u/No-Addition-5358

I'm in acting school, I'm learning to draw, and I'm just writing to try and practice creative thinking. When I don't do well, which is pretty much every time, i have a fit of rage. I usually internalize it due to my anxiety of people's reactions, but it is still bad because it keeps me from practicing. My brain is always telling me, "You're so fucking R@#$%^&* you'll never be good at anything ever!" and it goes on and on. Why do i feel this way, and how do i stop?

I’m in acting school, I’m learning to draw after a five year break…I’m not good at any of it. No matter what creative thing I do I’m terrible at it and it makes me furious. Should I just not try to be creative?

I don't know if this post belongs here, but here goes: I'm so so so angry. I feel like a fraud because I'm even more scared than angry, so I always have a smile on my face, and apparently most really angry people show it, and I don't. There are a million different causes: trauma, etc., and so on and etcetera but i feel this intense urge to yell at someone, to break something, to scream, like, really scream and I can't ever because i just learned I couldn't.

He would grab us slam us and more often my disabled brother to the ground yell a growling noise in his face till he cried and threatened him daily to do this. He has the mind of a 6 yo, loves paw patrol and doesn’t get social cues that’s why he did this to him. He did it to me too. He’d on other occasions put a face of rage on and stare into our eyes. I was always terrified of domestic violence all of my life. He forcibly secluded us from the world and still does to my siblings who are significantly autistic with no friends as a result

my dad would grab my significantly mentally disabled autistic brother (when we were kids) by the throat and/or torso, slam him to the ground, and yell a growling noise at him with a face of rage to intimidate him because, as he "warned" him "if you don't stop (a compulsive autistic symptom, btw), I'm going to do it," and then he did it. I'm in Ontario, Canada. Will this go anywhere or cut me off from my religiously (literal meaning) controlled siblings?

my dad would grab my significantly mentally disabled autistic brother (when we were kids) by the throat and/or torso, slam him to the ground, and yell a growling noise at him with a face of rage to intimidate him because, as he "warned" him "if you don't stop (compulsive autistic symptom, btw), I'm going to do it," and then did it. I'm in Ontario, Canada. Will this be prosecuted, or will he be arrested if i report this?

I work as a student employee at my college. I was told to volunteer at an event that is now over. i have two hours till the end of my shift (it's a computer job) with nothing to do till tomorrow, when I and the other student hire discuss an assigned project. What can I do in the meantime?

I don’t know if it’s fixable. My brain doesn’t work. Idk what to do. I say things that don’t make sense. I’m tired and I want rest but I feel stupid. I say illogical things and idk why. “You just have anxiety” or whatever doesn’t feel right. Why can’t I remember what I read? Why can’t I improve at anything I do? Why am I so slow?

I don’t know if it’s fixable. My brain doesn’t work. Idk what to do. I say things that don’t make sense. I’m tired and I want rest but I feel stupid. I say illogical things and idk why. “You just have anxiety” or whatever doesn’t feel right. Why can’t I remember what I read? Why can’t I improve at anything I do? Why am I so slow?

I moved in with my best friend and his ex when they were together now she’s kicked him out and if he can’t get a room at a shelter then he’ll be on the streets and I feel horrible. What should I do? I don’t have anyone to talk to (I have my bf to talk to but one person can’t carry your entire emotional well being or something and I’ve already told him)

Im not saying not be graphic like ocassionally or at least leave it to the finale. I think Invincible and the boys fill their niche well, i still want something more mature than marvel but not needlessly violent or overly mature like the boys or invincible. Hearing "Wanna watch me have a wank-y, 'Omelandah?" gets old after a while. I feel adult superhero shows and their formula is getting stale. I will be finishing the boys and will continue to watch invincible to the end can we plz o dear gods above relax on the guts, brains, and sex jokes plz dear god

Creativity is fundamentally linked to your knowledge and memory for if you have nothing to connect in your brain then creativity is limited. I want to learn about cool buildings, weird and important stories, cool objects etc but I have no personal interest in those things. I do have things that genuinely interest me but they’re limited. I have a new passion of stop motion like Boxtrolls or Coraline.

As a kid I was fascinated by Graphene, aerogel, cool inventions and paranormal videos but not now. Did I lose my childlike curiosity?

I’m interested in politics, the study of religion, science, pop philosophy, animation and more but those are all a few types of things you know? Culture and animation being the two categories that are good labels for the above topics. I want to learn about a bunch of stuff but I don’t genuinely care about them. What do I do?