pata hai aaj kya hua? i wish mujhe khud bhi pata na hota
ajj mera breakup hogya and pata chala that while in the 4 year relationship he was with another girl who was begging him to be in a relationship since last few months and he gave her a chance while we were going thru a rough phrase
and meanwhile i was going to different holy places to pray for us
before breaking up i told him that i dont have interest in him because he was very unavailable from last month and he thought i was cheating and confronted that he did all these and god knows what but i did not clarify anything from myside because my heart was really aching bad and tbh idk how to survive now knowing that a constant part of me is no longer with me
fuckk man 4 years giving everything to him , prayed for his success, listened to his rants the whole night even a day before exams , thinking no matter who stays and goes he will be with me
this is really eating me alive . how can a person cheat while being in such a good relationship , thoda sa bhi bura nahi lagta?
sorry for any grammatical mistakes i am really going insane with these thoughts
Pata Hai Aaj Kya Hua