u/Muted-Fee-4436

I used to be alt, had every possible hair color, wore really fun clothes and all but I found it tiring and grew out of it, I’m still woke, invested in politics and stuff happening in word, have some fun niche intrest but stopped dressing alt and went back to my natural haircolor, ig u can say I look basic rn and I’ve noticed some of my old friends kinda lost intrest in our friendship after that, like I’m still the same person

Idk what am I supposed to to, I have oretty complicated relationship with my grandma, long story short she gave me a lot of trauma in my childhood, made me belive I was not loved by my parents which was one of cause of my depression and kinda started my issues with picture of my body which evolved into ed that I’m still trying to beat. I don’t have much good memories with her, mostly just tears and fear, but I kinda get why she was like that, she us really reallyy lonely person, lives alone since my grandpa died in a city 4h drive away from me, she has quite difficult character so she is alone most of the time and recently struggling bit mire with her health. She visited my fimily about month ago and I think she kinda changed. Rn she is texing me from time to time asking bout my life and idk if I should start talking with her again, I feel guilty for giving her dry answers and not asking how is she doing but I fear that it will go back to state it was in my childhood with „phone works both ways” comments, trauma dumping and constantly making me feel even more guilty with things like „I will soon die and my own granddaughter won’t even notice” or „You will remind yourself bout me at my funeral but it will be too late” and honestly I don’t have much power to put up with this, I’m really sensitive person and that things touch me deeply but at the same time I feel like a worst person ever not reaching out to her when she does so, I mean she didn’t texted me for 7 years in such way and now she started to geniuenly try to be better i think, should I give her second chance??

I start uni in a month on art history and I’m looking for some universal tips, ik it looks different in each country so just drop sth maybe less specific :))

most of my friends (and me) who listen to the doors know them from their moms who had crush on jim in youth, I wonder if there is more of us loll

nie mam starszych znajomych, ani nikogo w rodzinie żeby mi to wytłumaczył, a kompletnie nie ogarniam o co chodzi z tym zapisywaniem się na zajęcia w usosie, czy zapisywać muszę się na każde z zajeć, czy na niektóre będę jakoś automatycznie przydzielona, kiedy mniej więcej to się robi i jak

16 minut temu na uam mialy dropic wyniki i czaje ze serwery padly ale wie ktos moze kiedy bedzie mozna sprawdzic mniej wiecej?? musze rano wstac a nie usne jak sie n dowiem czy sie dostalam XDDD