u/Individual_Weight897

Some people say I overreacted but i feel really great , like the 10th class me would be so proud of how i reacted When i was in 10th , we signed our uniforms on the last day of school .. everyone started writing topper on mine but then they started yelling table , and signed TABLE TOPPER all over my uniform , i was heartbroken lol , but all i did was just smile and go home . Is that what my friends perceived me as all these years ? A table ? .. I would have shamed myself till i cried prolly . But now I’m proud of holding my ground . Im done taking crap

Basically I was in a relationship for a year with this toxic dude and it finally ended like a month ago after i blocked him and i did spend most of the time alone even while i was dating him , we were on and off . So I kinda was faster at getting over him and living or imagining my life without him , i decided to talk to new people too . Ofc i set my studies and friend circles like this isn’t a despo move . I feel like it’s healthy and will help me come back to reality socially at least . So i started talking to this guy , a little harmless flirting , and i was having a great time but there were certain topic which we discussed about that my ex and i also talked about before and it was disturbing cuz i would get sudden flashes of these memories and they left me feeling disturbed , like when i was caught off gaurd by the new guys joke i almost called him with my ex’s name . I know I don’t miss him or wish he was here , my inner conscience is clear but I’m conflicted because his memories have been inbuilt into my system for the past one year . Idk i just feel a lil disturbed and honestly I’m tired of this crap . I just want go forget and start a new life

Basically I was in a relationship for a year with this toxic dude and it finally ended like a month ago after i blocked him and i did spend most of the time alone even while i was dating him , we were on and off . So I kinda was faster at getting over him and living or imagining my life without him , i decided to talk to new people too . Ofc i set my studies and friend circles like this isn’t a despo move . I feel like it’s healthy and will help me come back to reality socially at least . So i started talking to this guy , a little harmless flirting , and i was having a great time but there were certain topic which we discussed about that my ex and i also talked about before and it was disturbing cuz i would get sudden flashes of these memories and they left me feeling disturbed , like when i was caught off gaurd by the new guys joke i almost called him with my ex’s name . I know I don’t miss him or wish he was here , my inner conscience is clear but I’m conflicted because his memories have been inbuilt into my system for the past one year . Idk i just feel a lil disturbed and honestly I’m tired of this crap . I just want go forget and start a new life

Totally looking and down for frnd groups

19F here , my college is absolute shit , and i want to have a proper frnd group with people my age and open to going out and trying new stuff and emotionally available and healthy ( want in?)

GIRLS PREFERABLY.. It’s just college became too toxic .. I’m not a bad person but I’m exhausted that’s for sure..

Basically this is , would be great