▲ 243 r/Polska

Odnośnie spraw szkół średnich z 9.10

W każdej innej sytuacji mogłoby mi być wstyd, ale w tej sytuacji nie wstyd mi że z nocy 8 na 9 spiąc w internacie szkolnym spałam z kluczykami w rękach, pół nocy czuwając. Nie wstyd mi że nie poszłam do szkoły bo się po prostu boję.

Fejk czy nie, łańcuszki, żarty, miłoby było gdyby osoby w ogóle nie powiązane z systemem edukacyjnym teraz, w tym absolwenci, nie wysmiewali ani nie wypowiadali się na ten temat.

I wolę coś takiego, dmuchać na zimne, postawić policjantów przed połową szkół niż jak mialam 15 lat [3 lata temu] i mój znajomy mi napisał "czuję że mógłbym dokonać masowego mordu z zimną krwią" wiedząc że to jest człowiek zupełnie załamany psychicznie, i zgłosiłam to do dyrekcji, wszystko co zrobili to zadzwonili do jego rodziców [co jak można sobie wyobrażać, nie polepszyło sprawy]. Ten jeden dzień szkoły nie może być aż tak ważny żeby dzieciaki na siłę posyłać.

Ogólne wyśmiewanie wszystkich jest tutaj serio smutno śmieszne, bo ludzie zapominają, że obok "burzy hormonów" znajduje też się ogromna wrażliwość wielu osób. Zachowujcie się jak dorośli.

Zaraz kończą się lekcje w wielu szkołach, wiem co się zaraz wydarzy, rozlew "widzisz, nie było co się bać!" i innych tego typu. Ludzie są ludźmi i mają prawo się bać.

W obliczu wsyztskich tragedii jakie się wydarzyły na całym świecie z udziałem młodzieży trzeba pamiętać też o tym, że jeżeli oskarżacie "gry komputerowe" czy "bezstresowe wychowanie" za powód tragedii tylko uderzacie w ofiary i osoby które ofiarami mogłyby być, które często żyją w dokładnie takiej samej lub podobnej rzeczywistości do sprawcy. Albo uznawanie że jeżeli ktoś coś złego zrobił to imigrant czy homoseksualista czy ktokolwiek inny. Zastanówcie się dwukrotnie przed skomentowaniem jakiejkolwiek tragicznej sprawy.

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u/NanSinus — 6 days ago
▲ 127 r/rustylake

Saw that and Rusty Lake is what came to my mind first

Is he going to be okay?

u/NanSinus — 1 month ago

Nothing beats a loving, fair and supporting mother

Not exactly a feminism icon lol

Away from that, i kind of respect the game for being - some sort - historically accurate? It makes the game better for my autistic brain. But her mother didn't have to be THIS brutal. Probably Albert was a better father than this. Letter to Aldous, you're so good and you can keep all our traditions, letter to William, you're so powerful and you'll have our family secrets and we would kinda make you immortal, letter to Alexandra, you're useless but at least you have uterus or sum, have fun. Not surprising Alexandra came out THIS cold. I kind of liked the character of Alexandra tho. She's definitely one of my fav, if not the fav, character of all series.

Also, I don't get the hunting for the father stuff. We already are proven by Emma that you can be self sufficient. Alexandra also likes flowers. James's father could be anything, literally. Like yeah, Alexandra is married. In this world it doesn't mean a thing. Ida somehow was able to have two kids, one of them two years after dying. Like, at this point, do we really want to know?

u/NanSinus — 2 months ago

Why did my sister get those icons

I didn't know you could get them anymore lmao

u/NanSinus — 2 months ago

Just played the newest game

Well.. that was intense. I was so scared for the maid all the time and i felt so sad and lonely when i couldn't find her. It was quite a nice journey back to this crazy family. I'm quite dumb so i never realized it's about Harvey, and i still needed to look into guide few times [tho when it comes to rusty lake games, is there anyone who doesn't need to at least once? Who the hell notices all of those stuff]

The notes and harp levels were pure ragebait, those sliding shapes were too, but I somehow got trough it. Something made me like all of those characters. And i liked the, i don't know, criminal twist at the end? To be honest I'm glad I'm not this smart. I didn't realize it at all and the wow i feel is good. [But i won't forgive for the find all 15 weird symbols for the grandad, it took me an hour alone]

I didn't collect all achievements tho, but i played the game in one sitting. It took me 5 hours, i do not regret any minute of it, away from not enjoying nice weather outside.

Oh and the game had few jumpscares I didn't like. For me everything is a jumpscare. And i didn't like when that woman raised her voice at me. It was not nice.

But yeah, i had fun. Cannot wait for more. I played all the games in the past but this made me want to go through them all again.

But nope, i do not need to fill the void right now after playing this. I need a break lmao. My brain hurts.

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u/NanSinus — 2 months ago

I hate Wendy's design

I'm going to skip all her "age problem" entirely. Ok, she doesn't look her age, but Kaze does neither, and Kenji next to her looks like he needs a lawyer. But the problem is different.

The "Janet Clone" discussion kind of has a point, but not exactly. In this year, we got two female brawlers away from her. Naija and Starr Nova. Naija HAS a personality written on her look. She has that ancient egypt theme all over her, and that's what makes her special, even when she is made to be conventionally attractive. Starr Nova is a cosplayer, her voice lines are purposefully cringe, she has special eyes and her walking animation is lovely. We know who she is just by looking at her. Who is Wendy?

She is supposed to be a scientist. I'm not even sure about that. She doesn't look like anything. 8 years old girl with a gun to make bubbles and blue hair. She doesn't look like anything. I don't understand the point of her being in game at all.

She has nothing good about herself. Her lore is meh, her personality is meh [when i watched the animation i felt like watching Charlie from habzin hotel], her mechanics are not this good or special but her design is so awful and it's probably the last thing that could save her.

I get the "goonable" character designs. She's so boring seeing her on R34 would be dissapointing. If making the most attractive characters the case, they would make characters that are diverse for those who like other women. She isn't even special in that. She's so boring I'm pissed off, and I usually don't care about character designs at all.

They could make her look more like scientist. Or a hippie. Or a guard. Anything, really. They could make her so so better. It's a tragedy. I'm really really disappointed.

u/NanSinus — 2 months ago

That scene with Jasper trying pants in S1E5 is very very uncomfortable

I mean, what is even point of this scene? I'm rewatching the show, and I don't think I would continue it, what the hell.

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u/NanSinus — 3 months ago

Is there any interaction between L and Kira in the entire show that feels any genuine?

Well, I was kind of bored and wanted to do Death Note edit, but the problem is i need some sort of scene that looks like it could've been a normal conversation, and it's very hard for me to find anything. I watched Death Note a lot of time ago, so I probably forgot some stuff, and nothing comes to my mind.

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u/NanSinus — 3 months ago

Just watched the movie and.. woah

Well, I really dislike the "we need to fly to space or everyone dead" type of movies. Interstellar was extremally boring and emotionless. Armageddon was somewhat cool, but still, lacking something, and it is lucky it was short. Plus, i just don't like the concept. I usually dislike sci-fi, because my autism hates anything that is even in slightest way impossible or unscientific.

P. Hail Mary was different tho. It was long, but not boring at all. I wish i could watch it again, literally. I like that movie instead of focusing on death and butcher women, focused on male friendship. I loved it also because I love sign languages and how they work.

Tho i hoped that Rocky would at least once call sir handsome an "idiot". It would be funny. But still, i liked it also for a bit of humor. Like it was just awesome. Not this childlish type of humor, but awesome stuff.

I also like the ending. I love when movies don't end in obvious way. Or maybe I'm just a dummy and everyone knew how it's going to end but me. Still, I liked that.

But the planets and cosmos still doesn't amuse me in the movies way. I would prefer to watch documentaries instead. That's why i respect it so much. It's not about sun dying. It's about human being - and non human being, who fight for it.

We all need friends like Rocky. We need more movies like that.

Project Hail Mary is a great movie. Statement.

I know i won't see something like that again in a lot of time.

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u/NanSinus — 3 months ago
▲ 2 r/Dreams

I need help in trying to decipher what my uncle could mean

I had a very strange dream, chaotic and all over the place, but I want to focus on the ending.

Toward the end of the dream, I was running after my grandma. Along the way, I came across apartments labeled with the names of my relatives – names that don't exist in real life, but my brain recognized them as places where they once lived. I'm talking about the youngest relatives, who are now around 4–10 years old. The apartments were empty and dusty – as if death had taken them.

I kept walking and came across another house that also doesn't exist, but I recognized it – some kind of block of flats, a tenement building, something like that. Inside, there were various military items. My uncle is a huge collector of such things – he's a retired soldier and fascinated by all of it. I met him and was happy to see him. Apparently, the city was hit by war or some kind of disaster, because everything looked the same.

I saw his apparition before my eyes – his body was normal, but his face was gray. We talked for a while, he asked about my mom, then disappeared. I called him, he answered, I told him that everyone was taking care of his belongings, he mumbled something back, and then we lost the signal. After a moment, I saw his apparition again, and behind him walked various people – something like monarchs, saying that the king had died, etc.

I met my uncle again in some room, with an empty book. And he said something like:

'Let's focus on what works, not on what doesn't. Let evil not be evil, just for once.'

But here's the thing – that uncle is alive. Everyone who appeared in my dream is alive. It was strange, because later I saw my 7‑year‑old sister as a grown woman. The same with my 9‑year‑old cousin. My grandma is also alive – even though she's old, she's doing well. My uncle is alive.

What's the deal with that quote? What could it mean?

It's so damn weird. Literally first part of the dream was absolute weird gibberish, and then it turned into that..

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u/NanSinus — 3 months ago
▲ 152 r/cats

Oh to have a cat..

My coat 😭 i didn't notice my cats had a habit of sleeping in my wardrobe. It ended this way. It's all black and meshy and now it's look like that

u/NanSinus — 3 months ago

My dog has been hit by a car and it's actually serious

3 years ago we got a puppy. I still remember hugging her to sleep and sleeping with her, first walks out, cleaning her mess and stuff. She was a very cute puppy.

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Later, she became outdoor dog. Very lively, running everywhere. Barking at everyone and playfully biting, running after me when i was on bike. Now i regret i didn't play with her more..

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Around 3 weeks ago she was hit by a car. We don't know where or when, but it came out after my mom found her hidden in doghouse. She wasn't moving, tho alive. She took her to vet, who said that her leg is absolutely damaged, and has bruised lungs. Operation with too high cost. She was in terrible shape, couldn't even reach water bowl and eat on her own. My parents gave her all that vet said. She slowly started gaining strenght, now she walks "normally" [of course the way dog without one back leg can walk] and started breathing normally.

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But lately we again got to vet. They found out my dog has diaphragmatic hernia and her intestines in the chest. Of course, again, operation costs too much. My parents won't collect money because it would be looking very bad, considering our neighbor tries to raise money for last few years to treatment of her son's muscle atrophy and didnt collect nearly anything while little boy is suffering very much.

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Vet said one bark might kill her. If she survives till summer, we have planned vacations, and i told my mom i can stay with the dog. She probably wouldn't want to agree but i think i can survive a week on my own.

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I genuenly don't know how to get over it. I'm 17 and troughout my life i had like 15 dogs who died in various way. But this is cruelest. My first dog ever i had as a kid who died to a tick seemed to suffer less than her :(

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u/NanSinus — 4 months ago

How to cut my hair?

I know nothing about style or anything. And yeah om deeply pre everything, but probably gonna start it. This is blonde! Lol. I need to cut them off. Not only they are absolutely damaged but also they DON'T help with me not looking like 14 yr old girl [I'm NOT 14], how should i cut them? I mean the hairstyle cut whatever that could help

u/NanSinus — 5 months ago

How to overcome fear of becoming unatracive?

Hii

So basically I've been feeling dysphoric for years now, since i was like 10. I don't think anyone can call it "just a phase" atp but God i wish it was it.

I'm considered attractive girl by many people. And it makes me feel scared to start tranzition at all. I live in country, and in the area, that is pretty conservative, and tranzition is complicated. Plus I don't think i would be even invited to family gatherings anymore if i take this step. But weirdly enough this is not my biggest fear.

I have very femine body and facial features of younger girls. Plus I'm short [5'2]. I have high pitched voice too. I am afraid i would never pass or lose what i have left [since my look is lowkey all i have at this point in life]. I'm just so scared of my looks. My height is even problematic as a girl [it makes me so angry when someone says "but you're not short for a girl" like ahh]

I know there are people who were at my place once. I want to tranzition. I always dreamed of it. I'm not scared of any HRT risks and stuff [socially just a little]. All i fear is looks, if i want to exist in this country and have any chances in translating my brain to my family i have to somehow pass but it takes time and is never guaranteed.

What helped you, ppl like me?

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u/NanSinus — 5 months ago