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My ENT did a very basic check told me I should basically just accept the situation even though he ignored my other symptoms that I told him about, I’m wondering are these normal symptoms and should I get a second opinion?

Symptoms: clicking noise when swallowing, my ear canal always feel full/open, my ears feel stiff and tense, lack of earwax/dry ear wax, breathing with my nose on the left side disappears from time to time, sensitive to s’ sounds, loud noises are uncomfortable, my nose doesn’t empty from debris, there’s also a type of bleeding feeling in my ear or it feels like liquid is pouring out.

I refuse to believe that my condition is this simple and my other symptoms are irrelevant.

I don’t have many people to talk to except my family because of this I’m mostly alone and barely talk to anyone outside and online. I’ve been struggling with loneliness since childhood but it’s starting to get to me and keep thinking how the future is going to look for me? Things like will only my family attend my funeral? Who will even remember me when I’m gone? I’ve been friends with plenty of people but because of bad experiences with them I either had to cut them off or they had to cut off me, 4 out of 5 times it’s been me doing the cutting. I’ve tried talking to people online but barely feel any connection or familiarity and I can’t really talk to people outside because of my dysfunctional physical health situation even though I’ve tried. I don’t really see me as a victim and realize I’ve been put in this social situation because of myself and the people I’ve attracted, but I don’t know what to feel.
This is stuff I should probably talk with a psychiatrist/therapist but have to wait until September, This might be my last post in this sub for awhile so I don’t over saturated it with my sobbing.

I know there’s a lot gloomy posts here lately but I got some shitty health news and I’m sitting outside in shock or confusion, I’m not sure if my life will ever be the same or if I’ll live a normal life. I feel both upset and angry, I might honestly join scientology or get really really really really drunk, also guys if you get really low like me just know there’s absolutely no help to get from anyone if you’re seriously fucked, "we have plenty of help and treatments to give" is what they say to reassure the public that if you ever get low you will be taken "care" off. It’s all just bullshit and make believe to be honest.

Edit: I’m sorry if this post looks desperate but I honestly am desperate? I’ve tried getting help from doctors, psychiatrists, specialists, the goverment in general.
I’ve tried exercise, staying positive, getting new hobbies and barely nothing is getting better. I’m tired of the people who say "You just gotta stay positive" or "You can only help yourself" I’ve tried everything and that’s why I’m here "sulking” on reddit. I honestly wanna just live my life like a normal average day Joe but it’s looking less and less likely that things are going to be normal for me like everyone else, it’s hard to continue living knowing that information. I don’t feel like eating or sleeping, doing anything anymore and I don’t know what to do with myself.

I know there’s a lot gloomy posts here lately but I got some shitty health news and I’m sitting outside in shock or confusion, I’m not sure if my life will ever be the same or if I’ll live a normal life. I feel both upset and angry, I might honestly join scientology or get really really really really drunk, also guys if you get really low like me just know there’s absolutely no help to get from anyone if you’re seriously fucked, it’s what they say to reassure the public that if you ever get low you will be taken "care" off.

For me, one of the best parts of the original game was the iconic soundtrack the first game had. The intro for the game set the tone perfectly and I knew this game was going to be one of my favorites of all time.
The sad thing though is the soundtrack still isn’t on any available music platforms like Spotify, I hopefully think they might release the soundtrack on Spotify because of the remaster and mabye eventually do a physical release later down the line. (TWAU1 Iam8bit vinyl release for example)

Edit: I forgot to mention I think it’s great that it’s on YouTube but I think it would be beneficial for telltale and the composer to put it on other platforms/including physical so people can give it the credit it deserves.
I know a couple hand full of games I started playing because I got to listen to the soundtrack first, Splinter Cell, Bloodborne, Halo ODST, XIII, It would be good for the game in the long run and for TWAU 2.

Any twentyagers servers or group chats? I’m just looking for a place to talk about day to day things carefree. I’m a semi respectable guy and I don’t think any of those big ediscord servers will do it for me. I have the need to talk to genuine people who don’t have bad intentions of getting to know each other or just talk in general. If not I might make my own but not sure if I want to stay as an owner or if people will join.

Edit: I’ll make one just in case but don’t expect me to drop the link immediately. I need to set it up first so it won’t be over flooded with issues.)

Stupid question, but does anybody know where the best place to buy office chairs online/in-person would be? I find Norway to have major issues with the lack of options when buying literally anything and I’ve been on the hunt for a decent office chair since December and I’m still struggling to find a decent chair to my liking,
I’m dealing with an injury so it’s important for me to fix it currently for rehabilitation. Looking for stuff like Herman miller or similar, suggestions are welcome (:
(Also heard IKEA has decent ones but haven’t had any experience with them)

Do you guys collect vinyl? I really want to start but it’s so expensive to set up. Also what type of vinyl do you normally collect and why do you think it’s worth it/why do you collect?

Anybody else who feel like their always the one to apologize in any given conflict and actually admit that their wrong? I rarely meet people who reflect on what they do and admit that they’re wrong. I also feel like I’m always the person who goes out of my way to resolve conflicts between people fairly instead one sidedness.
I noticed overtime people barely take accountability for their actions and just “ignore" it. It makes me absolutely sick if I or anybody I know does it. I feel like more and more everyday that people can’t be humble due to their massive egos and ignorance on the “big picture"
I don’t know if I’m being too high and mighty but it almost makes me feel like an injustice or ignorance of suffering.

Thoughts? Curious on what people my age think about using Yubo or if they use it all.

So basically I’ve started talking to other people again on friend apps. I started talking to this girl who I really seemed to vibe with. She seemed kind and sweet and It seemed we could really become good friends.
I told her I was struggling and told me she would help me to get better, bring me outside with her to hang for example. She told me she had good experience with her other friends who struggle. I told her it would currently be best for me to talk with her, due to physicall stuff I’m dealing with.

We shifted things into talking on the phone and things seemed fine, I started talking to her about losing some of my friends and I don’t have a lot of people to talk to. She seemed to really understand and could relate to what I was going through. I can’t remember what it was exactly but i think it had something to do with me bringing my ex up? She got angry at me and said I hurt her for bringing it up. I asked how I hurt her and she said I just don’t like it when people bring their ex up,
I told her that was my fault for bringing it up.

We continued talking and she would quickly get annoyed for slight things that I can’t remember.
I realized slowly that she was bipolar and asked her about why her mood shifts, she explained she was bipolar and had a strong verison of it.

I explained I’m here for her if she wants to talk and she said the same for me. She eventually would leave hints that she likes me, saying things like I’m cute and sending me pictures. I asked her if she’s into me and told her I currently don’t want a girlfriend, due to stuff I’m dealing with mentally and physically. She said she would wait and I told her i don’t think I’m the right person for her.

She starts getting angry/upset at me and saying things like I’m the first person in forever she likes and I’m an important person in her life after knowing me for like couple of hours or a day. She continues getting angry at me for saying that she barely knows me and that I might not feel the same even after getting to know her longer. She continues asking me if I like her and I don’t know what to say after trying to explain to her that I’m not interested in being in a relationship. I’ve probably written this badly and I don’t know if this will be taken the wrong way.

I don’t have have anything against people who are bipolar, it’s something you can’t control and people shouldn’t be ashamed for having it. I’ve personally been friends with someone who has it awhile back and never had any issues, probably due to having a lighter verison of it though.

The thing is I’m struggling badly and I’m constantly stressed with physically and mental symptoms. I need peace of mind and I’m afraid I’m going into dangerous territory for me and her. I want to support her but I don’t know what to make of her liking me when she barely knows me at all. I’m willing to answer questions and explain the situation better.

Edit: I just don’t know how she will react and I personally feel responsible for her. I’m afraid she might end her life if I stop talking to her. She randomly showed me her antidepressants and said this in a serious tone "do you think if I shallow all of this would be enough" Especially with her heavy trauma and sexual abuse she has gone through, I’m scared to do anything wrong.

I think she has friends she is frequently with that seems to come and go. Her family is barely in the picture and doesn’t have people to lean on there.

So basically I’ve started talking to other people again on friend apps. I started talking to this girl who I really seemed to vibe with. She seemed kind and sweet and It seemed we could really become good friends.
I told her I was struggling and told me she would help me to get better, bring me outside with her to hang for example. She told me she had good experience with her other friends who struggle. I told her it would currently be best for me to talk with her, due to physicall stuff I’m dealing with.

We shifted things into talking on the phone and things seemed fine, I started talking to her about losing some of my friends and I don’t have a lot of people to talk to. She seemed to really understand and could relate to what I was going through. I can’t remember what it was exactly but i think it had something to do with me bringing my ex up? She got angry at me and said I hurt her for bringing it up. I asked how I hurt her and she said I just don’t like it when people bring their ex up,
I told her that was my fault for bringing it up.

We continued talking and she would quickly get annoyed for slight things that I can’t remember.
I realized slowly that she was bipolar and asked her about why her mood shifts, she explained she was bipolar and had a strong verison of it.

I explained I’m here for her if she wants to talk and she said the same for me. She eventually would leave hints that she likes me, saying things like I’m cute and sending me pictures. I asked her if she’s into me and told her I currently don’t want a girlfriend, due to stuff I’m dealing with mentally and physically. She said she would wait and I told her i don’t think I’m the right person for her.

She starts getting angry/upset at me and saying things like I’m the first person in forever she likes and I’m an important person in her life after knowing me for like couple of hours or a day. She continues getting angry at me for saying that she barely knows me and that I might not feel the same even after getting to know her longer. She continues asking me if I like her and I don’t know what to say after trying to explain to her that I’m not interested in being in a relationship. I’ve probably written this badly and I don’t know if this will be taken the wrong way.

I don’t have have anything against people who are bipolar, it’s something you can’t control and people shouldn’t be ashamed for having it. I’ve personally been friends with someone who has it awhile back and never had any issues, probably due to having a lighter verison of it though.

The thing is I’m struggling badly and I’m constantly stressed with physically and mental symptoms. I need peace of mind and I’m afraid I’m going into dangerous territory for me and her. I want to support her but I don’t know what to make of her liking me when she barely knows me at all. I’m willing to answer questions and explain the situation better.

I’m not going to go into detail but I’ve been struggling for a while and noticed that I piggyback on my values for motivation to keep going on? I feel stupid for writing this and I’m not sure if this is just some type of stoicism.

I feel like hooking up or meeting a potential love interest is easier than making friends here in Norway due to tinder and other related apps. I’m wondering does anybody have any experience with friend apps or how to approach making friends in Norway? I feel like due to us Norwegians being so isolated or grouping of people, it’s hard to make friends as an individual/independent.

I’m currently in a situation between two of my former friends that has been caused by the lack of respect I’ve been given and understanding of my situation. There has been no acknowledgment/radio silence that we aren’t friends anymore that’s why I feel a strong urge to send a message explaining everything in detail and ending things with them because none of them want to be humble or create a understanding of the situation so I feel forced to do it. I’ve written almost an essay and I feel ridiculous, I feel like it has something to do with
me leaving things unsaid in other friendships/situations making them feel unresolved. I’m young but I’ve had a lot of friendships that ended due to them not having respect for me and treating me lesser, I’ve ended almost every friendship I’ve been in due to this. I need some wisdom from a fellow INFJ on this and similar experiences because I feel very alone on all of this.
I feel like there’s something wrong with me because lot of former friends say I take things too "personally" even though I’ve been proven time and time again that friends will passively abuse you and take advantage of you if given the chance. Probably weird thing to say but "smiling faces sometimes" feels more relatable each day. Hopefully someone has any relatable advice or can relate to what I’m talking about. Thanks.