u/No_Cartoonist525

I have this strong urge to just off myself every few days after a few hours it just goes away and I'm back to normal.

I don't know what to do about it.

I really just wanna feel normal all the time or even if I feel sad i don't want to spiral myself into this suicide stuff.

Me and my friend are planning to move into a 1 BHK and are looking for 1 female flatmate to share the place with us.

Preferably looking for a working professional.

The setup is flexible:

If you want a private bedroom, you can take it and pay around ₹5.5k/month (roughly half the rent), while me and my friend will adjust in the hall.

If you’re comfortable with equal sharing, we can figure out the arrangement together accordingly.

A few things about us:

We prefer keeping the flat clean and organized

Also thinking of getting a second-hand fridge (~₹4–5k) and splitting the cost equally among the 3 of us that we can use rather than renting the fridge cause renting is costlier over time.

I have no idea what this issue is,

I've tried taking off sim card

I did factory reset of the phone

But it's still on the reboot screen.

What do I do?

Is this hardware issue like battery?

I was almost better off without him, I even blocked him, recently we made a casual call n today I feel so much and so much resentment, like I want him to know the hurt he has put me through, the amount of times I've cried cuz of him.

almost like I'm back in my victim mentality because since 2 months i was like fuck it whatever, it was my own fault for choosing someone like this, but right now I just wanna cry my eyes out to him, make him understand whatever I went through,

isn't this like seeking his validation for my pain?

since he is put me through all that,now suddenly I expect him to realise and console me, this is so stupid.

like what does that even mean in a growing city?

does any one group own the city?

if people are living here, working, paying taxes, paying rent, then they are a part of this city too.

do people not realize that migration is necessary for a city's growth? housing demand, jobs, businesses, culture doesn't expand in vacuum bhai!!

if there are real concerns like cultural preservation, let's talk about that without pushing marathi language on everyone

but this whole insider/ outsider thing doesn't make any sense at all