u/MeasurementPrimary18

You name it. I help people, accompany them to hospital, buy their parents food, give their parents flowers for their birthday, lend them money to book an appartment, design their website for free, pay them food and coffee, invite them to my house, buy them gifts while travelling, help them in their uni assignment, make notes for them, cook for them, bake for them, buy them groceries, kitchen supplies, listen to them RANT for hours and the list goes on. Finally, they tell me that I'm the bad person. They devalue and discard me. I feel used and stupid. I'm now being coached into meditation. Life feels a lot lighter. I only have one friend to let go, she cas me at any time to CRY without asking if I have the emotional capacity. Was I right or not?

I've had one serious relationship. I'm really sad atm. I am a bit skeptical to date again. Do you see a hubby and kids in my destiny?

What was it about? How long it took? Let's share and help each other.

Day by day, my mind is at a suffering end.. People have always fooled me to use me for support and money. I have been a resource than a person. As I got more mature. I am now realizing it. It is way too late to correct the past now. My heart is crying deeply. I want to meet my soulmate. I am terrible at keeping a relationship as well. My soul is broken.

Please help me out! I am unable to create an OCI acc at the moment. Pfft. Help