I find myself I'm listening to this song a lot when I need to be reminded that I am not a basket case or "strange".
People just need to be reminded gently, when they feel like no one notices them, that they matter.
...And in turn, I/us ENFJs; usually, will be ok and that it's alright to feel~βΊοΈβ€οΈπ₯°
Didn't even know this came from this subreddit. Why I do feel so called out? π
Just some therapy since I can't actually afford it right now. Decided to give that book a read, even though I do my best and do meditation anyway.
Been working at a low volume/chill gas station for a while. Coworkers are great as well. One passed from a heart attack tho. While looking for another job.
There is this married coworker. Who I met (has a kid), who at first I didn't think anything other than, normal "Hi/Sup/Morning". All smiles and whatever. She seems positive and is a hard worker. She's also my age.
She's very sweet, always like: "HI N00dlemonk3y! How are you!" "Thanks for everything N00dlemonk3y!"
I remember a few weeks after the day I got hired. She was just trying to explain stuff to me, cause I was messing up but not a big deal. She goes:
"I'm the mom, I'm used to being the bad guy. So if you need anything, it's ok to ask."
Months go by, no worries, nothing. Was walking home one night and that quote flashes through mind and it bothered me the whole way home.
Flash to more recent. Trying to go to the gym consistently to workout for health and I get the normal heart racing that comes with exercise but it doesn't go away.
I'm now at a friend's house trying to breathe and want to cry, had him pick me up and wondering why I'm feeling this way.
I just thought I had the 'caring' part of my personality type under lock and key, for work. I know myself and my emotions pretty well.
Sorry for wall of text. I just feel odd, anybody have this issue?
Long story short and I'm not entirely sure how to explain this.
Been working at a low volume/chill gas station for a while. Coworkers are great as well. One passed from a heart attack tho. While looking for another job.
There is this married coworker. Who I met (has a kid), who at first I didn't think anything other than, normal "Hi/Sup/Morning". All smiles and whatever. She seems positive and is a hard worker. She's also my age.
She's very sweet, always like: "HI N00dlemonk3y! How are you!" "Thanks for everything N00dlemonk3y!"
I remember a few weeks after the day I got hired. She was just trying to explain stuff to me, cause I was messing up but not a big deal. She goes:
"I'm the mom, I'm used to being the bad guy. So if you need anything, it's ok to ask."
Months go by, no worries, nothing. Was walking home one night and that quote flashes through mind and it bothered me the whole way home.
Flash to more recent. Trying to go to the gym consistently to workout for asthma and health and my heart starts racing. Thought that was normal, but then it doesn't go away. My "worry" just starts to get worse, and worse.
I'm now at a friend's house trying to breathe and want to cry, had him pick me up and wondering why I'm feeling this way.
I just thought I had my the 'caring' part of my personality type under lock and key, for work. I know myself and my emotions pretty well.
Just not this time it seems...
But yeah, sorry for wall of text. I just feel odd, anybody have this issue?
Long story short and I'm not entirely sure how to explain this. Been living with Sis in her bi-level house (it's 5 of us: BIL, dog, nephew, Sis, and our mom). Kind of a crazy house. But it's ok.
Been working at a low volume/chill gas station for a while. Coworkers are great as well. One passed from a heart attack tho. While looking for another job.
There is this married coworker. Who I met (has a kid), who at first I didn't think anything other than, normal "Hi/Sup/Morning". All smiles and whatever. She seems positive and is a hard worker. She's also my age.
She's very sweet, always like: "HI N00dlemonk3y! How are you!" "Thanks for everything N00dlemonk3y!"
I remember a few weeks after the day I got hired. She was just trying to explain stuff to me, cause I was messing up but not a big deal. She goes:
"I'm the mom, I'm used to being the bad guy. So if you need anything, it's ok to ask."
Months go by, no worries, nothing. Was walking home one night and that quote flashes through mind and it bothered me the whole way home.
Flash to more recent. Trying to go to the gym consistently to workout for asthma and health and my heart starts racing. Thought that was normal, but then it doesn't go away. My "worry" just starts to get worse, and worse.
I'm now at a friend's house trying to breathe and want to cry, had him pick me up and wondering why I'm feeling this way.
I just thought I had my the ENFJ 'caring' part of my personality type under lock and key, for work. I know myself and my emotions pretty well.
Just not this time it seems...haven't had anxiety/panic attack in a long time.
But yeah, sorry for wall of text. Just need to throw this out there. I just feel odd, anybody have this issue? It could be a bunch of stuff just going on and I can't compartmentalize right now.
Bought Raclette today at the grocery store while waiting for a bus.
Just want to say, this is glorious cheese!! I love the nutty/funky smell and notes, I guess I'll add this to my list of cheeses that I like.
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So, looking to get some anime. Haven't collected in a while.
Can't decide what to get. Frieren Suitcase Lmtd. Ed. S1 Pt. 2 and get Pt. 1 to go with it.
Or Start Vindland Saga and collect the Deluxe Manga.
Could buy both but it's also a lot of money right now.
Suggestions??
Tho, I guess I really wish they would have done the Suitcase for after the anime is done, but oh well. But also really dig everything in that suitcase.
Just some pics from the convention. Had a really fun time! β€οΈπ It was nice to go to a convention again after so long.
Been going to Tekko, since Thursday. My first Tekko 2026 being back since; somewhere in the 2000s, can't remember. Moved back home recently.
Friday was fun!
Just wanted to share what I got from Tekko so far. Was gonna go yesterday but my Sciatica was acting all sorts of hell, so sat Saturday out. My friend and I are going today!
Included are pictures from around the con, that I saw. :D
First off don't know much about buying Cels or Drawing for animation stuff.
EDIT: They are called Art-Toons.
There was an older couple running a vendor/booth today at my local Tekko convention in Pittsburgh.
This guy and his wife said they had been around and getting animation cels since the 90s and had only been doing my local convention for about 2 years, so far. Whether they been selling elsewhere idk.
They were very kind and nice. Listening to the husband talk about getting cels or at the very least reproductions too, who he met, how he gets them, was nice to hear how excited he was talking to customers.
I know these are reproductions as he also explained it to me; how these are done, and helped me find some stuff.
Never thought'd I go into the rabbit hole of animation cels, but here I am.
I haven't been home in 10 years and just moved home. This was a nice little vendor to stumble upon and make an interesting memory with, maybe they'll show up next year. :)
Total was $224. Maybe a little high, but I really wanted the Rescuers stuff, but that was all he had and maybe could have haggled, but ehh.
Basically, haven't used the app in a while. Working a job, gas station job that's chill and probably prone to making me eat bad food, among other things.
Have been hitting the gym though. I wonder what has changed in the app?? It made me somewhat restart and put in my info again??
Also, think I'm getting sick. Trying to decide if I'm well enough to go to the gym or not, cause it seems to be just a sore throat. Last time, I didn't eat anything when I was sick, so maybe use to my advantage to fasting. ππ
Might fiddle with the app, cause I don't know if whatever it asks me was right.
Been doing research on bikes for mostly getting around and long rides. Only know of Cannondale and Trek so far, but they are mad expensive mostly.
Went to Kindred Cycles today while in Downtown.
The people were really friendly! I forget her name but she was really helpful. It's a magical place!
Tried out a Kona Rove (drop bar) and a Marin (flat bar).
In the back alley. It was so weird getting on a bike. Haven't ridden a bike since my teenage years and seat had to be lowered a little. Also almost fell into the gutter that's in that street the first time. So, yeah. π
Also, got tips on how to get on one.
I think I like the drop bar the most. Came to downtown from a Crunch gym (Allison Park) and I think the drop bar was a little less tension than the flat bar it felt like (I could be wrong, but maybe just me).
I'm also gonna check out Thick Bikes at some point as well.
Pics included. Suggestions or thoughts?
So, I haven't played magic in a long time and just got back into collecting recently. Trying to collect my 2000s theme decks.
My friend who just started and bought some cards, but we decided to use Cockatrice to play together.
I'm just curious. Is this a ok deck, somehow I beat him and I know I probably messed up a few times trying to figure out the rules. I knew a bit more about how to play, but I caught myself questioning, since I'm from the old Planeshift days and not familiar with what's going on now.
I know this deck definitely feels like; whatever works to the best of my ability??
Can I get critique cause I'm pretty sure I have one too many rares in there and it was kinda just haphazardly thrown together, but I at least read the cards and tried to make the deck work.
It's Swamp/Plains. If it's just mashed together, not legal, just straight up dumb and makes no sense, please say so. I'll have to probably get a foundations booster pack or deck sometime to review and update my learning.
Cockatrice Deck
Color(s): Plains/Swamp
Theme: Have no freakin' clue, just never tried this mana combo before.
Name: Stuffed Poofie
// 60 Maindeck
// 1 Artifact
1 Idol of Oblivion
// 25 Creature
1 Shalai, Voice of Plenty
1 Crashing Drawbridge
2 Angelic Skirmisher
1 Crystal Barricade
2 Lyra Dawnbringer
1 Clockwork Drawbridge
3 Scourge of the Undercity
2 Deadeye Tormentor
3 Phyrexian Defiler
1 Phyrexian Hulk
1 Phyrexian Plaguelord
2 Swamp Mosquito
4 Black Cat
1 Phyrexian Warhorse
// 1 Enchantment
1 Consulate Crackdown
// 4 Instant
1 Revitalize
2 Divine Deflection
1 Adamant Will
// 24 Land
11 Swamp
11 Plains
2 Blossoming Sands
// 5 Sorcery
1 Split Up
2 Storm of Souls
1 White Sun's Twilight
1 Soul Salvage
// 2 Tokens
// 2 Creature
2 Phyrexian Hydra Token
1 Eldrazi Token