u/Left-Range8564

I’m a full-time working mom of two kids (9f and 6m). I get two Mondays off a month. My husband works from home full time but his job is very demanding and he barely has time to take lunch, usually just eats while he works. We don’t have family to help.

We are drowning. I always thought as the kids got older it would get easier but it absolutely has not. Instead of daycare and potty training now it’s activities 4-5 days a week. Laundry has not eased. The house is always dirty.

We’ve tried the house cleaner route but paid through the a** with two different companies and honestly they didn’t do that great of a job.

We are so burnt out and honestly I’m at a loss. I feel like I’m doing it wrong. All I do is chores and I still can’t keep up and I’m missing out on time with my kids. My husband works hard around the house too and does the majority of the cooking.

I feel like a failure. I feel like other families spend time together having fun and we are just always behind and stressed. Anyone relate? Anyone had this and made changes and it helped??

I’ve been working on affirmations and visualizations for awhile now in regards to a specific issue in the 3D. I woke up early this morning and spent about an hour or more really focusing on SATS. Lots of visualization and affirming and I was drifting in and out of sleep with some dreams that I can’t remember but they were good. I woke up and briefly felt so happy… happier than I’ve felt in over four years when my issues in the 3D began, which are health related.

The feeling didn’t last long as I realized I was back in reality and wanted to just stay in my imagination. But it was the first time I felt my imagination being real and I recognized that it’s all my imagination… I just want the reality I had in my imagination to be my current 3D reality. I am suffering a lot in the 3D (and yes I know that’s an affirmation and I need to be careful!).

I know there’s no speeding things up and they happen in their own time, but man it makes the longing for that reality even stronger. I’m hoping I’m on to something now though and if I keep it up every night getting into a state like that it will eventually become my 3D.

Anybody else with a similar experience? How long did it take to manifest once you got into a good rhythm with visualizations like this?

I experience bad vision problems in the 3D, constant visual disturbances. It’s very mentally distressing for me. I try to persist, affirm, live in the end but all day every day I am disturbed by my vision. My mental health has really taken a turn for the worse and I don’t know what to do with this. I know by obsessing about it and being upset about it I’m making it harder to manifest but I don’t know what to do. Help please!