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I know this is so off topic and is on wrong sub, but who can fed my delulu mind other than you guyssss... please help me out... and mod please dont remove my post

I think I finally realized I like him, but I have no idea how to talk to him normally 😭

Okay, this is going to sound stupid, but I genuinely need some outside perspective.

There's this guy from college(senior, passed out last year from clg). He's usually the one who initiates conversations with me, and we've had this weird little history for a while.

Last year's Rangpanchmi was probably the first moment where I really noticed there was something between us. We applied colour to each other, and apparently everyone around us already knew there was some sort of tension between us because everyone literally got excited when it happened. He was smiling a lot and apparently waited afterward to talk to me.

Meanwhile, I did what I do best, I avoided him. 😭 Whenever he came near me, I'd literally look at a wall just to avoid eye contact or conversation.

We mostly talked more comfortably on Snapchat after that, but even then, I've always been weirdly awkward with him in person.

Recently, we went on a trek together. Before going, I was genuinely freaking out thinking he'd probably ignore me in real life and that I'd be awkward the entire time.

Except... the complete opposite happened.

Throughout the trek, he kept initiating small interactions with me—asking me to join a reel, coming over to ask for water, returning the bottle to my backpack, joining a conversation I was having, asking if I was scared while crossing a stream, joking around, etc.

At one point I gave him a KitKat, and later while he was walking with my friend, the conversation somehow came to Rangpanchmi. He apparently pointed toward me and said something along the lines of “Aamchi Rangpanchmi tar boltach nahi”, basically referring to the fact that I don't talk to him.

My friend then told him, “She won't initiate herself, you should talk too,” and he apparently said that he'd already tried talking to me three times and that I talk to him on Snapchat but didn't really talk to him during the trek.

My friend then teased him about the chocolate I gave him, and apparently he just smiled and admitted that I had given it to him. 😭

The funny part is that I spent the whole trek thinking “what if he ignores me?” when I was literally the one avoiding him half the time. 💀

Now that I'm home, I've realized something I was trying very hard not to admit:

I think I actually like him.

Not just because he gives me attention. I genuinely want to talk to him even when he isn't initiating. I get jealous when he's around other girls, I've always found him cute, and honestly I'm just happy watching him be himself.

But I'm also scared. I want to reach a point where I can actually talk to him normally without 500 thoughts running through my head about every word, look, reply, etc.

So I'm not really asking Reddit to tell me whether he likes me—because obviously nobody can know that from this.

How do you get comfortable talking to someone you have a crush on when your brain completely stops functioning around them? 😭

TL;DR: I have a college friend/crush who usually initiates with me, but I'm extremely awkward around him IRL despite talking normally on Snapchat. We had a Rangpanchmi moment last year where everyone noticed the chemistry, and during our recent trek he repeatedly tried to interact with me and even told my friend he'd tried talking to me three times. I finally realized I genuinely like him, but now I want to know how to stop overthinking and actually communicate with him normally. 😭

Well and also I was already writing a book on wattpad on my clg lifeeeee omgggg

Pata hai aaj kya hua...

I think I finally realized I like him, but I have no idea how to talk to him normally 😭

Okay, this is going to sound stupid, but I genuinely need some outside perspective.

There's this guy from college(senior, passed out last year from clg). He's usually the one who initiates conversations with me, and we've had this weird little history for a while.

Last year's Rangpanchmi was probably the first moment where I really noticed there was something between us. We applied colour to each other, and apparently everyone around us already knew there was some sort of tension between us because everyone literally got excited when it happened. He was smiling a lot and apparently waited afterward to talk to me.

Meanwhile, I did what I do best, I avoided him. 😭 Whenever he came near me, I'd literally look at a wall just to avoid eye contact or conversation.

We mostly talked more comfortably on Snapchat after that, but even then, I've always been weirdly awkward with him in person.

Recently, we went on a trek together. Before going, I was genuinely freaking out thinking he'd probably ignore me in real life and that I'd be awkward the entire time.

Except... the complete opposite happened.

Throughout the trek, he kept initiating small interactions with me—asking me to join a reel, coming over to ask for water, returning the bottle to my backpack, joining a conversation I was having, asking if I was scared while crossing a stream, joking around, etc.

At one point I gave him a KitKat, and later while he was walking with my friend, the conversation somehow came to Rangpanchmi. He apparently pointed toward me and said something along the lines of “Aamchi Rangpanchmi tar boltach nahi”, basically referring to the fact that I don't talk to him.

My friend then told him, “She won't initiate herself, you should talk too,” and he apparently said that he'd already tried talking to me three times and that I talk to him on Snapchat but didn't really talk to him during the trek.

My friend then teased him about the chocolate I gave him, and apparently he just smiled and admitted that I had given it to him. 😭

The funny part is that I spent the whole trek thinking “what if he ignores me?” when I was literally the one avoiding him half the time. 💀

Now that I'm home, I've realized something I was trying very hard not to admit:

I think I actually like him.

Not just because he gives me attention. I genuinely want to talk to him even when he isn't initiating. I get jealous when he's around other girls, I've always found him cute, and honestly I'm just happy watching him be himself.

But I'm also scared. I want to reach a point where I can actually talk to him normally without 500 thoughts running through my head about every word, look, reply, etc.

TL;DR: I have a college friend/crush who usually initiates with me, but I'm extremely awkward around him IRL despite talking normally on Snapchat. We had a Rangpanchmi moment last year where everyone noticed the chemistry, and during our recent trek he repeatedly tried to interact with me and even told my friend he'd tried talking to me three times. I finally realized I genuinely like him, but now I want to know how to stop overthinking and actually communicate with him normally. 😭

I think I finally realized I like him, but I have no idea how to talk to him normally 😭

Okay, this is going to sound stupid, but I genuinely need some outside perspective.

There's this guy from college(senior, passed out last year from clg). He's usually the one who initiates conversations with me, and we've had this weird little history for a while.

Last year's Rangpanchmi was probably the first moment where I really noticed there was something between us. We applied colour to each other, and apparently everyone around us already knew there was some sort of tension between us because everyone literally got excited when it happened. He was smiling a lot and apparently waited afterward to talk to me.

Meanwhile, I did what I do best, I avoided him. 😭 Whenever he came near me, I'd literally look at a wall just to avoid eye contact or conversation.

We mostly talked more comfortably on Snapchat after that, but even then, I've always been weirdly awkward with him in person.

Recently, we went on a trek together. Before going, I was genuinely freaking out thinking he'd probably ignore me in real life and that I'd be awkward the entire time.

Except... the complete opposite happened.

Throughout the trek, he kept initiating small interactions with me—asking me to join a reel, coming over to ask for water, returning the bottle to my backpack, joining a conversation I was having, asking if I was scared while crossing a stream, joking around, etc.

At one point I gave him a KitKat, and later while he was walking with my friend, the conversation somehow came to Rangpanchmi. He apparently pointed toward me and said something along the lines of “Aamchi Rangpanchmi tar boltach nahi”, basically referring to the fact that I don't talk to him.

My friend then told him, “She won't initiate herself, you should talk too,” and he apparently said that he'd already tried talking to me three times and that I talk to him on Snapchat but didn't really talk to him during the trek.

My friend then teased him about the chocolate I gave him, and apparently he just smiled and admitted that I had given it to him. 😭

The funny part is that I spent the whole trek thinking “what if he ignores me?” when I was literally the one avoiding him half the time. 💀

Now that I'm home, I've realized something I was trying very hard not to admit:

I think I actually like him.

Not just because he gives me attention. I genuinely want to talk to him even when he isn't initiating. I get jealous when he's around other girls, I've always found him cute, and honestly I'm just happy watching him be himself.

But I'm also scared. I want to reach a point where I can actually talk to him normally without 500 thoughts running through my head about every word, look, reply, etc.

So I'm not really asking Reddit to tell me whether he likes me—because obviously nobody can know that from this.

How do you get comfortable talking to someone you have a crush on when your brain completely stops functioning around them? 😭

TL;DR: I have a college friend/crush who usually initiates with me, but I'm extremely awkward around him IRL despite talking normally on Snapchat. We had a Rangpanchmi moment last year where everyone noticed the chemistry, and during our recent trek he repeatedly tried to interact with me and even told my friend he'd tried talking to me three times. I finally realized I genuinely like him, but now I want to know how to stop overthinking and actually communicate with him normally. 😭

I think I finally realized I like him, but I have no idea how to talk to him normally 😭

Okay, this is going to sound stupid, but I genuinely need some outside perspective.

There's this guy from college(senior, passed out last year from clg). He's usually the one who initiates conversations with me, and we've had this weird little history for a while.

Last year's Rangpanchmi was probably the first moment where I really noticed there was something between us. We applied colour to each other, and apparently everyone around us already knew there was some sort of tension between us because everyone literally got excited when it happened. He was smiling a lot and apparently waited afterward to talk to me.

Meanwhile, I did what I do best, I avoided him. 😭 Whenever he came near me, I'd literally look at a wall just to avoid eye contact or conversation.

We mostly talked more comfortably on Snapchat after that, but even then, I've always been weirdly awkward with him in person.

Recently, we went on a trek together. Before going, I was genuinely freaking out thinking he'd probably ignore me in real life and that I'd be awkward the entire time.

Except... the complete opposite happened.

Throughout the trek, he kept initiating small interactions with me—asking me to join a reel, coming over to ask for water, returning the bottle to my backpack, joining a conversation I was having, asking if I was scared while crossing a stream, joking around, etc.

At one point I gave him a KitKat, and later while he was walking with my friend, the conversation somehow came to Rangpanchmi. He apparently pointed toward me and said something along the lines of “Aamchi Rangpanchmi tar boltach nahi”, basically referring to the fact that I don't talk to him.

My friend then told him, “She won't initiate herself, you should talk too,” and he apparently said that he'd already tried talking to me three times and that I talk to him on Snapchat but didn't really talk to him during the trek.

My friend then teased him about the chocolate I gave him, and apparently he just smiled and admitted that I had given it to him. 😭

The funny part is that I spent the whole trek thinking “what if he ignores me?” when I was literally the one avoiding him half the time. 💀

Now that I'm home, I've realized something I was trying very hard not to admit:

I think I actually like him.

Not just because he gives me attention. I genuinely want to talk to him even when he isn't initiating. I get jealous when he's around other girls, I've always found him cute, and honestly I'm just happy watching him be himself.

But I'm also scared. I want to reach a point where I can actually talk to him normally without 500 thoughts running through my head about every word, look, reply, etc.

So I'm not really asking Reddit to tell me whether he likes me—because obviously nobody can know that from this.

How do you get comfortable talking to someone you have a crush on when your brain completely stops functioning around them? 😭

TL;DR: I have a college friend/crush who usually initiates with me, but I'm extremely awkward around him IRL despite talking normally on Snapchat. We had a Rangpanchmi moment last year where everyone noticed the chemistry, and during our recent trek he repeatedly tried to interact with me and even told my friend he'd tried talking to me three times. I finally realized I genuinely like him, but now I want to know how to stop overthinking and actually communicate with him normally. 😭

So im freaking out rn because because because

My friend is pregnant 😭😭😭 idk what to say

Before you say you should be happy,, NO!

We are 19, in college, mid internship.

And if you ask mi how this happened-?

Well my friend is already in a setup where her family had already fixed her marriag3 with a boy from their known family idk and idgaf about it....

So they got sexually active recently only when she turned 18 and then they continued it whenever she or he visited each other's house.

She thought this time also everything will be fine, that there'll be nothing like pregnant or whatever... so they did it.

So her periods were two weeks late, she thought she stopped doing yoga and going to gym and was sitting in home so they might have gotten late....

But then she started feeling like vomiting, and she also started feeling dizzy...

I suggested her to do pregnancy test once to make the picture clear...

And we did it in-- college 🙏🏻🙏🏻 sorry...

Because she was way too terrified and we couldn't go to each other's house so we did it in clg washroom in time when everyone was in lecture....

So we waited and waited for minutes.. and the hell that line turned red and I am feeling dizzy now 🥲✌️

Now I don't know what to suggest her

What should I suggest her now??

तू हवा असा....

तू हवा असा, चंद्राभोवती तारा जसा

तू हवा असा,भागीरथी साठी अलकनंदा जसा

तू हवा असा,सांज वेळीतील गारवा जसा

तू हवा असा,अपूर्ण स्वप्नातील राजा जसा

तू हवा असा,माझा हरवलेला आनंद जसा ❤️

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