u/Kiki_Bumblebee

I started watching SPN in 2015 (I was 15 yo). From that year on, every year, I watched the new seasons. Supernatural helped me through highschool and the first part of the pandemic. Then I watched it again and again and again while I was struggling with university (just like now).
Since I was 15 my favourite character is always have been and will always be Gabriel. So you can imagine my absolutely mental breakdown I had when I saw him die in S13. So my headcanon that now, at 26 yo, I still strongly believe in, is that he didn't really died. It was his last trick, to fool everyone: the angels, the demons, the winchesters and even god himself. It was his last trick to be finally free from a family who didn't love him the same way he loved them, free from the brothers who, at the end, he grew fond of.
Don't get me wrong, I love how he sacrificed for them, but I am to fond of Gabriel to believe he is dead lol.

Hello! I am looking for a Gabriel ff. I think a lot will be about him and Sam and it's okay, but I also look for something just about him.
Anything you have is welcomed!

My partner told me that maybe one day in the future he could find himself in the need of taking a solo trip to "find himself" or just to having that kind of experience. It would be a road trip with trains and bike probably and he already told me that it wouldn't mean anything towards our relationship: is not because of me, it's how he feels.
I don't want to stop him and I won't but I had this huge emotional response in which I cried and felt anxious about why he wanted that, if there was something wrong between us, and I know that I make him feel bounded to my feelings ("if you do that I feel like this") and I don't want to but still I can't help feeling that way even tho this trip might not even happen...anyone else experiences RSD like this? What do you do about it?
Please be nice I am really vulnerable right now.

No hate towards the actors AT ALL, but this isn't ATLA, I am sorry.

So, I am friend (I think, he says we are, I don't know honeslty) with this guy. We used to flirt a lot but at some point he decided to stop. Anyway, that was hard on me because I had to change completly the way I acted with him, but I got over it. Yesterday he sent me a post on instagram to which I answered in a playful way (I answer in this way to all my friends, it's just how I am) and he seemed to take back that dynamic we had till some time ago. I went along with it because, well, dopamine, and I told him that he enjoys getting on my nervers, which was something he really used to do a lot and we both enjoyed it. But this time he answered "no, it's you who cling to every little thing" and it hit me so hard.
Like, okay, if I am making you unconfortable please tell me, I need people to be straight with me otherwise I don't get it (I told him a lot of time this and explain to him how I feel with adhd) especially when we used to have a dynamic like that.
I think sometimes it's not only our RSD, sometimes people are jerks.

I am rewatching the show for...I don't know, the 13th time and I just watched >!Kevin being killed by Gadreel.!<It hits me so hard every damn time, >!he didn't deserve that, he suffered so much and did so much good and ened up like that.!<

I will always remeber you >!Kevin Tran.!<

Hi, I'm a new player and I'm trying to find the courage to go and play at my local store for the first time!
Since I'm a woman and there are only men there I'm a little bit...Idk, scared that I will feel totally out of place lol, so I was wondering if the Marvel Super Heroes Prerelease could be a good place to start!

I'm finishing my bachelor's degree and have to decide what to do for my master's degree, but since it took me two years longer than I should have, my cousins ​​ask me why I don't go straight to work, and even if they don't say it, I know they think a master's degree isn't for me since I struggled with my bachelor's degree.
I'm constantly compared to two of my younger cousins, a brother and sister, the eldest of whom is already finishing his master's degree and is perfectly up to speed on his exams.
This makes me sad and angry because I know I'm smart and can do it, but ADHD makes everything so complicated.
Fun fact, the person who supports me the most, beyond my friends, is my mother. Despite not understanding how difficult it is for me to study with ADHD and despite occasionally saying things like, "You were so good, why are you struggling so much? Don't you try hard enough?", she completely supports me in my desire to do my master's degree.
But I'm tired of being constantly underestimated.
Anyway, for anyone out there who feels like this...you are not alone.

Hi, I'm a 25 years old woman from Italy. I'm a huge nerd, I could talk for hours about things I like.
But what are those things? Star Wars, books (especially fantasy), anime (Bungo Stray Dogs, Gurren Lagann and Haikyuu are what I'm thinking about these days), tv shows (huge Supernatural fan), Star Trek (yes, the new series too) and science. I'm a very leftist, very opinionated biologist and I'm a climate and human rights activist. I have ADHD so if you are neurodivergent too we could maybe get along, if you are not but you are weird it's good anyway. I can be pretty flirtatious with my male friends but that doesn't mean absolutely anything (and if it makes you uncomfortable I will not do that). I have a good sense of humor (I think) and I use sarcasm...a lot.
Also, I'm trying to learn to play magic tg so if anyone wants to talk about it I would love to do it.
Do not text me if you are not intersted in politics (we are not children), if you are right wing (I am willing and able to discuss politics but I am not interesting in making friends with someone who has totally different ideas from me).
I do not care about your gender. I could going MIA sometimes cause I need to recharge (ADHD can be a lot sometimes). I think I am good at giving advice but you probably should not believe this.
If you send a d-ck pick I'll judge your d-ck in such a specific and devasteting way that you will not do that ever again.
Please, if you did read till here, text me something a little more intersting than "hello".

Hello! I'm a 25yo italian girl who LOVES books. Since I was a kid I grew up in a family of readers even tho my parents didn't go to university, and they taught me that access to books should be a universal right, no matter if you have the money or not.
During highschool I lost my spark with books because I had so many things to study but now I'm getting it back and I'm so happy about it! I usually go to my local library and borrow books because I don't have enough money to buy all the books I want to read (so I borrow them and if I love them I buy them second handed). I have adhd so sometimes I struggle with...everything basically, and reading is one of those things.
I love fantasy, my favourite genre, and also crime and mistery but I want, since I'm a star wars and star trek fan, I want to explore the science-fiction world of books too.
I am open to any suggestion tho!
Also, I love fanfictions (but those written really really well).
I'm looking for a buddy who wants to yap and wants to hear me yapping about what they are reading.
If you want, introduce yourself!

yhe tag is celebrating success because for me it's actually something good lmao. Yesterday I was at a work dinner and a guy who I saw like once or twice before noticed my Star Wars t-shirt (one of my comfort t-shirt that I wear when I have to go to places I don't really fit in) and he asked "oooh do you like star wars?" and I restrained myself from answering "no, I found it in the trash bin" and I said "Yes!!!" and we started talking about star wars and then our studies and it was good because for me it's really rare to find someone I feel comfortable talking too because I always feel "too much" with my adhd but he was just as a little bit crazy as me and he talked a lot too and he asked questions so it was a surprisingly pleseant night!

Hi, I'm a 25 years old woman from Italy. I'm a huge nerd, I could talk for hours about things I like.
But what are those things? Star Wars, books (especially fantasy), anime (Bungo Stray Dogs, Gurren Lagann and Haikyuu are what I'm thinking about these days), tv shows (huge Supernatural fan), Star Trek (yes, the new series too) and science. I'm a very leftist, very opinionated biologist and I'm a climate and human rights activist. I have ADHD so if you are neurodivergent too we could maybe get along, if you are not but you are weird it's good anyway. I can be pretty flirtatious with my male friends but that doesn't mean absolutely anything (and if it makes you uncomfortable I will not do that). I have a good sense of humor (I think) and I use sarcasm...a lot.
Also, I'm trying to learn to play magic tg so if anyone wants to talk about it I would love to do it.
Do not text me if you are not intersted in politics (we are not children), if you are right wing (I am willing and able to discuss politics but I am not interesting in making friends with someone who has totally different ideas from me).
I do not care about your gender. I could going MIA sometimes cause I need to recharge (ADHD can be a lot sometimes). I think I am good at giving advice but you probably should not believe this.
If you send a d-ck pick I'll judge your d-ck in such a specific and devasteting way that you will not do that ever again.
Please, if you did read till here, text me something a little more intersting than "hello".

Hello everyone, I'm 26 and my gynecologist prescribed me Rubidelle. There is no particular reason actually, my period is pretty long but not too painful, and I have protected sex. Anyway, she was pretty chill about it and told me to think about it and to start take it if I wanted (she gave me one blister and the prescription for the next blisters). Anyone who takes this specific pill could tell me how they feel?
If you want of course.
Also, I'm a biologist so I know that no one here makes a reliable statistic (I mean, if you feel good or bad doesn't really implies how I will feel) but still...I don't know, I feel alone I think.

I met this guy one year ago, but we actually started talking only in may. We always had an insane chemistry, people around us joked about that a lot. When we started talking he stated immediatly that he wanted to be friends first and that sex wasn't really that big of deal to him.
He also has a girlfriend (I know, I'm a horrible person).
Anyway, we had sex but we decided to not do it again because for him was kinda stressful all the hiding and the risk of getting caught. We are still friends, we see eachother and everything, he is nice and all but still, even tho I'm not in love with him on anything, I don't understand how for someone can be so easy to go from sex to nothing. Like, when I see him and we are with other people, I can't stop thinking "do you think about the fact that we fucked right now or not?".
Also because we still have that chemistry and people still make jokes.
But now it's different.
And I'm an idiot because I should have never got into this situation.
Any advice on how to get over this?

Hi, I'm a 25 years old woman from Italy. I'm a huge nerd, I could talk for hours about things I like.
But what are those things? Star Wars, books (especially fantasy), anime (Bungo Stray Dogs, Gurren Lagann and Haikyuu are what I'm thinking about these days), tv shows (huge Supernatural fan), Star Trek (yes, the new series too) and science. I'm a very leftist, very opinionated biologist. I have ADHD so if you are neurodivergent too we could maybe get along, if you are not but you are weird it's good anyway. I can be pretty flirtatious with my male friends but that doesn't mean absolutely anything (and if it makes you uncomfortable I will not do that). I have a good sense of humor (I think), but it can be a little...too much sometimes, if it makes you uncomfortable please tell me (I'm a human right and environmental activist but still yes, I make terrible jokes). Also, I'm trying to learn to play magic.
Do not text me if you are not intersted in politics (we are not children), if you are right wing (I only want to be ragebated by people I like, and I want to ragebating people I like), if you don't have at least one interest in common with me, if you don't believe capitalism and colonialism are a problem, if you are under 23 years old.
I do not care about your gender. I could going MIA sometimes cause I need to recharge (ADHD can be a lot sometimes). I think I am good at giving advice but you probably should not believe this.
If you send a d-ck pick I'll send one back because I collect them just in case, and also I'll judge your d-ck in such a specific and devasteting way that you will not do that ever again.
Please, if you did read till here, text me something a little more intersting than "hello". At least at a "hello there" I can answer with "General Kenobi" but "hello" makes me want to take my eyeballs out.

Hi, I'm a 25 years old woman from Italy. I'm a huge nerd, I could talk for hours about things I like.
But what are those things? Star Wars, books (especially fantasy), anime (Bungo Stray Dogs, Gurren Lagann and Haikyuu are what I'm thinking about these days), tv shows (huge Supernatural fan), Star Trek (yes, the new series too) and science. I'm a very leftist, very opinionated biologist. I have ADHD so if you are neurodivergent too we could maybe get along, if you are not but you are weird it's good anyway. I can be pretty flirtatious with my male friends but that doesn't mean absolutely anything (and if it makes you uncomfortable I will not do that). I have a good sense of humor (I think), but it can be a little...too much sometimes, if it makes you uncomfortable please tell me (I'm a human right and environmental activist but still yes, I make terrible jokes). Also, I'm trying to learn to play magic.
Do not text me if you are not intersted in politics (we are not children), if you are right wing (I only want to be ragebated by people I like, and I want to ragebating people I like), if you don't have at least one interest in common with me, if you don't believe capitalism and colonialism are a problem, if you are under 23 years old.
I do not care about your gender. I could going MIA sometimes cause I need to recharge (ADHD can be a lot sometimes). I think I am good at giving advice but you probably should not believe this.
If you send a d-ck pick I'll send one back because I collect them just in case, and also I'll judge your d-ck in such a specific and devasteting way that you will not do that ever again.
Please, if you did read till here, text me something a little more intersting than "hello". At least at a "hello there" I can answer with "General Kenobi" but "hello" makes me want to take my eyeballs out.