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My conscience was in a very dark place. I’m pretty sure I would have suffered ECT. But that’s just me.

Then all of a sudden universalism becomes a lot more appealing

Or should I pray for cancer to take me?

I can see how evangelicals could become disillusioned with Protestantism. perhaps they are looking for more continuity. plus these ancient traditions have richer theologies than Protestantism.

near death experiences occur in every culture all over the globe. they all seem to be really positive.

i can't handle that much tv. sensory overload.

why do i want to sleep with any attractive woman i see?

k so in my teens it might have made sense to be horny all the time. for the purpose of procreation. but why at my age? there is no way that i could ever take care of a baby at this age?

Not other religions. Even most Christians (1 Cor 3).

When I was younger I thought that I could make a difference and I genuinely tried.

But now that I am older I realized that most ppl r damaged by religion.

Most of us need to die in order to be reconciled to TRUTH.

i've been fasting for 3 years. most days i do 20 hours. if i stick with carnivore i can pull off a 24 hour fast.

however, i am bipolar 2, and an HSP, so my stress levels seem pretty high.

lately it seems i suffer a fair amount of disassociation. could it be from fasting?

But not anymore :(

anyone else able to listen?

I’m not too impressed. He uses mostly sentiment but hardly any verses at all.

i've never been able to do it. but i have 4 deconstructed friends who are now atheists. 3 of whom i was in bible school with.

do you yall discredit all subjective experiences as being unreliable? or only universal in that every religious person "experiences" God in the context of their own religion?

so the muslims pray to allah and read the koran and feel something; the hindus do the same; as do the budhists; and the mormons; and the jws; and the bahai; and the sihks etc.

am i leaving anybody out?

basically it's just subjective silliness?

is it possible to feel good any other way?

would that be a good idea?

I’m at Starbucks currently. Better than nothing. Everyone seems normal and happy.