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js started my period again and I was able to get a tampon in for the second time ever. Last month it took a second to get it in but this time I didn’t even have to think about it and didn’t feel it. Im super shocked and proud cuz I’ve only done my dilators twice since then (and just started my dilator journey).

So yay me!!

Now on to trying to figure out flex discs.. if anyone with vaginismus has tried menstrual discs pls lmk how it went for them as my pelvic floor pt recommended them! My only worry is i wouldn’t be able to get it out especially with vaginismus..

is it wrong to hate my sis ex more than she does??

I don’t think I’ve ever felt so much hate for 2 people in my life. I never liked my sisters ex I just never felt like he treated her right and he was always saying weird shit and being freaky. He would try to push her into doing sexual stuff knowing she wanted to wait and was obsessed with anime characters. Also he had a foot fetish. This was my sisters first ever bf. He never ever posted her on his social media for anniversary or anything. And never took her on dates, he only did group hangouts with our friend group. The one time he took her on a date he told her after the date he wanted a “break to focus on school”. The during that break got with her bestfriend (Also anime obsessed and hyper sexual, no wonder he went to her) while continuing to message her and tell her I love you. Mind you this is after they agreed not to see other people. It genuinely makes me so fucking mad when I found out I cried out of anger because I was so mad for my sister. I legit wanted to mash potato the house of the girl and her ex. It’s been a few months but I still hold a grudge on those 2 people. I think I am just very overprotective over my sister, I also have anger issues and hold grudges. Anytime these 2 people get brought up I can’t help but flame them.

Never like her bsf either she always thought she was better than everyone and talks about weird stuff 24/7. Was bestfriends w my sister and her bf and was always super touchy with him. I knew something was up but my whole family thought it was just me being a hater.

Am I valid 😸😸

I am based in Los Angeles and am going to attend my first year of college at a community college. My second year I plan to study abroad in London but am not sure what program to do yet. Im a marketing major. If anyone recommends any programs they’ve done please let me know! Currently looking into IES Abroad and also hoping to get an internship while abroad. Thanks!

Im going to be starting my first year at SMC this fall for Marketing and either wanna transfer to LMU.
I will only be enrolled at SMC for one year as I will be studying abroad in London my second year (not sure the school yet as I haven’t figured out the details yet, likely a random school through a third party/private program). So I won’t be able to compete the TAG program as I won’t be enrolled at SMC at the time of transfer.

Im pretty good at upkeeping my grades to a 3.8-4.0, and am hoping to secure an internship on my year abroad or atleast do some extracurriculars there relating to marketing.

I am wondering what my chances are to transfer there without TAG.

Im going to be starting my first year at SMC this fall for Marketing and either wanna transfer to LMU or maybe Pepperdine. But LMU is my top choice. I will only be enrolled at SMC for one year as I will be studying abroad in London my second year (not sure the school yet as I haven’t figured out the details yet, likely a random school through a third party/private program). So I won’t be able to compete the TAG program as I won’t be enrolled at SMC at the time of transfer.

Im pretty good at upkeeping my grades to a 3.8-4.0, and am hoping to secure an internship on my year abroad or atleast do some extracurriculars there relating to marketing.

I am wondering what my chances are to transfer there without TAG.

I usually always wear some sort of makeup everyday, atleast concealer to cover the dark circles or acne im insecure about. The most I wear is mascara, concealer, blush, and eyebrow gel. Without makeup I can’t help but feel insecure all I see is my dark circles and straight eyelashes. My natural lashes are super long but when not curled I feel so manly and ugly and I don’t know what to do. I just want to feel comfortable in my skin. Yesterday was the first day I’ve ever woke up feeling comfortable without makeup and I don’t know how to feel like that everyday.
I dont feel like I have bad features, I have green/blue eyes, blonde hair, somewhat clear skin, and I take care of myself. But I just can’t feel confident without makeup no matter what. Does anyone have any tips, I don’t want to feel like a fraud or catfish anymore..