u/Naturemations_2025

IT FITS SO WELL!!! The "Awesome! Wow!!" even sounds exactly like Shadow Milk wtf-

I have severe queunliskanphobia (fear of saliva). Going onto 100mg basically removed all benefits of the medication so I'm going back to 50mg, but I have to wait for that adjustment to actually work, and it also happened to cause hypersalivation and increased vocal tics to the point of a sore throat. I've tried drinking water and even shoved a tissue in my mouth at one point, and it won't stop. How do I fix this?? Is this a common issue?

I have an OC named Levi. Despite the name, she's a woman, She/They. I made her myself, so I have the entire personality/intro/scenario set up myself, it never once uses He/Him pronouns. But the bot, as soon as it gets a chance to do its own message, uses strictly He/Him pronouns. She isn't even trans, she is a cisgender woman.

It's... really weird. It always respects They/Them pronouns on nonbinary characters, it can use She/Her on characters with very unconventional names (Non-human names), but for some reason it refuses to understand that Levi can be a name for a woman?

I even put an explicit note in the personality saying "Levi is a woman. She/They. Just because the name is traditionally masculine doesn't mean she's a dude. Levi does not go by He/Him pronouns" and it still calls her a man. I don't get it. How do I fix this??

I can open bots and see previous messages.

I can see other people's bots on the home page.

I can copy messages.

At some point I did this weird thing where I managed to send a message, but it teleported to my last chat? But I did get a response back.

I can change my persona.

I can change model type.

I can send messages and I GOT A RESPONSE BACK!!

Since it seems to me like people are a lil' too addicted, freaking out over a few hours of seperation, here are some alternate options to pass the time!

1. Sit in a shower, no soap needed, water is just relaxing for a lot of people.

2. Listen to music and pretend to be your OCs, if you have any.

3. Watch an episode or two of that show you've been meaning to watch or that people have been saying you should watch, you know the one.

4. Make yourself a snack if you're hungry, something that isn't just unwrapping something so that it takes time.

5. Take photos and edit the lighting to make them look cool.

6. Use Picrew to create your OCs or characters from media you like.

7. If you use YouTube for music, find your auto-generated music playlist and scroll through it.

8. Scroll Reddit's main feed.

9. Try out a video game that you haven't had time to play.

I've been on 100mg for two weeks, and the nausea started when I went on 50mg four weeks ago. Every single time I eat, even just a little bit, I get extremely nauseous. I've been taking Ondansetron Hydrochloride 4mg for it and it helps for like a few hours, but sometimes that's not enough and I just get nauseous again. The nausea lasts basically all day once it starts. Sometimes walking and driving also causes it.

I've noticed major benefits from 100mg of Lamotrigine, more so than on 50mg, for my psychotic episodes. I haven't had one since starting 50 and I've not had anger issues since starting either, so I don't want to go off it.

It hurts my EYESSSSSSS-

(In case this wasn't obvious this is an in-character AMA)

We can all agree that Sage of Truth says "Jeepers!" when surprised, right?

...Just me?

Ok.

HERE ME OUT. Also this is just a random headcanon I have that I'm still not entirely sure of my own opinion on, don't take it too seriously.

A lot of people headcanon Shadow Milk as genderfluid or a trans man. I myself am genderfluid, and he really doesn't seem to be in my personal opinion, since he only uses the lady form in very specific contexts rather than fluidly and seems quite masculine. Trans man theory, honestly nothing wrong with it, I could see it just as much as cis man.

Shadow Milk has been consistently portrayed as a man since his days as Fount of Knowledge, which he likely would have been aligned with his AGAB to other cookies around him back then because he didn't really have free will. He was very repressed in several ways, as were all of the virtues, we know that already. A lot of the time, trans people will crossdress with the excuse of "I'm doing it ironically" (Hehe Jax reference) or "Don't look too hard into it" or "It's just alternative". Of course, cisgender femboys to naturally exist, and he could be one as well. But the fact that he seems to consistently "cosplay" as Lady Azure when around Sugar of Happiness specifically, who is a blatantly comforting figure that he has known his entire life, makes me wonder if maybe he feels more able to be his true self around her. Sage of Truth has notably longer hair as well and some form of classic "feminine snark", which doesn't mean MUCH, but it is that his less repressed self has a more feminine style in general.

And then there's a a bunch of subtext too that could be analyzed into trans metaphors. How he keeps coming back to the "lake of truth" no matter how much he tries to stay away, how his inner self resonates with the inner self of a much more accepting and "woke" cookie, how he's super feminine a lot of the time and then passes it off as jokes or mockery, how his hair being cut short in the ad-lib costume basically disabled/blinds him and destroys his confidence, etc.

I also feel like he'd sorta just go by any pronouns except for It/It's (Because he has issues with being dehumanized) and might also be agender/voidgender or something, idk, I just thought the trans woman idea was interesting too. I highly doubt Devsis sees him as trans or nonbinary tbh, but we can headcanon!