u/No_Blackberry143

Bro what even is this post-exam life 😭

Before exams I had a whole list ready… I’ll binge series, sleep till noon, watch all the stuff in my wishlist, chill properly and what not aur pata nahi exam time pe kaise kaise atraangi hobbies bhi yaad aati hai like

I’ll learn guitar, learn a new language, workout, get into cooking/baking, skincare…matlab pura personality development chal raha tha dimaag me.

But now that I’m finally free… I’m literally getting bored doing all of it. Can’t even sit through one episode properly.😭

Series dekhte dekhte bore hojaa rhi hu. Exam time pe toh koi bhi random tatti series masterpiece lgti thi bhai🫩💀

And now when I actually have time, I just sit there wondering what tf to do with my life

What are you guys even doing after exams?? Need suggestions fr.

I’m gonna be a bit blunt..but it’s genuinely for your own good.

A lot of you aren’t actually “practicing the law.”

You’re consuming it.

Reading Neville, watching videos, going through success stories, jumping from one technique to another.. SATS, affirmations, visualizing, mental diets…

And still feeling stuck.

Why?

Because you’ve turned this into something external.

You’re trying to find the right method**, the** perfect explanation**, the** next success story that will finally make it click.

But the truth is.. No amount of reading Neville Goddard will replace actually facing YOUR OWN MIND.

The clarity you feel while reading or watching something?

That’s not coming from Neville. It’s coming from you.

He’s just triggering it.

But instead of taking that clarity inward and stabilizing it, most of you go right back to searching again.

That’s the loop:

read.. feel clarity..doubt..search again

That is not practicing the law.

That is dependence.

Even Neville didn’t “give” anyone anything.

He spoke from his realization.

And even his teacher Abdullah didn’t sit there answering endless questions or guiding step by step.. he pushed him back into himself.

That’s the whole point.

This isn’t about perfecting techniques.

It’s about:

noticing your thoughts,

seeing what you’re actually assuming,

sitting with the discomfort instead of trying to fix it instantly.

and becoming the state, not just trying to force it

You don’t need another success story.

You don’t need another technique.

You don’t need someone to “guide” you.

You need to stop abandoning yourself every time doubt shows up.

Sit with your mind.

Watch it.

Be honest about what you’re actually thinking and identifying with.

That’s where the shift happens.

Not in more content.

Because in the end..

you are the one imagining.

you are the one assuming.

you are the one experiencing.

So you are the only one who can apply this.

Not by binge consuming Neville…

…but by actually living it.

Everything you’re looking for is already within you.

Not in the next post.

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For a bit more clarity Abdullah didn’t let Neville depend on him or anything. He actually pushed him back into himself.

There’s even a lecture where Neville talks about it.. “How Abdullah Taught the Law.”

A quick summary of Neville's first process with quotes :)

Desire:

"It’s almost 12 years, and I’ve never had a desire to go back. But now I have a hungry desire, a haunting desire, to go to Barbados. Not a thing stops me but a lack of money. I have no money.”

Abdullah's response:

He said to me, “You are in Barbados.”

I said, “I am in Barbados?”

He said, “Yes. You are now in Barbados. And so… you see Barbados, and you see America from Barbados, and you can smell the tropical land of Barbados, see only the little homes of Barbados, and that’s all you do. You just simply sleep this night in Barbados.”

First reaction:

Well, I thought him insane, really… I mean, at the moment, it seemed so… stupid.

Doubt:

I said, “You know, Abdullah, there’s no… not a thing has happened.” He wouldn’t discuss it with me. He turned his back on me and went into his little library and slammed the door. (READDDD IT AGAIN)

Seeking encouragement:

Oh, he said, “You’re in Barbados.” And I’m in New York City physically, but he put me in Barbados in my imagination. So that I slept in Barbados to the best of my ability. But you know days go into weeks, and the weeks went into a month, and I’m trying my best to open the discussion with him, to get a little hope. No, no hope! (audience laughter) He wouldn’t give me any encouragement if I did what he told me to do. Well, we all are human enough to want another little discussion, another little push.

Abdullah's attitude: So all that I did… I tried to the best of my ability to with his almost insolence… he was rude. But he taught me by his rudeness that I cannot discuss how if I am doing what I’m supposed to do.

Lesson learned: And so he taught me the lesson that there is no such thing as “a little pregnancy.” (audience laughter) No such thing. If you did it, then you’re pregnant. Let the child grow. And interference with it is going to be a miscarriage.

(...) Now, don’t try to argue. You have conceived. And all you have to do is be a faithful mother, and bear that child, and don’t discuss it with me anymore.

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The only way out is within. Simple as that.

You need to pause and turn inward.

You’re your own Abdullah. No one can do this for you. The more you depend on outside sources to get it, the more you delay actually seeing it.

Sit with yourself.

Go within. That’s where it actually happens.