u/Mountain-Buddy5375

I never thought I would be the person to compare myself to someone else but it's all I can do lately. I could have done so much with my life. I could have tried to put an effort into my looks and try to socialize and build up my status since the 9th grade but my anti-socialness and self esteem issues and me thinking I was unattractive somehow stopped me from making friends or being able to fit in. And this was a mistake on my part because i realized I'm actually really handsome. I have no memories to look back to in Highschool.

Others will have so many fun and wonderful high school memories to look back to yet I have nothing. Everyone went to parties, get togethers, went shopping with friends, posted selfies on social media together, went to restaurants together, celebrated birthdays together and overall got to enjoy each other's presence and make the best out of their high school experience. My HS was full of so many kinds of people and I wish I could have been connected to them all this time. But my self esteem issues, anxiety, and depression were at a rock bottom which prevented me from having girlfriends and guy friends.

High school is nothing without friends or company. I didn't realize how much this isolation would kill me until now. It just suddenly hit me now at 32 that high school is over and I never got to enjoy it. I never got to make friends or socialize or fit in with others. I cannot redo my life. I feel like an alien. I have NO ONE to talk to or make me feel wanted. I have spent all my living years alone without any friends or anyone to give me company or support.

Life is nothing without friends. Humans live off interaction with one another and cannot function without it. I'm just coming to terms with the fact that I have absolutely no value because I don't have a label. I'm just me, simple and plain. I never did anything or got out there or made a name for myself. I just went to class and then went home to be on a computer for the rest of the day.

I no longer have self esteem issues, depression, anxiety, and social avoidance issues anymore but now I feel like I am too late to create the life I've always wanted due to my age.

Hi everyone!! has anyone ever gone to any Disneyland solo? How many days did you go?
How was your experience? I am asking because I live in the USA, and am planning on going on a solo trip to Europe, and since I will be in France I really want to go to Disney Land Paris and don't have my friends or family to go with, so l am not sure if what i am doing is weird or not? Please let me know!!

I really admire how fair and clear Korean skin looks. I’m not trying to completely change my skin color, but I’d like to make it brighter and more even. Any tips/advice would be much appreciated!

I'm 32 years old I'm male and people say I look 10 years older than my age. I feel very depressed about this, how can I actually look 10 years younger than my age please any advice would be much appreciated! I've never used skincare before. Lately, I've been really curious because I've heard more people talking about it, and I think it could be beneficial for me, so I'd like to start. I searched online for what to buy, but I discovered it's a very vast world. However, I was able to purchase the MIXSOON skincare set as well as BEAUTY OF JOSEON SUNSCREEN 50SPF. Is there anything else that I need? Please let me know because I really want to take care of my skin. People say I look 10 years older and i would like to look 10 years younger.