u/Lightning-ll

I’m at 2 weeks, hoping this time sticks but as of right now I have no desire to ever get back on it. I’m been experiencing slight depression with the withdrawal but my energy feels more steady and I feel less anxiety in general. I’ve already noticed I’m waking up earlier naturally and not sleeping in past alarms.

I’ve been starting my day with a walk at 5 AM and that’s been so crucial to my state of mind. I’ve wouldn’t say I’m in the clear yet, but I’m feeling so much better at the gym and feel stronger and less out of breath. It’s just that healthier feeling that pushing me to keep this going.

I’m playing new player servers, trying to get out of my comfort zone and learn how to drive armor. Let’s just say I was really pissing off some people and made a couple mistakes. I have practiced hours of driving on Jensen range but am trying to learn maneuvering while being shot.

Jake from ABR is a fantastic vocalist but the rest of the music doesn’t cut it for me. Poison The Well as well. It’s just so close to my brain liking it lol.

My game froze and won’t load back in.

I know I can search the thread for a thousand of these posts. But I’m at almost 350 hours and I’m feeling very confident that I can make the calls and lead a squad. What things helped you the first times you did SL? I’ve basically memorized the factions uniforms, vehicles and what not.

UnityTX was at the Varials concert this year and they were fucking crazy good. But I just don’t listen to them in my free time much. Next time they’re touring I will go to that show.

1. Axe To Fall
2. The Dusk In Us
3. All We Love We Leave Behind
4. Hum Of Hurt
5. Love Is Not Enough
6. Jane Doe
7. You Fail Me
8. No Heroes
9. Caring & Killing
10. When Forever Comes Crashing
11. Petitioning The Empty Sky
12. Unloved & Weeded Out
13. Poacher Diaries

I started hard focusing on my crosshairs and letting my peripheral do the work and it’s been insanely beneficial. Curious what the general playerbase does.

One week, and I’ve actually been losing my mind. Mood swings like crazy, brain fog making not think clearly. Getting easily annoyed by anyone. I don’t crave them at the moment but it’s been so rough.