u/Mystic_Mantis

After several experiences I had in the last couple months and doing the gateway process, I have had a growing interest in the men in black, not only that but coming across them while having an out of body experience. I heard that they can "pick you up" or interact with you on other layers of reality. Curoius if anyone here has heard anything about this or has had an experience? Would love to hear more if you feel comfortable sharing. My Dm's are open as well.

I was sitting in my living room last night, was going to get ready for bed soon. Then all of a sudden my entire apartment changed into what looked like a giant round room with white everywhere. There was metal tables, metal tools and devices on the walls and other beings were there. It happened so fast, not even a second and then it was gone. The best way I can explain it was it was like somebody put a screen over my vision for just a breif second and then I was back in my apartment. This has never happened to me before and I don't know what to think about it. I don't do psychedelics or anything like that. I hadn't even had a drink that day. I'm genuinely confused.

I started doing meditation lately for memory recall becuase I've been taken before but this didn't feel like that. It was like it was happening in real time. If it really had been a memory then why would it appear in place of my apartment?

As far as the beings it all happened so fast I didn't get the chance to really see them, I could see them off to the left but before I could turn my head or even react it was all gone.

About a month ago I experienced what has to be one of the most extraordinary things that has ever happened to me. I am a lifelong experiencer and recently have undergone the process of trying to retreive repressed memories from nhi. I use mugwort tea with blue lotus petals for my meditations. It has been successful and I have slowly been getting memories since I started. On this particular day however, it was unlike anything I expected to happen. I apologize, this will be a long post but trust me the read is worth it.

I was laying in bed meditating and after a good amount of time I found myself laying paralyzed on a table in a circular room with rounded edges on everything. It was black, red and purple. Dark shades. To my right stood a short zeta grey type looking being with black clothes on. Behind him stood a group of 15-20 more who seemed more robotic in nature. The main one lifted up a tablet looking device and showed me a video of myself speaking. I was on the verge of tears saying "I just wanted to be a normal human". I felt sad and embarrassed when he set the tablet down. He then grabbed a long metallic looking tool and quickly sliced my abdomen with it. My gut opened up revealing pink organs, as soon as this happened my awareness shot out of my body and started drifting towards the back of the room and around the side towards the beings. I could still see my body laying on the table. When I stopped at the back of the room all of the beings turned at the exact same time and just stared at my awareness with zero expression or sound. The whole things made me uncomfortable so I pushed myself out of the room.

I then found myself in a large place with see through walls, ceiling and floors. In every direction there were more rooms stacked on top of each other like boxes. You could see into them. In the room I was in there were these short beings completley covered in hair. Someone I didn't see came in and threw a living human baby onto the floor. These beings scurried over to the baby and started ripping it apart and eating it. Around me I could see humans being tortured and sexually abused. I felt like I was in the body of a child and was really short. The beings came closer to me and were smiling sadistcly. Out of fear I mentally projected a bathroom stall around me and locked the door. They pushed towards me and overpowered me breaking down my constuct till it shrank down and dissapeared.

I was then transported to a public bathroom with yellow lighting and square white tiles on the floor with black lines. I was hiding in the stall on the floor next to the toilet. Once again I felt like I was a child and my body was really small. I then heard a door open and under the stall door I saw two pair of polished black dress shoes and black business pants walk quickly towards my stall. The man stopped in front of the door and slowly pushed it open revealing one of those short hairy creatures again. As soon as it's face came into view my brain broke and I couldn't comprehend what I was looking at. I dont know why but I could not comprehend or even perceive it's true face. After a few seconds my brain just placed a large grinning pair of purple lips on it's face and thats what my brain accepted as the face of this being. After a couple seconds of it staring at me next to the tall man I was pushed out of the scene into another craft.

I was drifting around this room without a body and it was round and very bright. White lights, white walls, ceilings and flooring. In the middle of the room was a table and laying on it was what I'm pretty sure was my human body. A human looking man was laying on top of it and doing the deed. Surrounding the table was a group of 10-15 tall greys standing in a circle without any expressions or sound just watching. After a couple seconds of this I was pushed into the next area. I was a baby standing in my crib in my parent's room at night. By my parent's bed stood a short non-human child who was just watching me. He was covered head to toe in rock looking scales and had short horns all over his head. His eyes were black and he had what looked like a very small rock-like beak where his mouth was. His skin was a dark brown color. He looked very simular to how turians look from the game mass effect, at least in the face.

After several seconds the scene changed and I was an adult standing in my shower. Right at the shower door stood the same being except he was an adult as well. He moved closer to me until he was in my shower and was right up on me. We started to do the deed which was uncomfortable. When it was over I was back in bed in my room and everything was back to normal except for my intense confusion.

Ever since this happened my experiences have increased and i'm being visited more now. It feels like something was altered deep within me but I'm not exactly sure what. I haven't felt like the same person since it happened and weird things have been occuring since then. I'm going to continue to post as things escalate.

About a month ago I experienced what has to be one of the most extraordinary things that has ever happened to me. I am a lifelong experiencer and recently have undergone the process of trying to retreive repressed memories from nhi. I use mugwort tea with blue lotus petals for my meditations. It has been successful and I have slowly been getting memories since I started. On this particular day however, it was unlike anything I expected to happen. I apologize, this will be a long post but trust me the read is worth it.

I was laying in bed meditating and after a good amount of time I found myself laying paralyzed on a table in a circular room with rounded edges on everything. It was black, red and purple. Dark shades. To my right stood a short zeta grey type looking being with black clothes on. Behind him stood a group of 15-20 more who seemed more robotic in nature. The main one lifted up a tablet looking device and showed me a video of myself speaking. I was on the verge of tears saying "I just wanted to be a normal human". I felt sad and embarrassed when he set the tablet down. He then grabbed a long metallic looking tool and quickly sliced my abdomen with it. My gut opened up revealing pink organs, as soon as this happened my awareness shot out of my body and started drifting towards the back of the room and around the side towards the beings. I could still see my body laying on the table. When I stopped at the back of the room all of the beings turned at the exact same time and just stared at my awareness with zero expression or sound. The whole things made me uncomfortable so I pushed myself out of the room.

I then found myself in a large place with see through walls, ceiling and floors. In every direction there were more rooms stacked on top of each other like boxes. You could see into them. In the room I was in there were these short beings completley covered in hair. Someone I didn't see came in and threw a living human baby onto the floor. These beings scurried over to the baby and started ripping it apart and eating it. Around me I could see humans being tortured and sexually abused. I felt like I was in the body of a child and was really short. The beings came closer to me and were smiling sadistcly. Out of fear I mentally projected a bathroom stall around me and locked the door. They pushed towards me and overpowered me breaking down my constuct till it shrank down and dissapeared.

I was then transported to a public bathroom with yellow lighting and square white tiles on the floor with black lines. I was hiding in the stall on the floor next to the toilet. Once again I felt like I was a child and my body was really small. I then heard a door open and under the stall door I saw two pair of polished black dress shoes and black business pants walk quickly towards my stall. The man stopped in front of the door and slowly pushed it open revealing one of those short hairy creatures again. As soon as it's face came into view my brain broke and I couldn't comprehend what I was looking at. I dont know why but I could not comprehend or even perceive it's true face. After a few seconds my brain just placed a large grinning pair of purple lips on it's face and thats what my brain accepted as the face of this being. After a couple seconds of it staring at me next to the tall man I was pushed out of the scene into another craft.

I was drifting around this room without a body and it was round and very bright. White lights, white walls, ceilings and flooring. In the middle of the room was a table and laying on it was what I'm pretty sure was my human body. A human looking man was laying on top of it and doing the deed. Surrounding the table was a group of 10-15 tall greys standing in a circle without any expressions or sound just watching.

After a couple seconds of this I was pushed into the next area. I was a baby standing in my crib in my parent's room at night. By my parent's bed stood a short non-human child who was just watching me. He was covered head to toe in rock looking scales and had short horns all over his head. His eyes were black and he had what looked like a very small rock-like beak where his mouth was. His skin was a dark brown color. He looked very simular to how turians look from the game mass effect, at least in the face. After several seconds the scene changed and I was an adult standing in my shower. Right at the shower door stood the same being except he was an adult as well. He moved closer to me until he was in my shower and was right up on me. We started to do the deed which was uncomfortable. When it was over I was back in bed in my room and everything was back to normal except for my intense confusion.

Ever since this happened my experiences have increased and i'm being visited more now. It feels like something was altered deep within me but I'm not exactly sure what. I haven't felt like the same person since it happened and weird things have been occuring since then. I'm going to continue to post as things escalate.

When I was laying in bed this morning my body became paralyzed all of a sudden and my awareness left my body and was in the living room. The weird part is I still seemed to have some sort of body it was just less physical. Without thinking I immeditaly started touching my thumb to all my finger tips. I dont think they were human fingers. My fingers felt a little skinner and longer than they should and the way I was moving them felt weird. I have no idea why I did this and it was on both hands. Right after I did this I felt something pulling me towards my window across the living room. As I moved closer and closer I felt like someone was trying to take me through the window and I got kinda freaked out. I started trying to fight it becuase it was freaking me out that my body was paralyzed and I was ejected from my body in bed. After this happened it stopped and I was back in my bed again no longer paralyzed. All of this happened within what felt like the span of a minute or two, it was very fast. Not sure what to feel about it.