Repeating dream
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Had a dream that I was younger again in school
Found out my cousins were vampires they tried to keep it from me but I found out
And we're not happy they tried to unalive me
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Had a dream that I was younger again in school
Found out my cousins were vampires they tried to keep it from me but I found out
And we're not happy they tried to unalive me
I'd love to be put in some giant panties while she just walks around all day
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I was disabled in middle school and was extremely short for my age i had scoliosis
And I was smalle enough to be picked on I was 4 foot 9 and my bully was over 6 foot
He after gym class and I got done in the shower
Waited for me in the locker room when I thought I was alone
He shoved me down kicked my ass choked me called me gay slurs and he spit in my mouth
A teacher saved me thank God
But I wish I would have had some bigger freinds at the time to stick up for me like in the movies
About a month after I tried taking mylfe after my mom died and I was dealing with my bullying memory too
It was just too much at the time
No one cares anyway seemed like it to me at the time
I just wanted to disappear
I never belonged
Back in middle school I was 14 years old more of a loner kid didn't really have freinds etc always seemed to get shit on by everyone
One day after gym we all had to of course take showers and i was nervous and scared to take one cause I was shy of my body
Thought I was alone but i wasn't
My bully was waiting for me he was at least 6 6 tall
And I was 4 foot 9 ish before my scoliosis surgery
So I couldn't really defend myself
He beat me up punched me hard in my ribs over and over threw me down on the locker room floor
Sat on me spit in my mouth which made me ask my mom after school to take me to a health clinic cause I was so scared
He tried forcing himself in me but thank God
A teacher saved me
A month later I tried ending it by taking pills
But I was scared and threw them up
I was 15 In middle school rather short for my age at 4 foot 9 cause of my scholiosis
Curvature of my spine
He kicked me shoved me down
One time picked me up off the ground with my shirt collar several inches off the ground through me like a rag doll basically that pants a picture
The incident that still haunts me today
I was in gym class and I always waited to take a shower
After class cause I was scared so I thought I was alone
Welll I wasn't he waited for me
Beat me up choked me spit on my face
And tried forcing himself on me
I was so short and weak I couldn't defend myself
Thank God a teacher saved the day tho
I thought about taking mylife some days after my experience but i didn't
So back in middle school I was severely bullied no stop it seemed like I was your typical wall flower kid
I had scoliosis so I had a curvature of my spine
And got picked and beat up on called a freak
And I just saw the movie let me in for the first time ever
I freiken loved it
Makes me wish tho I had someone stop my bullys like that somedays
It's not letting me see my account for some reason
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I'm 4 foot 9 inches and have scholios
Would very much like a 7 foot tall giant in my fantasy 😈
To keep me safe and protect me
Back in 2015 I was a freshman in high school
I was 4 foot 9 inches with severe scoliosis
I got bullied for being short 😔
My bully was 7 foot tall so I could really defend myself
He used to shove me into walls
Trip me kick me hold me down and spit in my mouth
Pick me up by my neck collar off the ground
Like I was nothing
And one day after gym I some how found my self alone with him in the shower area he saw me
And chased me cornered me brought me to knees
And tried to force me to make me give him a BJ
But thank God the gym teacher walked in and saved me
I broke down crying immediately
Good news tho
He's in prison for life for murder
In Saginaw Michigan this morning
Turned My vizio tv 55" on
And it's not loading its home screen
Hey I'm 34 I've experienced over 22 surgerys at u f m
2 heart surgery and a back surgery I have degeorge syndrome
Lost my mom at 15 in 2008
Lost my dad 2 years ago
And im only 34
And I feel like not going on sometimes
MLS
So the scene that hit me in Man in the high castle
Was when they all were saying we're there family's
Had fallen and the lead person said my home town of
Saginaw Michigan
I freaked out at that part