spoken.

Along the way, the book tackles the philosophy of gender, the nature of culture and religion, the meaning of tragedy, the alchemical tradition, and the phenomenological significance of the Name of Jesus, arriving at a vision of human existence as a vocation to complete what nature, left to itself, cannot.

For readers who have felt that something essential is missing from both secular philosophy and conventional religion, this book offers a path inward, one that runs through Plotinus and Goethe, Blake and Paracelsus, Michel Henry and Louis Claude de Saint-Martin, toward the invisible Life that is closer to us than anything we have ever perceived.

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u/IcyAd8672 — 2 months ago
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"Āsmānī zabān" - the mystical and heavenly language developed by Zoroastrians in the 1500's

There is a deeply fascinating book called "Dasatir-i-Asmani" written by a Persian Zoroastrian priest named Azar Kayvan. From what I've read, it resulted in a distinct Zoroastrian sect (Azarkeivanianism) that is influenced by the Illuminationism of Suhrawardī (and, being a big fan of Henry Corbin who wrote a lot about Suhrawardī, this immediately piqued my interest).

Furthermore, this book, Dasatir-i-Asmani, was written in a unique mystical language, akin to the Enochian language developed at around the same time by John Dee and Edward Kelley. This language is called "Āsmānī zabān". But while I have obtained an English translation of Dasatir-i-Asmani, I've found no examples of Āsmānī zabān either written down or spoken aloud. Does anyone have any examples of Āsmānī zabān? I'm very curious to know what the language looked like and sounded like.

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u/IcyAd8672 — 3 months ago

Why was it ok to trash on people hanging out, having fun, and harming absolutely no one?

They seemed like they were enjoying themselves. But the internet at the time attacked them so much. Why? Because they were different? Cringe? I don't know. It reminds me something I think Robert Anton Wilson once said. When I was a kid, I bought myself 9 candy bars. An adult came by and said: "You're not going to live long if you keep eating like that." I responded: "My grandfather lived to be 91." He said: "Well, did he eat 9 candy bars a day?" I said: "No, but he minded his own fcking business."

*Edit: For people who say no one was really trashing them, here's what happened. The video was originally posted by cyber goths in Germany for other cyber goths in Germany and the YouTube comments were generally positive. Until Dave Portnoy's Barstool Sports wrote an article about it and all the comments on the video shifted from German to English absolutely insulting them relentlessly. It led to the cyber goth scene dying out. Here's my source: https://youtu.be/usMH8waWlf8?si=NZ1MXjb5w7vWHm4O

u/IcyAd8672 — 3 months ago
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My best friend growing up. It's been 14 years since he passed, but I still dream of him.

I have autism, wasn't diagnosed until I was in my mid 20's. So growing up, I dealt with a lot of bullying and didn't have many friends. Except for him. He'd always scratch at my door, wanting to see me. I regret the times I turned him away. I had him from when I was 6 until I was 22. I remember very clearly getting him at the shelter. He chose me. There's not a day that goes by where I don't think of him. I can still hear his voice very clearly in my dreams. I tell myself that it's his spirit reaching out to me. He was the perfect pet in all possible ways, and I'm so grateful to have had him in my life. I miss him still. I hope one day to open a black cat cafe in his honor.

u/IcyAd8672 — 3 months ago
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The cover of this book hides the Monas Hieroglyphica of John Dee. It’s visible only after increasing brightness and exposure.

I wrote this book. Writing fantasy is part of my spiritual practice, alongside prayer, active imagination, and ritual. As a child, reading Harry Potter gave me the sense that literature could create a genuinely spiritual experience, and that feeling eventually drew me to the occult.

I believe we were given divine talents, lost them in the Fall, and recover them through spiritual discipline. My ideal is to write a novel capable of provoking a genuine mystical experience. Creating a work of divine art is no different, in my view, than the alchemical creation of the philosopher’s stone. This is not something I have achieved, but rather is something I aspire to accomplish.

Seeing my work as a spiritual practice rather than a hobby has fundamentally changed my approach. For the first time in 24 years of writing, I actually wrote a book I wanted to write, and I even enjoyed it.

Here is the book, it is currently free: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0H2NL1TDL

I’m genuinely interested in what other people with these interests of mine would think of my book, and if anyone else has a similar practice.

u/IcyAd8672 — 3 months ago

I am assuming my ultimate form. (OC)

Now once I master the art of the blade, I shall be unstoppable.

u/IcyAd8672 — 3 months ago

What the Painting Hid by Scipio Aurorifex (occult-inspired fantasy)

The story begins in Prague, 1600, at the court of the Holy Roman Emperor, Rudolf II. There, the Chief Pataphysician Valentinus presents a painting of a woman. She stands with her back turned, and she is rumored to be holding a secret. Using a tuning fork that produces colors instead of sound, Valentinus draws her out of the painting to see what she is hiding.
But when she comes out of the painting and turns to face the court, they see it: she has a full beard. She is cursed, not only with the beard but with no memories as well.
She is given the name Galatea and sent to the Castle of Animiatry, a place where curses are healed and fractured souls are made whole through a discipline called animiatry. There, she meets a fellow patient named Thomas, who falls for her the very day they meet. The condition of his own curse, however, means that confessing his love would kill him. And Galatea, who has quietly begun to fall for him too, cannot imagine that anyone could love her back, not with her beard.
What neither of them knows is that the witch who cursed Galatea was pulled from the same painting by a black magician, and this witch does not want the curse undone. She lurks in the forest surrounding the castle, patient and watchful, doing everything she can to make sure Galatea doesn't heal.
And then there is Bob. He is a black cat who loves cheese. He is perhaps the most important character in the book.

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u/IcyAd8672 — 3 months ago

Am I the only one who thought Blankman was really cool? I even dressed up as him for Halloween once

u/IcyAd8672 — 3 months ago