


random ass shower thoughts
after a couple months within this fandom, i'm just now realizing how much more painful it's gonna be if in season 10 buddie doesn't go canon (which is generally around 60/40% depending on who you ask with the introduction of Theo back into the picture)
originally, back when S8E15 was released on april 17th, 2025, i was mostly only watching "The Rookie" and any major deaths that have happened happened earlier in the first four seasons with captain andersen and jackson as well as other less sadder deaths with armstrong, rosalind, jason, and monica. Given that context, I was really shocked by the reactions to bobby's death and the events and seasons leading up to it, though I didn't think that it was that big of a deal personally since I didn't watch the show at the time
and, in the year and couple months since, during the hiatus before "The Rookie" returned earlier this year, I picked up 2-3 additional shows, though none of which is holding me HOSTAGE like buddie is </3
in reality, i've waited like a couple weeks while season 9 was airing, but even that is killing me honestly (i don't get how some of y'all who've been watching from the start waiting for even bi buck have been doing this). only other similar experience i've had is watching the first few seasons of "Law and Order: Special Victims Unit" and giving up once i've realized that 27 seasons in, the closest they've gotten is a near kiss in season 24 and them continuing to exchange emotional "i love yous", even as a straight couple on network television 🫠