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I have nothing to life for it’s all one wrong after another

Bad childhood obviously
Neglectful emotionally and physically both parents
Constant abandonment
No food or clean environment
Not an ounce of consistency
Physical abuse
Financial badly
Kicked out at 18
Living at friends
Keep getting raped and taken advantage of
Deferred my uni place
Struggling with loud suicidal thoughts since I’ve been 8 it only gets louder
Attempt at 13,16
I can feel another coming soon I can’t stop fantasying
I have nothing to live for
I have nobody
Everyone keeps leaving me
Nothing is ever stable
Nothing ever goes my way
No amount of alchemy and therapy and anti depressants and getting back up will make me wanna keep doing this forever
Things just keep getting worse and worse
I never felt so alone in my life

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u/InterestingElk227 — 1 month ago