u/Large_Sock9194

Pokemon sword was my first pokemon game as a child (id played let's go eevee before but sword was the first one is ever actually owned) and nessa was my first crush, idk what it was but she awoke something In my mind, I think its her eyes and just overall appearance that did it, then i learned she was a model in one of her trainer cards you get in the post game and that made her even better in my eyes

Im 15 and have been an anime fan for around 2 years now and am just starting to get into more niche anime as I explore the medium a bit more, i mainly like darker anime with good internal character writeing and complex themes or just has good writeing, most of my favorites are a bit more phsycological as well

My top 5 are

5. Takopis original sin

6. Death parade

7. Shiki

8. Tokyo ghoul (preferd manga)

9. Bleach

Ive also enjoyed: call of the night, my dress up darling, demon slayer, akame ga kill, re zero, parasyte, quintessential quintuplets, evengallion +rebuild moveis, monster, kiznaiver

Did not enjoy as much:

Death note

Cyberpunk (was overly sexual and made it so i couldn't take it that seriously most of the time)

Aot (great show, just a bit slow at gimes and can get a bit boreing sometimes as well)

Jjk (boreing, feels overhyped and overglazed, not bad for action but just lacks alot of depth outside of yuta and gojo/geto)

Chainsaw man (was good but the ending was kinda meh, still enjoyed the manga though)

Theres other evil characters like esdeath that I think are attractive, but this one's mainly about just downright crazy or phsycopathic characters, cus in these images I dont think, "ugh, wtf, thats weird" or, "damn they done messed up, junkos mad now" I think, "damn, they look fyne as hell" idk if its just me though

Mine are

Junko enoshima

Android 21

Esdeath

This is in a flashback from orihime when seeing horn of salvation, both are from the hellverse movei, one is of him going full hollow, and the 2nd is of him firing a cero at koktu while holding his sister, both of wich are from when he was in hell in the movei, o know its unlikely to be fully Canon, but if there's a possibility then that would be cool (also if moderators try to ban me or remove my post, just know this does not spoil anything and only shows scenes from a flashback, and mentioning hos doesnt spoil anything since its already been seen in the anime and in a bunch of promotional material)

I personally think calling them, the mangle, is cooler and fits them perfectly, and just sounds more ominous and threatening. Anyways, what do you all think?

This is just my opinion

My favorites milotic, and my favorite typing is water (water strategies in game fit my playstyle, plus I just like the pokemon in that typeing, i also just love milotic cus its just a beatifull pokemon, and it somehow manages to be cute, beutifull, and intimidateing all at once and I just love this pokemon)

since zanpukto spirits reveal alot about theyer owner, and we know more about white than any other zanpukto sporit, then im surprised im just realizing this, white represents ichigos raw desire for battle, ichigo hides and masks that side of him to the point he wants to deny it even exists, hence why white is the way he is, he represents ichigos true inner self, not only that but when he fused with old man zangetsu dureing the dangai training, he even said he wanted to protect ichigo, and he even protected him multiple other times as seen in the blade is me chapter, its subtle so I didn't notice that (along with me being a huge ulquiorra fan and being more knowledgeable about him then alot of others since hes my favorite character in fiction), Im leaving out the old man since hes not ichigos zanpukto, instead whites his true one but is just fused with a hollow, so white represents the parts ichigo tries to hide, while still holding onto the desire to protect who he cares about, and if you all say that he didn't care about uryu and attacked him in vasto lorde form, just know that tensa zangetsu said that what ichigo wants to protect isn't the same as what he wants to protect, plus white himself wasn't in control, it was the hollow fused with him that was in control, anyways am I stupid for just realizeing all of this?

First of all: monika is one of my favorite characters in all of fiction, and I have no hate for the character or the game, its my favorite game to exist and I love how kind and optimistic the community is. Im 15 and just played the game a few months ago. And saying she traumatized me is kinda an overstatement, as she didn't really traumatized me, its mainly my mental health issues that had to due with how I reacted to her death.

When I first played ddlc I knew what was going go happen and I chose to do natsukis route cus I thought she was cute (cus she is) and thought she was well written as a character. Then I learned about monika and did research on her character, for more context, i have adhd and some mental health issues and im heavily bulleid at school and some people that i love have left my life (not died), so ever since I was younger I always connected to characters and fiction more than actual people, even now I find it hard to relate to or connect with others, I will sometimes cry or tear up at a characters death if i connected with them deeply despite being a bit older (15), I connected deeply with monika once I learned more of her character and I was playing the game late at night and just cried on and off for a few hours after she died, and for a few days after that I'd tear up and be on the verge of crying whenever I saw something related to the game, a similar thing happend when ulquiorra from bleach died, i heavily related to him as well, the main reasone is because they were both characters who wanted connection or love, monika had an existential crisis and became heavily nihilistic, but genuinley loved the player but realized no matter what they'd never love her and that her freinds would never forgive her so she deleted herself out of regret, and ulquiorra from bleach couldn't feel emotions and was nihilistic as well, he saw no point in his own existence but found purpose in his life just as he died (erased from existence due to the nature of how he was killed in bleach lore), and after ulquiorra died I was depressed for 3 days afterwards, questioning my own life and the people around me. I am a very lonely person and I connect deeply to both of these characters due to due to one thing: geuninley wanting love or connection in a world that feels meaningless, to me, everything just feels meaningless, I stopped caring about school and doing well, I feel incredibly alone as while I do have freinds, I constantly feel like im a burden, if im annoying, if they even like me, and if they'll leave me, so is topped carving about my future because I don't see a point in a future where im alone, I want to be able to be vulnerable and feel safe with someone, but I don't feel like anyone could ever truly love me or care about me, and even if someone does im scared they'll just leave me, and due to me being a guy, i dont think people will care about my mental health as ive heard women online saying men are evil and that they have no issues, and that they dont suffer and only women do, so thats discouraged me a bit, i haven't been diagnosed with anything but idk if you have to in order to say you have mental health issues, but these characters have brought me a sense of comfort in that I don't feel like im alone in feeling the way I do, and while I still feel bad, i still love these characters and im glad theyer popular in their fan bases. Idk why im even posting this tbh, I guess I just wanted to share why I love monika and ulquiorra (their my 2 favorite characters in all of fiction), theyve helped me a bit in not feeling completely alone, anyways I hope if you've read this far then I hope you have a good day.

Nnoitra is a tragic character in bleach, he suffers from a major inferiority complex, he isnt misogynistic, he only ever acts that way twards nel and not twards hallibel who has the same rank nel did, he actually respected nel in his own way and constantly sought her validation as a warrior. His ressureccion is called Santa terressa, it means pray mantis in Spanish, males are usually smaller and weaker with darker colors, while females are bigger, stronger, and have brighter colors (mainly green), so notice how nnoitra has black hair and nel has green hair, more symbolism that he feels inferior to her. He wanted strength so people would fight him, fighting is the only thing that made him feel alive, so his wish was to die in battle because he saw no point in his own existence as a hollow, he had a fraction (tesla) who cared for him, even nel cared for him to some degree because he was her weaker comrade as an espada, nnoitra is greatly written and i hope he returns in the hell arc if it returns

I need to collect all the + additions, thankfully my favlrite character monikas the base version, do any of you guys own these or are planning to start collecting them? (Im not looking to buy from anyone here, just seeing how many people actually own these or collect them)