u/Naturemations_2025

This post itself is not tagged as NSFW because it's contents are not, but be warned that the contents of the fanfiction are indeed Explicit and it is tagged as such. It also has some darker stuff. All put into the tags of the fanfiction, so just read those and you'll be good.

Anyways uhhh I made a TruthlessSage fanfic because Sage of Truth is my favorite character and I'm lowkey more invested in that story than anything in the rest of CRK right now! https://archiveofourown.org/works/87453506/chapters/231685211

(Uh guys please post stuff because I feel weird being the top three newest posts 😭 I swear there's like a week in between them)

I honestly liked Vanilla V3. Not as much as the OG Vanilla, a bit bitter about them getting rid of that, but V3 was fine until it just suddenly became literally unusable. It completely ignores anything that happened except for my most recent message and the intro. I was doing a roleplay and it just completely ignored what was happening, it wasn't even inappropriate or violent at all, it just decided to make its own scenario to follow. Vanilla V2 is also pretty bad, but at least it's usable I guess...?? Even though it always plays for the wrong character.

So, we have two options: A version that literally does not work for roleplays, or a version that constantly takes over your character or adds other characters.

I really miss OG Vanilla, it was so much better...

I do digital art and am practicing drawing humanoids. I do it all on Paint3D, no layers. Have been since I was 7. No tracing or bases here. I can't put it here because no attachments and stuff, but you get the idea.

I posted some to Reddit on the digital art sub, I was really proud of it, I thought it was really good, and I ended up with 0 comments (that's alright, fair enough) and -1 upvotes. The only reaction from people who saw it was to ignore it, except for a single person who downvoted. Or, worse, one person who upvoted and two people who downvoted. My parents are supportive of my art and think it's really good, but one of my moms doesn't really care about it in general and the other tries to care but always misunderstands what she's looking about and inadvertently causes me to feel like I can't draw good enough.

I can only assume that the downvotes are because I put in the post that I didn't want any criticism right now because I couldn't handle it, I just want to share my art. I do not care for criticism on my art from strangers online, I already feel shit enough about it as is and often think my art is stupid and ugly, I don't need people to tell me how to make it better because oftentimes I KNOW how to make it better, KNOW it looks wrong, and spent over an hour making it look even close to what it should be. The only other possibility I can think is that someone in the same fandom as me recognized the ship I drew in one of the pictures and dislikes it because it's controversial.

Idk, I just wish someone could actually... like... appreciate the stuff I draw. Because I sure as hell can't, and my parents don't know how to react to it, and Reddit seems to think it's shit.

So, uh, remember this post? https://www.reddit.com/r/ShadowVanilla/comments/1ua1vjj/deceitful_daydream_concept_idea_because_i_finally/

Well, it's a fanfic now! (Tagged explicit, but it's 95% plot focused rather than smut) Go! Go read it! (If you're interested) https://archiveofourown.org/works/87276486/chapters/231169821

I never really understood the point of Viridescent Daydream and Ad-lib Shadow Milk (I call him Deceitful Tragedian) because they have literally nothing to do with each other and I don't even know what dynamic they would have, but then I came up with an idea and fell in love with it.

Basically the backstory idea is that the reason Shadow Milk is Eternal Sugar's actor is because she offered him a place in her garden in order for them to both escape being sent to the silver tree, but she dislikes him for his crimes and forces him to entertain her subjects for their happiness. The other three beasts remain locked in the silver tree. Dark Enchantress isn't a big deal her because in this universe White Lily saved Pure Vanilla without freeing her. Pure Vanilla went to live with White Lily in the Faerie Kingdom rather than becoming a citizen of the Vanilla Kingdom, and the other Ancients dropped contact with both of them due to their dislike of White Lily and Pure Vanilla's betrayal.

So, Deceitful Tragedian turns into a cat and runs away from the garden in order to try and escape Eternal Sugar's control, but he's been living there so long (As long as OG Shadow Milk was trapped in the Silver Tree) that he has to relearn how to survive out in the wild. He gets adopted by Viridescent Daydream, who is still wildly in love with Queen White Lily / The Moonlight Queen after the faeries tried to make them fall in love so that Pure Vanilla would never want to leave (They really like him but he wasn't planning on leaving anyways), and is forced to stay with him because the Faerie Kingdom magic prevents Eternal Sugar from detecting him and finding him. Deceitful Tragedian falls in love with Pure Vanilla, the forbidden fruit that would "never love a stain like him", and Pure Vanilla is nonethewiser to the fact that his cat is a whole-ass man.

...Might turn this into a fanfic one day if motivation returns-

Bit of an opposite/backwards post for this sub and I will take it down if it's not alright, "LGBT asking for asking" and not "asking LGBT" lmao, but I like giving people the chance to ask questions they might have about it because genderfluidity is honestly a very scarcely spoken of topic.

I've been taking Lamotrigine 25mg for less than a week after I started having psychosis symptoms and Cymbalta wasn't doing it, and I've been completely nauseous for days. Like, severe motion sickness but while sitting down. My breasts have also been really sore since yesterday. I've never had either as pre-menstrual symptoms before.

I would literally think I was pregnant if it weren't for the fact that I've never had sex. I have paranoia about that kinda thing, I'm basically convincing myself in my head that I somehow am anyways, just waiting for my period to start in a few days so I can stop going crazy about it.

Are these symptoms normal when starting??

So, Shadow Milk got a crush on Pure Vanilla and then confessed his love to him, but Wildberry (WHO CRUNCHY CHIP ALREADY HAD A CRUSH ON) and Golden Cheese showed up to stop it, and Pure Vanilla rejected all three of them and Shadow Milk was depressed for like a month.

Then Pure Vanilla fell in love with SILENT SALT COOKIE at FIRST SIGHT 😭 and Silent Salt literally didn't return these feelings at all.

Shadow Milk tried to confess his feelings to Pure Vanilla a second time on the ferris wheel, but Silent Salt LITERALLY CLIMBED UP THE FCKING FERRIS WHEEL to stop it and "confess his love to Pure Vanilla", and now Pure Vanilla is dating Silent Salt. But istg Silent Salt doesn't even love Pure Vanilla, he just wants to screw Shadow Milk over.

Oh, also, Wildberry and Crunchy Chip are married now yayyyy...

(Prefacing this with: Please no religious comments (Ex: "He's in a better place now"), I'm an atheist and they bother me in this context with me.)

We had to put him down from a spine issue today. It hurt really bad during it, then I felt completely fine as soon as he was gone like a switch had been flipped, and now I'm sad again. We're getting his ashes and paw print soon.

His name was Indie, Indecision. His middle name was Tuna. He was my emotional support dog, and my first actual dog that was considered mine. He turned 7 last April, April 22nd. He was half lab, half husky-cattledog-wirehair pointer. We called him an Australian Huskador Wirehair. I've had him since he was born, since I was only 8. He has, or perhaps had (We don't keep up with all of them), 7 siblings. His mom is still alive as far as I'm aware, living with her daughter / Indie's sister. He always licked everything. He stared at his own shadow. He left boop-imprints from his nose on the windows. He had the most expressive bright orange eyes. He wore a teal collar. He came to cuddle me when I was sad. He used to fit in a shoe box with all 7 of his siblings. He convinced me not to self-harm several times.

Kind words...?

Sage of Truth is an utterly perplexing enigma that has been bothering me ever since the new episode came out.

Sage of Truth is, supposedly, the only "uncorrupted version of Shadow Milk Cookie". This implies that he never corrupted. But there's several things that imply he HAS corrupted. But... Uh... Also that he's not a redeemed version of Shadow Milk, because Pure Vanilla isn't Pure Vanilla in this universe??

1. Truthless Recluse from that universe, supposedly, has his Light even though he hides it. The phrasing of his description heavily implies it's under his robe, hidden away. He shouldn't be able to have it if the Light of Knowledge was never split.

2. Sage of Truth's dough has the lighter teal color that it took on when he corrupted, as opposed to Fount of Knowledge's dull blue color of dough.

3. Sage of Truth is confirmed to have the Light of Truth by Bravaverse, but not the Light of Deceit. This means it WAS DEFINITELY SPLIT.

My current theory is that Sage of Truth's solution to his struggles as the Fount of Knowledge was to split his Light of Knowledge in half, removing what would become the Light of Deceit from himself and casting it away, while also keeping what would become the Light of Truth within himself. This process is very tedious and explains why only one of the Shadow Milks ever figured it out. This means that instead of finding the Light of Truth at the Peak of Truth, Pure Vanilla Cookie found the Light of Deceit instead, which is why he's Truthless Recluse. This makes the most sense to me. It doesn't explain why his dough is lighter, but, uh... Maybe that's just some sort of makeup he wears? Since he's more performative as both SoT and SMC than he was as Fount? And his natural dough color is still dull blue?

What do you all think about my idea? And do you have any of your own??

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Edit: This used to have a second theory as well, but it was disproved by the information I now have about SoT in Bravaverse.

Kiss me (Kill me) by JerryTerry

Modern ShadowVanilla animatic

Redeemed Shadow Milk, now Sage of Truth and dating Pure Vanilla, starts turning back into Paradox Shadow Milk.

Free to use idea, SOMEONE get on this and link me once it exists 😭 I'm probably turning it into a fanfiction but I'm not good at animatics